You know those intense friend fights on FB? Yeah I had one with my friend a lonnnng time ago and it barely lasted. Well today I got very sensitive, sometimes when i'm sick I become very sensitive and depressed and when i'm depressed or someone has cause me to be depressed i suffocate in my sleep. I subconciously pull the covers over my head and eventually i get tangled in them and can't breathe. Well today i got sick and my mother was very pissed at me and told me to stop acting like a ing brat and get over myself when I simply told her that she was being ridiculous for making us drive all the way to Green field tomorrow. That made me depressed, so then my friend sends me a post asking me where i was and everything's fine and then i tell her i'm depressed and the whole suffocation thing and then she types " why u have no reason" and in my eyes and mind it seemed like she had attitude or seemed pissed off in which i got sensitive and said " u don't know if i have a reson or not" then i explained what my mom said, so then she was just like " ok, damn" and deleted the post therefore signifying the whole "I'm pissed at you" thing, if it sounded like i was mad at her when i replied, I wasn't that mad and i was just trying to explain in the most calmest way i can and maybe she misunderstood and thought i was mad, soooooo common misinterpretation. i thought she was pissed and she probably thought i was...but i'm not. In fact i'm so pathetic and i probably sound pathetic right now and considering she's my only friend and all my "friends" pretty much ignore me.....i'll probably be alone and no one will care.....my life is amazing. My mom hates me...she always tries to pick fights with me and my dad doesn't seem to care and i probably lost the last thing that keeps me happy....'kay well...i'm gonna go commit suicide now...