Dear JV,

              I wrote to say I miss you so, it's been 4 years since the last time I saw you still memory of

that day still lingers in my mind. Who would forget that day anyway? I don't hate you, but I still can't

get why you said you love me and yet left me hanging. People who knew about us would say I have

to let you go and to move on so you can be at peace. Are you not in peace because of me? If that's

so I'm sorry, it's not my intention. I just don't know how to. Letting go is really not an easy task.

Leeting you go means dying for me. I always ask myself, why am I still alive till now? I guess I just

have to live for the people who still holds some small pieces of my heart. I don't want them to feel,

the pain I felt when you left me. How can life be so unfair? Making me happy by giving you to me but

making me miserable by taking you away. I know I have to accept the fact that life is too short and

it's just borrowed to Him, but  I can't understand why they have to let me live, why can't they just

take me too? I'm sorry i just can't bear seeing your grave till now, maybe soon I'll visit you. I love you  

and I'll love you till my last breathe then we'll still be meeting each other soon and live our happy

ever after.

                                                                                                                  Love,

                                                                                                               My Dead Heart.