she met the whole bts members during her secret training in big hit. They play a big role in her discovering her love for singing and dancing. the first time she met them was when she followed her brother to the company just like any other day. But that day her brother has a really long meeting. she used to just sit around reading books on his office but that day she finished her book and has no other thing to read. so she decided to walk around. other staff knows her already so they just let her wander around. one of the staff she's close with called her and invite her into one of the training rooms to eat some cookies. that was when she saw bts members practice for the first time. while eating cookies with the staff she watches them practice.  every weekend she would sit in the back, eating whatever foods the staff offers her while watching them. at first, she stayed for the foods but then she found herself anticipating for the practice.  she unknowingly hums, sings and dances to the songs bts members practice everywhere when she was watching movies, helping to cook or just during a boring class.

There was really no interaction between them until one day they were all arguing about something. it was a day where they are training alone without any coaches. there was no other staff at the moment so she thought she might have to get one of the staff before the fight escalate. but she was curious as to what they are arguing. what if the staff asks, like what if it's something unimportant, she'd be bothering the staff.

BTS members were standing in like a circle, she walked to them and quietly stood between Jungkook and Jimin. and listen to V who was explaining about how the dance move supposed to be. she suddenly said her thought out loud, "I don't think that was how the choreography goes." and the other members look at her.

V was angry, "then how does it go, smartass?" she was watching them practice with the coach the other day and she does have a good memory so she easily showed them how it goes. they were watching her with awes. the other members agreeing with her and praise how good she is. but v who was still upset said, "who are you, dude? are you a stalker or something? you keep watching us creepily from afar." RM smack V's head and told him that she is not a dude.

they were afraid that she'd be offended but she laughed instead and said, "I'm here for the cookies, hehe. do you guys want some?" she pointed at the box of cookies on the back
of the room.

"WHAT? THAT'S MY COOKIES!" Jimin runs to the cookies.

From then on she often practices dancing and singing with them. She got really close to them especially the maknae lines which are v, jungkook and jimin. They are really loud and silly when they're all together.

She calls jin, jhope, suga and rm hyung while she calls the maknae lines by their name.

tita and taehyung are close friends during the secret training. their friendship is weird. people sometimes can't tell wether they're friends or enemies. because they wasn't getting along with each other yet are really close. they always hung out but never really just the two of them. they disagree with each other in almost everything and argue about it, it's almost like they did it on purpose. no one wants to loose. they pranks each other and call each other names. it's just chaos whenever the two meets, they're really loud and just create troubles in the company. the others refer to them as taes duo. but they both actually enjoy those fights, those pranks, they're just having fun. and the names are almost like a term of endearment.

whenever tita has trouble/issues taehyung always make fun of her and do pranks on her. other people would see this as rude. but everytime he did that tita would get angry at him and fight back. when they're tired. they would sit next to each other, taehyung would give her a bar of chocolate and they'd share it. they'd talk and he'd suggest stupid and hilarious way to solve her problems. this always make her laugh and feel better. it's just that somehow her problems always seemed to not be as big as she thought it was.

that was so until the day she came back to the company as a trainee. because she looks different, more girl-like, taehyung suddenly doesn't know how to act around her at first. tita tried to prank him and keep disagreeing with him but he doesn't fight back. so she just dropped it. it's now just silence and awkward hellos between them. they still hung out with the other members but never really talk to each other.

that was until one night in the training room.

as you know tita is nocturnal and she always trains alone late at night, she always used bts's old training room because no one really use it anymore, bts members has moved to a bigger training room. it's more like a storage now for some of bts's old merch, stage costumes and props. but those stuffs are in the back, there's still a lot of space in front like 3/5.

that one night she sees taehyung was sleeping on the floor with a jacket as a blanket, his back was on the mirrored wall. she didn't want to wake him up so she sit near him leaning against the wall while watching her last night's training video to see what needs to be improved with a headset on.

but suddenly v mumbled on his sleep, he was breathing hard and have cold sweats, he seemed really scared. so she woke him up. v sit up straight and seeing tita there he hugged her for a really long time and she let him. when he finally let go, he apologized for hugging her. it was the first time they hugged each other. tita said it's okay. they sit in silence for a while. that was the first time she saw that side of him.  

he asked her what is she doing there. and she told him about how her sleeping cycle is ruined after the year off and she kept missing and coming late to the training so she need to train at night to make up for it. no one uses this training room, and she likes training here, it reminds her of their old days.

she  asked him why he was sleeping alone there. he told her for the past years he had a reccuring nightmare and sleeping in the old training room used to bring him comfort and drive away the nightmare. but as she sees, that's no longer the case, even the old training room doesn't bring him comfort anymore. he didn't know what to do.

