since tomorrow (or today for some people maybe??) is the last day of 2013, I wanted to do a little blogpost about how my 2013 has been c:

Best things I did this year;

♥ signed up on AFF. no really, signing up to aff has definitely been one of the best things I did this year. I joined on january 31st (almost a year ago wowww) and thanks to that I’ve read so many fics, talked to so many awesome people and even posted my own fics ouo

♥ got a dog. he has brought me so much happiness, it’s ridiculous really how much such a little thing as a pet can cheer you up. days after school when I’m so done with everything, feeling tired and sad and lonely he’s always there to greet me, so happy that I finally return back home. I’ve also gotten much exercise because of him xD yesss. I also think I've matured in one way, with all the responsibilities owning a dog brings.

Best songs of 2013;

here’s my five favorite kpop (title tracks) songs, in no particular order;

♥ Miss Korea by Lee Hyori (her husky voice fits the song so well, and the message is wonderful)

♥ 24 hours by Sunmi (I normally don’t like JYP songs, but this is so different and perfect)

♥ Dream Girl by SHINee (do I even need to explain myself?? xD I like WSS and everybody too, but Dream Girl is just perfect)

♥ Wolf by EXO (I don’t get why Growl is getting all the awards, Wolf was simply perfect)

♥ I got a boy by SNSD (GAAAHHHH THIS IS SO GOOD. I STILL LISTEN TO IT NON STOP)

and an honourable mention;

♥ First Love by After School (I usually like happy and upbeat songs, but this manages to be upbeat and yet sad. simply gorgeous in my opinion)

My writing;

so I’ve counted, and all together I have written over 100 000+ words, and those are only of the fics I have posted. I’m actually proud of myself… I can’t help but to often feel like I’m good at nothing and that I never get anything done, but 100 000 isn’t a tiny number c’:

My readers;

I wanna say thank you to everyone who read my works, even only took one look at it. in one year I got over 600 unique subs, which means a lot, really, so thanks to everyone who found my fics worthy of subscribing to! ;;

My friends here;

each and everyone of you, thank you for making my 2013 a great year<3 I really appreciate you guys, even if all communication we do is through comments on each other’s fics or stupid wall messages, ehehe<3

and even if I don’t talk to you, I didn’t add you for no reason (most likely is that I added you but then forgot to talk to you/am too intimidated to say hi orz) and I hope we can talk someday!

Wifey;

one of the things that made 2013 a great year was you!! is it crazy that we never met but I still consider you a really close friend?? I’m better friends with you than I am with a lot of people I see everyday in school, you know me better, I’ve told you things I haven’t shared with many (sometimes any at all) and you always make me feel better, make me laugh and actually make me feel loved, huhuhu ;w; I’m really happy I found you (and your god damn fics pls stop killing taemin) because you’ve definitely made my 2013 a better year than it probably would have been<3<3<3

My hope for 2014;
I hope I write and post 200 000 words next year, ahaha~

Next year, I’m also gonna be less self-hating and self-conscious. 2013 was a great year, but there was still a lot of setbacks and to be honest it feels like I’m in a dark tunnel that doesn’t have an end; I can’t see the light. I lost some friends, but I’ve also gained other friends and I hope 2014 is a better year, but I know that unless I try to look at things more positively that won’t happen.

so I guess my new year’s resolution is to stay positive, do my best \o/

lastly, I just want to thank everyone here on aff for making this year better than last one’s<3

I’m sure no one read this at all (so much text xDD), but I still wanted to write it, hehe.

Happy new year everyone!