Dear JV, 

                Finally it's over, a very sad and depressing day. You know what, I did smile and laugh yesterday

and I can't say I faked it, though at the end of the day I wasn't able to stop my tears. I received a lot of

inspiring messages from friends I haven't met yet. I know you won't believe I listened to them cause you know

me right I have the tendency to misunderstand concern with pity and I don't like when people pity me. I even

sang your favorite song many times yesterday (I know my friends got pissed off but they just let me) and I

guess it's playing in my mind while typing this one, I hope you heard me. If you did, sorry for my hoarse

voice, I have had cough and cold. Mom called asking me asking about school though I know she just wanted

to check on me. Unnie also texted me though she never mentioned about you, I know she wants me to open

up. I promise to smile again today, I know my friends will bother me if I don't. I hope you don't get jealous if I

put Lee Sungmin's picture in my handbook cover *chuckled*. See, I did made a letter for you and burned it, I

hope you received it. "I loved,love and will always love you".

                                                                                                                                              Love,

The one who loves you so.

*Kiss you in the cheeks*