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(YOUR POV)

from behind , i saw kyuhyun hitting the wall hardly . he must be really hurt . i wish i could be by your side now . slowly i walk to him without making a noise but suddenly his dad patted my shoulder and make hand gesture to talk at outside . i following him to the entry door .

" it's good that you are here . i just want to say i have to go to UK for telling kyuhyun mums and their hyung that donghae been hospitalizad again , " he said .

" okay ahjushi " i said softly .

"please take care of them and can kyu stay at your house ? i'm not going to be here about one weeks . please ? " he beg me .

what should i do ? i just nod . he just smile and patted my shoulders and went away .

i have to go back to kyuhyun .

as i arrived to the ICU unit , i saw kyuhyun leaning on the wall . he looked at me numbly and suddenly he take his hand to reach me . slowly i reached his hand he's holding my hand tightly . he lead me to the nearest garden . the situation was in silent .

suddenly he's stop from walking .

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(KYUHYUN POV)

i was so calm whenever i'm holding his hand . this time i'm regretting for leaving her .

i stop from walking and look up the sky . should i say to her please  come back to me ?

"kyuhyun-ah " she's calling out my name .

but still , i remain in silent . i dont know what to say to her after i hurted her heart .

"you dont have to ay anything right now . i just want to say that im going to be with donghae . he's need me . i think that's the best way for us . i dont want to be hurted again . enough for once . i dont want to get hurt twice . mianhaeyo kyuhyun " slowly she let go of her hands and all i can hear at that time was her footstep that slowly leaving me .

she's gone . i feel that the nature know about my feelings because at the same time it's raining heavily . is it the rain feel the same way as i am ? i looked up the sky and there's no star . that's mean there's no hopes anymore . slowly im bending down .

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(YOUR POV)

one step that i leave him , more pain that i can feel .

one step that i'm make , my tears dropping like the rain .

am i making a wrong decision ?

no i'm not . DONGHAE needs me . i can't leave him . his day can be numbered .

i walked to the hospital alone . i'm going to donghae's room .

whenever i saw his condition , it's hurting me more and more .

yes , this is the right decision .

yeah , if you love someone , doesnt mean that you are going to be with the one that you love right ? yeahh , fate have a strange of working . fate will bring happiness and sometimes they hurt .

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(KYUHYUN POV)

i looked at ______ and i know that she's hurting too .

im clutching to my chest .

it's more hurt .

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(YOUR POV)

it's really hurt .

saram cham apeuda .

true love is really sick .

it's hurt .

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[ thanks for reading . i just want to asked all the readers . is it true that kyuhyun admired elf from china ?? i envy her . now i know that it's really hurt . jinja ! TT^TT ]

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