Uncontrollable Feelings
Dreams
-Oppa… I haven’t seen you in a long time. How you are going?
I was surprised by the caller. It was Taejun oppa, my ex-boyfriend. In the truth, we break up very well and we are friends yet. Sometimes he called me to ask for advices with his girlfriends. But, for some reason that I don’t know, Yoseob never liked him. I was curious about this since ever, but I never had the courage to ask him.
-What is this time? Another trouble with another girlfriend?
-Nope… I was just missing you~
-What? You are drunk or something?
-Haha, you funny… I’m saying the truth! I miss talk and mess around with you… I wanna see you! Come get out with me today! Pleease~
I laughed, putting a hand in my forehead, trying to get what is this situation. I even couldn’t believe in what I was listening.
-Sorry oppa, but I have something to do today.
-With another person more important than me?
-Yep.
-With Yoseob?
-Yep. With him.
-Why I’m not surprised? Okay, then go throw me away and go with him…
-Oppa… You can stop the drama?
-Okay, okay… So when I can see you?
-In the truth I don’t know… The cafeteria is busy these days, so I don’t know when will be my next day off.
-So, I’m going to the cafeteria tomorrow!
-Wait… What?
-See you~
-O-Oppa… Wait…
He hung up. I stayed there, looking at the blank screen. My head was spinning while I was trying to absorb all that suddenly information. And, even though I was back to him, I could feel Yoseob’s eyes watching every movement of mine and listening what I was saying carefully. I turned to him, confused yet.
-It was Taejun hyung?
He seemed angry, his voice was low and he frowned.
-Yes. He said that he wants to see me… Do you believe it?
He turned his face to the window, while wrapping his hands together.
-You will see him?
-Well, he said he will go to the cafeteria tomorrow…
-You are crazy?
He got up quickly. I’ve never seen his eyes so furious. I widened my eyes, without knowing what to do.
-You will fall for him again? You will suffer for him again? You will do the same mistake again?
-Yoseob, calm down! What’s going on? He only wants to see me because he misses me, like a friend. We don’t have anything anymore, you know it! And we are friends! What’s wrong with us being friends?
-Why he? Why you didn’t erase him of your life?
-The question is: why you don’t like him?
He seemed to have frozen. I put my hands in my mouth. This just spilled. Yoseob seated again in the couch with both hands in his head. The silence was terrifying. I just stayed there, without know what to do.
-I’m sorry… I don’t know what got into me. I’m really sorry.
I sighed and approached him, resting my hands in his shoulders.
-It’s okay. I’ve said things that I not suppose to. I’m sorry. Let’s just forget and pretend this not happen, okay?
-Hmm.
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