~Would you know my name~ 
~If I saw you in heaven~ 

I always wondered if you'll still know me when we meet again. I hope so cause I still remember you're promise that we'll still see each other and if that happens we'll continue where we stopped.

~Will it be the same~ 
~If I saw you in heaven~

Will you feel the same, would you still love me? I swear that when that happen, you're still the one. I'll never love anyone else. I'll be loyal to you, I hope you do the same, but if you meet someone there and she can make you happy, then it's okay for me just tell me you're okay. 

~I must be strong, and carry on~ 
~Cause I know I don't belong~
~Here in heaven~ 
 

I've been trying to be good cause I know and I'm sure you'll be in heaven. I've been strong for 4 years now or am I? I really don't know, maybe I'm strong for hiding my weakness. I just can't cry everytime I feel like it cause people won't understand why I still cry for what had happen 4 years ago. 

~Would you hold my hand~ 
~If I saw you in heaven~

I remember the last time we held hands, it was one of the worst days of my life. Seeing you that miserable was like hell for me. You were dying, but I felt like dying too.

~Would you help me stand~ 
~If I saw you in heaven~ 

I may look happy with all my friendly smiles, I may look okay for having been able to laugh,  but I sure am suffering from the pain of losing you. 

~I'll find my way, through night and day~
~Here in heaven~ 
 

I don't think God can forgive me for cursing and blaming Him after I lost you so I don't think I'll be able to go there, but I'm trying to be good now, I hope it works.

~Beyond the door~
~There's peace I'm sure.~ 
~And I know there'll be no more...~ 
~Tears in heaven~ 
 

I'm wishing for the day to come, the day I'll feel relief from all the pain and sufferings. I know when that day comes, I'll be the happiest person or spirit. I'll kiss you for sure, cause I'll not be young anymore when that day comes.