I watched Back to 20 with my friends in the movies and I was pleasantly surprised at Luhan! He is not a bad actor, and he was in quite a lot of the scenes, was one of the more important characters. He's sooo skinny though. So skinny. He is such a cutie though. There were no scenes that made my heart pound but yeah, he pretts cute. It's great, you get to see close up and angles that aren't normally seen of Luhan's face. 

There was this scene where he is in a nightclub and oh my god. That was my favourite scene of him because I love the vibe of that scene. Imagine being in a dark thumping club with Luhan who is interested in you and you both being drunk? Oh my god. It's so strange because to me that setting to me screams freedom. I seriously think I would feel more free in that setting than if I was running around in a deserted mountaintop at night with Luhan. I guess because all the times I have been to clubs, it has been behind the backs of my parents/ illegally in the States and I felt so free because I felt like noone was controlling me. And in a club with a boy all over you and wearing clothes you feel confident in, you feel so hot. And the drunkeness and the dark state make you feel like noones watching and the impulsiveness to just do. Plus I love thumping music, because it really does make my heart beat so hard. I don't need to think, I feel hot and noones watching and good music is blasting. I don't even need to talk, it's all about the physical. I only have good memories of clubs, because I have always felt drunk on happiness (although its really the liquid form), And if it was Luhan I feel like he would be more confident too. I think if I was in a club dancing with someone I liked, doesn't matter if it was Luhan or not, I would be so happy and free.

In contrast, running around in the mountaintop... I feel like that isn't liberating enough for me. I'm not letting control go, plus I would be self conscious and we would have to talk to each other.

What a romantic thing I'm writing, saying that I would rather make out with Luhan in a dark danky nightclub than run around in nature with him -___- I think it's because I can clearly imagine the nightclub and have been in them before, while I have never run around in the dark in the forest. Imagine the mosquitos... I'm going to say this only once. Noone tell my real life friends I told you guys this. But once my friend was making out with someone in the dark and rolling around in the grass and got stung by a wasp. But I've had my share of bad nightclub experiences. On like my second week in the States, I went to a bar/club thing despite being underage and this boy was buying me shots and since he was already really drunk he spat out his shot by spraying it all over me. Yeah, every situation and setting van backfire, can't it :/

I'm going to have a fit of jealousy when I watch Somewhere Only We Know though. I had a massive fit of jealousy throughout Warm Bodies because of Nicholas Hoult, and he was playing a zombie ffs. And I am not nearly as attached to Nicholas Hoult as I am to Kris, I think. I actually don't know. But my jealousy of celebrities goes to a point where I refuse to watch Hunger Games and dislike Jennifer Lawrence because she dated Nicholas Hoult. I know, it's actually irrational, but Nicholas Hoult is like my ultimate bae in term of looks only okay. Tall, dark hair, fair skin. All of those are things I like and Nicholas Hoult did that so well. The only celebrities and in fact people, that I like that don't fit into this category are Baekhyun because he's short, and Leonardo DiCaprio because he's blonde. This is so sad, but I was literally so, so jealous all throughout Warm Bodies. Somewhere Only We Know is going to give me a heart attack haha.

This has been such a rambly post but I felt like typing. Hope you guys have a good night!