Inspired in the song Dead by Christmas - The Piass  ZiTao doesnt really want to live anymore, he is tired and everything is his fault.

¿Nunca has sentido un agrio nudo en la garganta? ¿Una necesidad enorme de llorar y una gran ira por no poder hacerlo?   ‘’ Desde hace tiempo… Siento algo por ti… ‘’   ¿Alguna vez has sentido como metafóricamente se te rompe el corazón en pedazos pero se siente tan real?   ‘

  Have you ever feel how metaphorically your hear breaks but it feels so real?   ‘Since long time ago… I have feelings for you…’  I know he thought it was weird but seems like it doesn’t bother him.    Have you ever though about drop everything without even trying?