Everywhere I go, everytime I'm with my parents friends or with my parents alone, I always hear them say "Your sister is smart and beautiful. I'm sure you'll grow up to be like her someday."

"It's be

So, I got an idea to make fanfics from INFINITE's songs and my first song is Still I Miss You from their New Challenge.

It was the 24th of December. The day before Christmas. My beloved and I always spend our christmas together since we have gotten together. And

'I can't do this anymore. I can't lie about myself to the world. I feel so disgusted with myself. My whole life, I feel like I want to die. But I'm scared. I'm scared what you do if I killed myself. I'm scared if you would forget me and moved on to someone else. You deserve someone better than me. I feel like trash, dirt and a humiliation to the society. I feel like I don't belong here.'