I used to be a huge shawol, and you probably know me through my SHINee fanfiction but for a year now I haven't been passionate at all about shipping SHINee ever since Taemin got that atrocious middle parting that I can now never unsee. As a result, I have stopped updating a lot of my SHINee fics and instead have been transitioning into EXO. And unlike a lot of you all, I am actually unable to ship/concentrate on more than one kpop group at a time.. I don't know why, maybe I'm too monogamous?? Ever since I discovered Baekhyun and EXO, Taemin doesn't even make a blip on my bias radar :/

Anyway, I don't want to put my stories on hiatus bc lets be honest, I'm never going to get around to finishing them. I'm thinking of just posting a chapter of what I had in mind of how the story would go, and then discontinue them so at least there is a resolution.

I'm just going to give you an update on what stage my SHINee fics are on though

Free Fall: I should've never posted this story up. I had NO IDEA what the story was. All I wanted was Taemin to fall off a bridge and then have an angst/hurt and comfort story, but I had no idea what I wanted to happen. And I still don't :/

Taebaby: Okay. I really like mpreg, and I really like familyaus. When I started Taebaby, I thought babies and children were cute.

That was because I had never actually been around one/seen them a lot before.

Now having been exposed to some real life children because my bosses granddaughter who is 2 comes into the office, my friend had a baby, and watching Return of Superman and Oh!My Baby... this is going to sound SO BAD... but I don't particularly like children. I feel no urge to hold them, play with them or go near them. I've also discovered that I only find Asian babies cute. This sounds super izy, but I'm Chinese so it's not. Also, I only like babies from about 6 months to 1 year, and most of the Return of Superman kids have outgrown that so I don't watch it anymore. I only watch Taeoh's parts in Oh My Baby because he is the only kid I actually find cute in the world right now...

So although I still like reading it and it being in a fantasy, I hate the reality of babies, and trying to write a story about one that I want to keep realistic (aside from the Taemin turning into a baby bit lol), it turns me off real bad because I have to think of a sticky, crying baby and I don't like those. Waah! That sounds super bad of me to say that I don't have a maternal instinct but it, I'm 21! I don't care if I don't have one haha.

er: I actually have forgotten what I wanted to happen in this, and I really don't like the childish tone I made Taemin have. I don't even want to read it :( 

Sorry for anyone I might have offended in my anti-child rant :(( And also others who like Taebaby, er and Free Fall, I'm sorry that I might've ruined the magic of the stories :((