I sighed softly, watching and waiting. I worked as a trainee nurse close to the main college. Moments ago there was a rush of people as they took someone down to the operating theatre. It was going to be the first time I cared for someone who had surgery and it was so much pressure. I just hoped nothing had happened to the person I hurt the most.

I woke up feeling strangely rather good this morning, it was a Friday which meant weekend soon and my second date with Jonghyun was two days away. My memories came flooding back from last night and I blushed at how bold my action's had been. I Kim Kibum, had kissed Jonghyun and oh god it felt amazing. 

A little six year old Key was experiencing his first ever sleep over with his bestest friends in the world, thing's just don't go right for the younger's first ever sleep over with a nightmare keeping him awake and scaring him, he knew only one person could make thing's alright again.

It was the beginning of a brand new week which meant the next 5 days of college will be hell. Facing that dumb stupid dino head once again that doesn't seem to take no as an answer. He was a walking nightmare and really had begun to detest that man if you could call him that.

It was the first time Key had been allowed to have someone sleep over. It was more surprising that they were letting his best friend and boyfriend be the first to sleepover. Jonghyun had been annoying him all week, excited for a pyjama party. Key's parents wouldn't be there so they could get up so much fun and mischief.

Aftter the complete disaster of his one and only releationship, Kibum had given up on dating and for 6 years remained single. Rejecting any offer from guys, just focusing on his studies. But what happens when oen night he comes home to his roomate and best friend Taemin who has a surprise in store for him.

It had been many years since his Bummie was called to go back to heaven, God was in need of his golden angel again. Jonghyun kept his promise up just like he said, time seemed to fly by. Jonghyun's baby brother Kibum grew in to a fine and handsome young man. As Jonghyun got older, he got more excited knowing any day he would be reunited with his husband again.

From when they were babies until now Jonghyun remember's all the moments he shared with his baby Bummie. From how their friendship grew stronger, the bond strenghtened and how their feeling's blossomed in to something very rare and  beautiful. Something they cherish and teasure every day.

Key smiled as he walked out the main building and into the warm sun. He had only just started his very first day at the new Uni after moving to Seoul from Deagu. It already felt so much better and he felt so much happier. Taking a seat on the edge of the stone water fountain, Key got out his sketch book and start to draw the sight before him. Unaware he is being watched from afar, love struck, warm honey brown puppy eyes gazing lovingly at the new student.

It was a beautiful, warm, sunny Sunday afternoon and the park was full of families, sweet laugher filled the air. Jonghyun and Key were happily sitting on the bench, thinking of all the years they had spent together, watching their children with their own families now, feeling how lucky in love and life they had been, it seemed to perfect to be real.

The dark grey fluffy cloud's loomed over our motel the starts of rain pelting on the windows. The room was small, dirty and infested yet I didn't have a care in the world. For once I was happy, safe and free in the arm's of my lover. We were on the run, in love and free just like the rain falling from the dark sky.

It had been many long, drawn out years of nothing but emptiness and loneliness. Living in a world of nothing but sound and feeling, it was a life Jonghyun didn't want to continue living in. Who knew the voice of a stranger duing a visit to the park with his sister would change is life completely.

Jonghyun rubbed his sweaty hand's together, slightly trembling with nerves, It was planned months ago yet the older was still a bag of nerves. Completely forgotten what he had planned to even say. Finally metting his lover's parent's could only result in being a complete disaster and a nightmare Jonghyun wanted to wake up from fast.

A warm smile graced his lips and his toe's curled in happiness and delight. His husbands sock's hanging loosely off his feet, his heart beating against his chest like a drum, butterflies running ramage in his stomach. Key knew Jonghyun loved him but reading the pale pink paper stained with black ink in front of him made him feel even more loved then before. 

This date always held so many memories for us, all so special and to celebrate each year. I never imagined how perfect my life could of turned out becauseof meeting him on that day all those may years back. he truly is my one true love, fate truly worked it's magic on us, we were destine to be together from the moment I laid eye's on the feline beauty.

It was one of the most loved days in the Kim house hold. A year of planning for a few hour's enjoyment. Halloween had always been something special, each year getting to go round and fill their bucket's with chocolate and sweeties. Although the best part wasn't about the sweet's for Minjee and Woojin, it was which parent had the better costume and this year the stakes are high. Will Jonghyun be able to top his rather random outfit from last year or will Key just even more.

It had been a perfect hidden secret until they were caught holding hands in the park and feeding each other ice cream. Two young lover's torn apart by their families who hated one another completely. Eight months of pure torture and hell, not knowing if the other was alright. Will Jonghyun and Key ever find each other again and escape the place's they call hell.

"Hey Bummie do you remember the very first day we met each other" Jonghyun asked his sleeply lover. The feline beauty was wrapped in the older's warm embrace, a soft smile blossomed on those bow shaped lips. "Of course I remember Jjong, how could I ever forget that day or the many that lead us to now" Key mumbled sleepily. The two lover's couldn't help but reminosce about the many events that caused them to be where they are today.

It had been three years since that fateful day that had caused Key's boyfriend to have become un able to walk or see, the strain that was put upon them was tough. Hearing Jonghyun feel so ashamed hurt the younger yet he never gave up, despite the awful looks he got and the nasty comment's asking if he was the older's carer. he loved Jonghyun more and could not be prouder to call the older his own.

It was rather funny how we met. I remember how I listened to his show every single night when he first became the radio host of Blue night. I had tuned in from the very first show and three years later I had won a chance to met the man that had made me fall in love with him, just by his deep, husky, sweet and gentle voice.

Jonghyun remembered that day like it was just yesterday, The day he had seen the love of his life for the first time, that day had changed the puppy like man's life but for the good. He never believed the rumours until he saw that beautiful young boy with his very own eyes. He vowed to help him, protect him and show him the world can be full of laugher, happiness and love.

I sat in the arena, packed from teenagers and children to adults and even some elderly people. Chanting my husband's name over and over as he performed his well known songs. My self and Minjee our daugher happily watched Jiong do his thing, little did I know he had a suprise in store for me.