once in a blue moon, i am tita

t i t a   
 
01
full name
kim taeah 김태아           
 
02
nicknames
 tita. her mom was the one who gave her the name taeah. while her dad wanted her nickname to be tita, it's a latin name that means honor. since her mom left, she always introduced herself as tita instead of taeah, kim tita. it is as if she wanted to strip away everything her mom gave her. this is also her stage name.

 taeah/tae~ah. in formal places like school she, of course, is called by this name. but later those who became close to her would eventually call her tita. so it's like you used to be able to tell who's close with her and who doesn't. she sometimes introduced herself or asked someone to call her taeah, someone who she didn't like or secretly hate. it's kind of a way to justify her hate.

 TT. taehyung sometimes call her this to make fun of her for being a crybaby in front of him.

 Nabi (나비). This nickname came from her role in Love cells web drama where she played as a love cell stuck in a cat, which makes her became basically a cat in the drama named Nebi (네비). Her fans who came from the drama called her this first, then it spread to her general fans and changed from Nebi to Nabi. Nabi (나비) even though the literal meaning is butterfly it'is actually how cats are named by default in korea. this also goes with the fact that she loves cats. She's often seen with things with cats on it from accessories to clothing. She also wears cat ears to fan meetings.

 
03
date of birth
10/19/1997
 
04
place of birth
westchester county, NY, U.S.
 
05
ethnicity
korean
 
06
nationality
korean/american
 
07
languages
 english and korean (native). she used to live in the us when she was younger. she grew in a household where both english and korean are used since her big families are mostly korean. her korean gets better as she move to korea at age 10.
 japanese (fluent). one of language classes she took during junior high and is the only language she continued to learn through high school and college.
 chinese, french, german (beginner Conversational). during her three years of living alone with her father, she often left alone so she took up classes to fill her time. language classes were one of them. but she was forced to stop before fully mastering them.
 
 
08
faceclaim
(young) bae suzy
backup: jeon so mi
 
09
appearance
nothing different, if the faceclaim bae suzy is accepted, the appearance would be her younger days.
 
10
style
Cute casual fashion. loves to wear oversized clothing. basically, these are her closet.
 
 
 
hello
blue moon/tita
 
01
person
   
  



 


 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Traits:
[positives] friendly, bubbly, genius, seemingly innocent and kind-hearted,
[neutrals] independent, imaginative
[negatives] overly ambitious, double-faced, hates confrontation, hold grudges, easily-irritated and emotional

Elaboration: Kim Taeah is someone who is fun to be around, she's bright, very lively, cheerful and talks, a lot. And her gullibleness makes everything funny. She easily believes in things people told her. Her comments are unintendedly hilarious and most of the time, are stupid. She lacks common sense even when her IQ is 145. Her friends keep making fun of her, at this rate her brain will be filled with stupid anecdotes and fake information. She's imaginative, you could say she's a daydreamer. Her stories are always really fun that sometimes people can't tell whether they're just exaggerated or not true at all. Moreover, she's really kind and likes to help other people. She never fights with anyone and everyone wants to be friend with her. Guys are no exceptions. No one ever saw her get angry except in the dramas she starred in.

at least that's how she seems on the outside.

in truth she is someone very independent and doesn't really need anyone. but she just loves and wants every attention and affection she could get, steal if she has to. Nothing is ever enough for her. She wants people to look at her and be really really jealous of her, yet not being able to hate her even if they wanted to.

people see her as innocent and kind hearted because she's nice to everyone and never fights with anyone. while it's actually simply because She hates confrontation that she never fights with anyone, head on that is. she chose to use her brain to plot secret revenge to get back at them instead. When someone gets mad at her she would just smile and nod apologetically even when she's not at fault. People would then usually feel bad and left her alone. She never let her true emotion comes out.

as expected, she is close to lots of guys, and they all seemingly can't resist her beauty and charms. She wants every guy to fall head over heels for her. She also goes out of her way to take away other girls' love interests. As said before, she loves it when people are jealous of her. And that's one of her favorite ways to do so. She would innocently get close to guys other people are interested in and act like she doesn't mean to make them fall for her. it makes her feel powerful.

In truth, she has never really fallen in love or been in a relationship with anyone, yet dates and leads on lots of guys. Her closeness with all the guys have never been questioned as she's someone who's known to be friends with everyone, there might be some scandals every now and then, but it's always brushed off as a misunderstanding.

