Am I Worth It?

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Kai was a kid who only loved to dance. And was hated by his parents because he was gay. His only consolation is the GU Building nearby, where he sneaks in often. But everything changes when he meets someone at the studio.

Foreword

 

"KIM JONGIN!" My mother yelled. She was extremely angry at me, because she found a picture of me kissing my then-boyfriend, Suho. I looked down, not wanting to answer. "DON'T YOU DARE TRY THAT, MISTER! YOU'RE A ING HOMO, AREN'T YOU?!" I nodded, trembling. 

She was beyond furious. She smashed a whiskey bottle on my little sister Hyejin. "YOU—IT'S BAD ENOUGH TO HAVE A LESBIAN DAUGHTER, BUT A GAY SON?! THAT'S THE LAST STRAW!" She wailed in desperation. Gain cried loudly, the impact of the bottle really hurt. "OH YOU SHUT UP, YOU ING LESBIAN!" My mother yelled. My father sighed,  "Oh, God, what have we done wrong?" My father said his prayers. What have I done wrong to deserve such parents, I thought.

My parents and I quarreled some more, until I ran up to my room, but still, I could overhear their conversation.

"Seunghyun, what are going to do?" I heard my mom cry.

"We have to disown him, honey. Something like this is unacceptable. Psychiatric help made things worse, remember?"

I felt my heart break. My parents didn't really didn't give a damn about me.

"Yes! That idiot only endorsed Jongin's choices! We have to disown him!"

"Sounds good. And Gain?"

"Disown her too."

I could hear my father complying to her orders and I overheard the whole phone call. It was heartbreaking.

Three months have passed ever since, but I remember it as if it were yesterday. I still lived with my parents, but I spent most of the time out, and that's when I decided to go visit this GU Building. I treaded the path, and was stopped by a beautiful soft voice singing. I was mesmerized, and decided to enter, since the door was half-open. The guy didn't notice me, he kept singing with his eyes closed. I took a closer look at him. He was handsome indeed, with that black parted hair, big doe eyes, kissable lips... I just closed my eyes and enjoyed the soft ballad, and soon enough I started dancing to the rhythm of the tune. We were well harmonized. He just sang the night away, I danced and we both fell asleep on the floor.

 

A/N: First story on AFF! Hope you like it!

 

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BlackOragon #1
I'm waiting for an updateeee!!! Tears are streaming down my face
shineewol #2
Wow this is poignant, but nice :)
infiniteology
#3
This is interesting :) Update!
ohbibi
#4
Omg I cried at this oneeee :/ Poor Kai
_cyantears_
#5
This is really sad :( Waiting for an updateee