tita said that she used to have this clown-related nightmares when she was little after watching an episode of the old "It" mini series by stephen king with his 5th brother one night. her 3rd brother made her a hot chocolate with ginger and she would sleep like a baby till the morning. and she said, you know my brother keeps a mix in his office lemme make one for you. so they sneak into his brother's office and make a drink, she also took some cookies. they drink it back in the training room and they have a really great talk that night. they talked about how they were in the last year they didn't meet each other both funny stories and more serious issues. they make fun of each other and laugh.

taehyung fell asleep, watching him sleep, she realized how much she wants him to always be happy, he has always cheered her up and make her feel better and this time she finally gets a chance to do so.

she stayed with him until 5 in the morning while reviewing her dance video. she sneak out and goes back to the dorm leaving taehyung sleeping alone. he woke up feeling well rested without any nightmare. he thought the drink really worked but when he tried to make it back at his place he still has nightmares.

after that night he went back to his cheerful, annoying self as if nothing happened. he's no longer awkward with tita and not as rough as he was a year ago. he disagree less, his prank's milder, and he just calls her one nickname that's not too insulting. don't get it wrong, he's still really annoying. one thing's that doesn't change was how he cheer her up when she's in trouble.

he visited her again when she was practicing at night a week later, he told her the drink doesn't work when he tried to make it at home, maybe he make it wrong. then she said, but it's a mix. how could you make it wrong. he said, i don't know.

so now everytime he can't sleep because of the nightmare he would go visit her. she would make him the drink, they'd talk a bit and he'd sleep in the back while she practices. he knew that what makes him sleep peacefully was being with her.

the closer they got the less were the night when he got the nightmare. every now and then even when he didn't have any nightmare he would visit her just because he misses her.

tita doesn't mind him being there even when she act like she did. she actually like having him there, so she doesn't feel so alone. not being able to have a connection with the other trainee/members makes her feel lonelier than she thought she would.

those nights were the times when both of them spend time alone together. they both grow feelings for each other over time. but no one said anything.

Tita considers taehyung as someone really special.

she's having a hard time being a trainee. she didn't get along with the other girls and her friends are all now popular so she didn't get to hang out with them as much as she used to. she didn't do good with teamwork. she often hurt other people by the things she says or does. people talk so much and harsher than they used to. they also being cautious around her. and it slowly get to her. she didn't even like herself anymore.

moreover after debuting she has to act a certain image and have to pretend like she's really close with the other members. she started to have this mechanism where she adapt and match how she would act around each person. time just moves so fast and she feels overwhelmed by everything that happens around her. she often feels like she's in a dream. and she has no control over her own life. 

she told herself that she's fine and that this is all normal. and that she's just becoming normal. but deep down she knows, that she changes little by little and she's scared of becoming  an entirely different person. the only time she feels like herself is when taehyung is around. taehyung is the only one who's seen her cry.

Taehyung considers Tita as someone really special. 

he has this recurring nightmare about how he messed up and ruined BTS. he disappointed the members, the staffs that worked hard and he let down the fans and his family. in the dream it was really terrifying and dramatic and the consquences was beyond logic. yet they feel real. 

those dreams were not without any base. as BTS grow popularity, he think of himself as a hindrance to the other members. for so long, everytime he had those nightmare he would got up and train instead of sleeping. he has always feel the need to work and try harder than anyone, to the point of getting sick because of the exhaustment from training too hard and the lack of sleep because of the nightmare. another reason for him to feel like he's just bringing the team down. in his mind, he's never the best at anything, just average. nothing just ever good enough. 

But since that day he met her in the training room. He feels really relaxed around her. he feels a sense of familiarity, she reminded him of the old days. with her he feels needed, and that's something that's been missing from his life lately. with her he has never feel the need to try hard, it seems like everything he says and do always felt right. being with her makes him feel so light, like a huge weight just being lifted off his shoulder. she makes him feel like maybe he's finally enough.

other things:
- They don't only meet at night in the training room. they also hang out with maknae lines or the whole members. taehyung keep randomly popping out suddenly next to her, he just came running whenever he's free.

- when they're outside and it's cold, v sometimes lend her jacket to tita, but tita then would take it home and never return them. this happen several times. she would wear it out and when he asked it back she would refuse to do so. since then v swore to never lend her his jacket anymore, but he sometimes forgot.

- on v's birthday tita gives him a jacket and when he lent it to her, she gives it back. that's why he wears it often, and gladly let her borrow it.

- byeonTAE (ert tae). she call him this because of an accident that happened during one of her trainee day. taehyung was half asleep after sleeping in the training room and got into the female restroom. when he's finally wide awake he realizes he was in one of the stalls. he wanted to go out but people keep coming in and out of restroom. so he texted tita and ask her to save him. he ask her to keep that as a secret. in return taehyung owe her three wish to grant. the other bts members thought taehyung did something  to her.

