Ok so this is just me letting it all out right now and i'm sure some people may relate to what I'm feeling right now and some might not,but ever had a best friend in which you completely trusted and had been loyal to them for such a long time and all of a sudden they start to change??

I mean right in the beginning of 8th grade it all started. We were bffs and ya know she was starting to get more friends and we would still find time to hang out and go places together but still at school i would probably find time to talk to her once a day? And then she'd be like "hold that thought" and just completely leave me and she wouldn't come back and would stay there as if i wasn't really that important!

So we finally started 9th grade now and she's got TONSSSS of new friends and so i am completely ignored, she will still say and she'll pass by in the hall and say hi and then walk right by, no conversations no NOTHING. When it's just me and her she'll talk to me then out of the blue one of her new "friends" comes by and i am completely pushed away and she literally ditches me for them and i'm left alone and my other friend who's been best friends with her too has been pushed away too. A long time ago in Summer she even admitted " Oh yeah I kinda think we're gonna split apart and stuff cause of my new friends~" It's just like wooooow OK whatever.

I think ever since she got so much attention from all these different people she has completely ignored me and my other friend and she only needs us when necessary and then after that we're thrown away like a piece of garbage. You know you think you know someone and to be honest those new friends of hers aren't really her friends because to be honest if something happened to her I don't really think they'd be there for her to the very end. So the ones she knows will stay with her are completely thrown away like trash and the reason she doesn't really talk to us is because we aren't ENTERTAINING enough for her, we don't exactly please her or make her feel entertained, well excuse me we're not your mokeys!

And I was completely right about her boyfriend that she had gotten a week ago maybe when I thought he wasn't the right one for her because they knew each other for what? 3 DAYS!! and of course just recently did they break up so she goes to one of her other friend in which she's known for maybe half a year and tells them immediately and she tells that friend to tell us, it's like ohhh so you don't trust enough to talk to us about it?!! If she's looking for sympathy i'm sorry i'm not giving it, I'M DONE!! i won't say anything but if she starts asking why i'm acting weird i would totally say, " Oh...you care about how i feel now?? It's a miracle!" And she sent my other friend a message not too long ago saying, " Oh wow you have an attitude if you watched yourself for one day you would realize how hard it is to deal with someone like you. Oh you want me to talk to you and make you happy? I don't give a rats about whether or not I make you happy!" Thei whole argument is over with but i think she's turned into a complete brat and you know what? Not to be mean or anything i'm glad her bf broke up with her, maybe that'll give her a wake-up call!

oK.....so i let it all out...that felt pretty good.