New Year. New Me.

No. Just because its a new year doesn't mean its a 'New Me'. I started hating when people said that TODAY. I can't change who I am. I'm sorry you don't like the way I am. But I don't need you to betray me for someone else. I actually did like you alot. But I guess that person didn't feel the same way for me and now we're not even friends anymore. Story? 

Ok, so I really liked this friend. And he was supposed to come over and we'd just hang out. But he called my house phone and told me he was going to cancel our plans. I also figured out a few days later, today, he was hanging out with my best friend. And now he ignores me. I asked him why and he was like 'I like (friend name) because she's the complete opposite of you. She's not sadistic and a complete b*tch.'  I'm really depressed now. I was going to write another story but now I just want to go cry in a corner. Maybe I'll write an angst. Just to express my feelings.

I posted this...actually, I don't know why. If someone wants to read about my life, thanks. If you don't, I understand.