Because jungkook is the youngest amongst bts members, it's only natural that Kim Tae Ah is really close to Jungkook. and even when he's the youngest she often feels that at times he feels more mature than the other two. and so she always confides in him. they got really close when she broke up with Sehun, Jungkook was the only one she talked to about it. Jungkook and her spent lots of time together both with V and Jimin or just the two of them. 

He had told her that he like her but she told him that she wasn't sure of her own feelings and she's afraid that it will be like her past relationship. She's really fond of jungkook and she really didn't want him turning into one of the bad memories in her life. the next day was accidentally the day when she was forced took the year off so they never really talk about it anymore. when she got back, she thought it'd be weird between them but jungkook act as his friendly self and treat her just like he did before. They stayed a really close friend. That makes her really happy. Little did she know Jungkook still has feelings for her.

Jimin was the one who teaches her a lot of things during her secret training. jimin also does things with her that the guys don't really do like shopping, trying out new food places and going to pet cafes. they both love animals. she and jimin adopt and feed a bunch of stray cats together.

because they are seen together outside so often, it causes a dating rumor between them. and when people around them (not the media obv) ask about that they act lovey-dovey with each other and make fun of it. some people get it, others really thought they're dating each other. 

She met him through RM who's close with him. RM are busy a lot and he likes to toss Jackson away to Tita when that happens. That's why she and Jackson hung together a lot during her secret training day. They get really close and Jackson really likes skinship. and because of her guy-like appearance during that time, the rumor of Jackson dating a guy blew up. They're just that close. Jackson took a liking of Kim Tae Ah because of her bubbliness and gullibleness. They just click with each other. They converse in English a lot. And they talk especially fast in front of bts members to mess with them. 

When they get together it's just CRAZYYYY. Every time Jackson meets her, he always acts like he's a husband who just comes home from hard working day and yells, "Honey, I'm home." with both arms wide. Then she will tuck her hair behind her ear then they run to each other in slow motion. And they would laugh nonstop about it. People don't understand them at all. they don't do this outside tho lol. 

The version when they meet outside is a spy on a mission, they sit in front of each other or standing side by side looking the other way and pretend to talk through some kind of communication device attached to their collar. Then after some joke about what their mission was, they laugh together. Tita's favorite mission is to help cats plotting world domination.

They call each other yeobo. and sometimes agent j/t.

Sehun is her ex-boyfriend. he's her first and the only boyfriend she ever has. They dated during her first year as a high school student. She got introduced to sehun through baekhyun. This was the only case where she likes a guy who likes her back. she was the girliest she ever been during their relationship.

They dated for about a year before he broke up with her suddenly. His reason was that he doesn't like seeing her with all her guy friends. This struck to her as really strange because all this time it has never been an issue so why now? She asked him that but he said he has always felt that way. This really broke her heart because she thought he was such a perfect person for her and she really loves him. But what can she say, she can't just stop being friends with all of her friends.

Because she and baekhyun are still close friends like a brother and sister, she still meets and hung out with sehun occasionally after the breakup. They are now good friends.

What she didn't know is that Sehun still in love with her and that she's the reason he seems like he's not interested in any girl. And the real reason why he broke up with her is that he was just becoming an adult at that time and she was so innocent, he was afraid that he would corrupt her slowly. He tried to be real gentlemen but at times he almost couldn't hold himself and be blinded with lust. He loves her after all, those two things cannot be separated. if you know what I mean here.

she called sehun oppa.

She met baekhyun when she was 15 he was her 5th brother's close friends. He was visiting her house and they got attached to each other realy fast. they play the same games and she gets the jokes he told. she was a rare species in baekhyun eyes. so he decided to keep her. he comes around often, kept buying her foods and things. like she was some kind of pet he needs to take care of and never let out of his sight. He's also close to V, they sometimes hung out together too.

Baekhyun being close to sehun, knows how heartbroken Sehun when they broke up, and he knows that he still loves her. So he kept on making things up to get them back together. Like setting up a meeting with both Sehun and Tita where he suddenly "get sick" and stuff. Because both Sehun and Tita are clueless, they did not realize this. Baekhyun can be said to be the bridge between them. Like he told Sehun things, clarify any of her rumors so that he doesn't get hurt. and casually mention sehun in conversation with tita. So far it's working, cause sehun and tita are good friends now.

She called baekhyun Oppa.

Kim Tae Ah is also close to exo members because baekhyun keeps bringing her to their dorm and events. He introduced her as his lil sister. They grow fond of her and just so you know, they were the source of her knowledge of things that are pretty lewd lol. 

DO and baekhyun was the one who help her getting into acring. She often became an extra in dramas/movies they were shooting. And that was the start of her acting career.

She called them oppa.