Her crave for attention and making other people jealous doesn't stop at relationships. It also applies to her being an idol. She wants to be the center of attention, she wants to get the most lines in every song and have the most fans. Basically better than anyone. She's ambitious like that. And of course, she actually has talent so it all worked out. she learns things fast and never has difficulty with training. She likes to spend her free time daydreaming or you can say plotting things with her actual and only best friend, her cat.

Background: 

(1997) Kim Tae Ah used to live in the U.S. with both parents and is the only child. Her mom is a pianist/song-writer. And her father worked at his in-laws' company as one of the higher-ups. her mother started teaching her how to play the piano and sing even before she learned to properly walk.

When Tita was 5 her parents started to fight often. Her home was a wreck. But she would always be a good girl and pretend that everything is fine. She told herself that if she keeps being a good girl her parents would go back to how they used to be. That's how she learned to never let people know what she really feels.

(2007) When she was 10, her mom ran away with another guy. But her dad then was given the ceo position and shares for one of the companies of his father-in-law who felt sorry for him and his granddaughter tita. because The company is in Korea, both of them packed and moved away. The first 3 years were great with just the two of them. Her dad is pretty busy in the company but because of that, he doesn't have time to date around so the rest of his time was for her only. It was the most peaceful years of her life.

(2010) But then when she was 13, her dad met someone and got remarried. her step mom has 3 other daughters who are just a bit older. She was happy at first thinking she wouldn't be so alone anymore at home, but they are all really mean and abusive towards her. Classic cinderella story. THEY Insulted her, hit her, forced her to wear ugly clothes, do works around the house, embarass and made rumors about her at school, basically just taking everything she loves and make her life miserable. But seeing how her new step mom make her dad happier than he's ever been, she just held it in. 

(2013) After years of abuse, she got really tired of it and she found out of the things she can do with her beauty. It started accidentally. Every time her older step-sisters got a boyfriend and bring them home, her sisters always pretend to be nice to her and Tita would naturally and innocently got close to the guys. Sooner, one of the guy took interest in her and she took that chance to have revenge on her sister. She told him to left her sister to be with her. And he did. And her sister was really broken hearted. Everytime one of the sister got hurt, the other two would come to her aid and left Tita alone for awhile. So she would do it again and again. 

It was like that at first but soon she finds herself loving the feelings she get when a guy fall blindly in love with her and it feels even better knowing her sisters got hurt because of it. She felt like she's finally winning.

But even when she stole all of her sisters' boyfriend, they still hurt her and be mean to her. So she wanted to take their other precious things away. There's one thing all her sisters want and really serious about. It was their dream to become an idol. They trained hard and auditioned everywhere but never got in. While all this time Tita kept her talent in music hidden. She never even get near a piano ever since her mom ran out on her. She really hates her mom and don't want anything to do with her, including the talent she inherited from her. 

But seeing the opportunity in front of her, she can't help herself. She wanted to hurt them more for everything they've done to her. So she goes practicing secretly and auditioned. Her dad was really supportive about this since he thought she was moving forward and might finally be able to forgive her mom.

(2016) She Got accepted in SM Entertainment. it was a massive win for her. Eiger to have her revenge she immidiately signed on with them and rubbed it off on her sisters' faces. Making it known that from now on, she'll fight back. At last, she finally have a reason to leave, and she leaves with a bang.

Initially she wanted to start anew by living in the provided dorm but her dad doesn't like the thought of her having to do everything by herself without any help on top of all the training she has to go through. She insisted in wanting to live away but she can't tell him the real reason. Finally they both come to a win-win solution. Her dad let her live in their old place, the place they live in before the second marriage, an apartement in gangnam, Hannam The Hill. Even though she told him she can take care of herself, he insisted in hiring helpers for her or the deal is off. So she agreed but made him promise to have the helpers leaving her alone when she's at her apartment. So the cleaning lady only went in when she's not home and the bodyguard he hire mostly just drive her around. She cook for herself.

being a trainee, She actually rediscovered her love for music and acting. So when one of her step-sisters later also got in an entertainment company, their rivalry continue, this time in the open and with more at stake.

her life in her new place:

living alone in her old apartment reminds her of the past when her dad used to come home late from work. so at times she felt suffocated inside. She feels tired all the time and empty. None of her friendships or relationships are even remotely close to real after all. So once in a while she likes to turn off her phone and just plays with her cat either on her balcony or on the patio of her apartment floor which have a very pretty view at night. It has a garden with beautiful flowers and a swing she used to play with when she was waiting for his father to come home. No one really comes there, everyone who lives in the apartment complex are all so busy living their life, she never even meet any of her neighbors. It's just how these luxurious apartment work. She wonder whether her neighbors are all still the same people. There are only three units on each floor next to each other, hers is in the middle.

