Fears.

This post will consist of me rambling about my never-gonna-get-better-life , so brace yourselves, if anyone even reads this that is. 

 

Currently, I'm off school for 2 months. Well, not officially because school will end on Monday next week but hey, who wants to go to school? Familiarity breeds I don't give a about school. I was gonna enjoy my leisure time at home when a "friend" of mine decided that it was smart to call me up and about my absence at school. She was all like, "I know why you're absent from school. You're tired of hearing my dramas, right?" 

 

I was like, I'M GLAD YOU KNOW. I'm ing tired of hearing your endless dramas about your crush. You've been going on and on about him for 2 ing years. I'm dumb, for sticking by your side and lending my ears for you. This is the last straw, so she put an end to our friendship that was never really one, in the first place. Because friends know each other, and she doesn't even know my favourite song of Big Bang. I don't need that kind of negative vibe in my already falling down life. 

 

Friendship is one thing, and then every night before I fall into my deep slumber, my mind just LOVES to remind me of how I ed up my BIG exam. Yeap, mother tongue paper was a , and so was science. Now I don't know how I'm going to enter the best class of my dreams next year. I need at least 4A's out of six subjects. I already lost 3As. ARGHHHHHH.

 


 

 

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WrightBaby #1
You'll be alright, if you don't get in next year you can always work harder and get in the following year.
I know how hard it is to deal with drama and try to keep your head up, but believe me even if this moment is bad, you will have moments you never knew could make you so happy.
Don't forget that even the simplest things in life are beautiful too.
Fighting!!~