She knows him through V who's close to him. He's the example of the second type of guy. Kim Tae Ah fell for him and confessed to him but he said to her that he just never see her that way. And he wants to keep being friends. He told her not to tell this to anyone as he doesn't want to make things awkward. She can never hate him, he's really nice to her, and is around a lot, which makes it really hard for her to move on. Until she got close with Sehun.

She called him oppa. This makes V, Jungkook, and Jimin want to be called oppa too. But she doesn't want to do so.

He was also the reason she got interested in the acting world in the first place, which is why she wanted Baekhyun and DO to help her with the acting world.

Kim Tae Ah 3rd brother is one of the large shareholders in Big Hit, the youngest at that too. He became an irreplaceable asset after he made a breakthrough during one of Big Hit largest legal crisis.

He's the brother Kim Tae Ah is closest to. he was the meddler whenever fights occur in their home. He's the biggest/tallest in the family which is why the other siblings would always listen to him. While the others are scared of him, Kim Tae Ah is really fond of him. she followed him everywhere. She was a clumsy kid because when she's focused on something she doesn't pay attention to her surroundings. He would take care of her when she got hurt and tells her interesting stories he made up to stop her from crying. She developed her imaginative trait from him.

He actually wanted to be a fiction writer but her parents wouldn't allow him to pursue after something "useless". That's why he was really supportive of Tita when she wanted to be an entertainer. now he really loves his job, because as he put it, 'it's like being a puppet master.' 

She calls him oppa.

Kim Tae Ah 5th brother. Majored in Applied Psychology. He's now working in one of the largest broadcast industry in korea in the human resource department as an inter-organizational HR manager.

She's also really close to him. He used to be really mean to her when they were little because he wanted a baby brother but got a little sister instead. He would hit her and do pranks on her for no reason. 

But then, when she was bullied by kids from the next neighborhood. He fought them. She remembered she was crying on the way home, her brother got bruises everywhere, they were hand to hand and he told her, "Don't ever let bullies like them hurt you. Because I'm the only one who's allowed to hit you, stupid!" Then hit her on the head which makes her cry even more. After that, he tried to teach her how to fight but got scolded by the 3rd brother instead.

He was friends with baekhyun in high school. They both used to train hapkido together. In 2012 they got in touch again with baekhyun when he was working on his bachelor dissertation on how the entertainment world in korea affects the people in it. During the study he did for his dissertation, Baekhyun offered to be one of the test subjects. But of course, it was just a way for Baekhyun to have excuses and a hideout for when he got bored. He went to play so often to their house that year. And that was how Baekhyun and Tita met each other.

She calls him oppa.

Daon and Tita met each other during the trainee days. Tita's first impression of Daon wasn't a really good one. The first day she saw her was when Daon was in one of her moods. 

In her mind, Daon is the exact opposite of her. She's really logical while Daon is really emotional. Every time Daon starts to act up or cry about little things, Tita would slip away not wanting to be in the affected area.
Until one day in one of the training room, there were just two of them. They both were told to practice after the practice hour was over as a punishment while the other went for a bbq. Tita got punished because she overslept while Daon was in one of her moods earlier today and refuse to put any effort during the practice. Unfortunately for both of them, one of the supervisors was doing a routine check that day. Hence, punishment.

Tita has begun her own training while Daon suddenly freaks out because she misplaced something. And there were only two of them. Tita pretends to not hear Daon's whining but that upset Daon even more. She doesn't like it when she's being ignored and she whine even louder. Tita started to practice singing loudly to drown Daon's whinings. But Daon doesn't want to lose and whine even louder. They both were really loud that one of the scary staff angrily come into the training room and told them to shut up. They both then get more punishment to clean the bathrooms on the entire floor.

While cleaning Daon bicker and blame Tita for getting that punishment while Tita just ignoring her. Daon said, "that was my most most favorite, I can't lose it. I saw you eyeing it earlier today. why don't you just admit it and give me back my scarf!"

Hearing the word scarf, Tita suddenly throws her mop to the floor and drag Daon in front of the mirror. And point at her ponytail where the scarf was tied on. daon grins at her.

Since then Daon started to clings on her. And whenever she misplaced or forget stuff, she runs to Tita and Tita would point them out. She would ask so many questions and invade her privacy. And to get her off, Tita would tell them made up stories.

At first, Tita was annoyed. But it's easy to hide from Daon, you just have to start a conversation about something of her interest then Daon would talk away to the point where if Tita slowly slipped away she wouldn't realize it. 

But after a while, Daon really rubs off on her. Turns out they both have lots of similarity and complement each other well. They both would be each other's first girl best friends. Daon would be the first person she opened up to. And Tita would be the first person whose secret Daon really keep, at least the important ones. kekeke.

Oh, Daon would sometimes drag her on one of her adventures and got them lost. You might think Tita would be able to get them home but she's surprisingly bad at direction. And so they would get back late. The others called them Pabo 1 and Pabo 2