  


Trivia:
she loves cat and has a cat named taetae, it's a girl. she didn't have any cat before because her sisters hate cats
she took four language classes, dance class, and fencing during junior high school. but can't continue because her step-mom told her father that it would affect her study in school while actually she wanted her to do house chores and help her daughters. her father agree but in all fairnesss he let her keep going to one class of her choosing, which is japanese language class.
she loves to cook as much as she loves to eat.
can't get fat cause she has high metabolism which meant she's hungry almost at all times. she always bring snacks with her. she especially love snicker bars.
the only sport she's good at is swimming.
she's a genius, she inherited this trait from her father. at 10 when she moved to korea, she was in 6th grade. She then went through normal 6 years of middle and high school in korea and graduated at 15. by the time she was accepted as a trainee, in 2016, she was three  years into her phsychology major in college. while the other trainee go to high school classes, she took early morning classes in college and graduated mid-year, 6 months before her debut.
she loves watching movies and dramas. her favorite genre for movie is horror/thriller while dramas are romance comedy. she called it research.
the quietness in her apartment sometimes unbearable so she develops this habit of humming some melodies she made up randomly while doing things which later turned to singing with weird lyrics of the things she's currently doing like "making some pancakes~ getting some milk~ hope this milk's still okay~ *sniff* *sniff* nope~ nope~ nope~"
at times, when she was doing nothing, like just sitting next to the window looking out, or sitting on the swing out front she would start humming, then singing about the sky, the rain, about her fears, about  friendships and love she dream of, just about anything she was thinking or feeling at the moment. that was how she started writing songs.
her biggest fear is becoming her mother, which she unconsciously and slowly is.
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
02
connections

tita is an artist of manipulation, a social puppeteer, she views relationship as a game involving others' emotions. She applies theories she learn in her psychology major involving interpersonal relationship. She play the confidence game and perception management. Her every words and actions is intended to impress and seduce, she control lives, thoughts and perceptions to achieve her objective of having an adoring audience to fawn over her and come on top. She pull on their strings to make them believe in her, follow her, and act on her behalf.

As a trainee, she did what it takes to become visible. She start by volunteering for high impact projects. Look for a tough job that nobody wants to tackle. If she see anyone putting a lot of time and energy into a new idea, she will get involved. She also seek out cross-functional opportunities. She’d identify opportunities with other departments that will increase her visibility. Such as a project or task that will give her a chance to see and be seen by people she wouldn’t meet otherwise. Her high visibility put her in the top list of people considered to be put in blue moon. And allow her to widen her connections.

And thus the social game would begin.

She follows the natural development of a relationship, and boost it with manipulation. The first step is observation or acquaintanceship. In this step she’d identify each person, like who are they, what they want, what they’re currently feeling and how can she play on that desire to achieve what she want. This is where first impression plays a big role. The image she put out is innocence, bubbliness and gullibleness. These are calculated moves that make people unconsciously lower their guard and make it easier for her to gather information.

The second step is build up. This is done by creating empathy and rapport. She does this by laying an emotional foundation. She’d create the illusion of compatibility by matching how she act to each person. She made them feel like she understand their feelings and ideas. She does behavioral matching, remembering little details about them, appreciations, and being consistent. She relies on a lack of clarity. If ambiguity increases, the perceiver may find it harder to form an accurate perception.

The last step is sustaining the “relationship” with “mutual trust”. When I say mutual trust, it meant the other person is the only one trusting her, while she only pretend to trust them.

 


tita and her RELATIONSHIPS
 

taetae
BD: 08/2016
RL: best friend/pet cat
PS: calm, curious, mischivious
FC: nala

taetae is tita's best friend, she lives with her in the apartement. tita got her the day she moved into the apartment. the cat was bothering the guys from the moving company as they load off her stuff and new furnitures from the truck. so she picked her up and get her away from them. as the moving company leaves, the cat was sitting near the gate her fur peacefully ignoring her. tita leave her to buy a take away lunch and when she got back the cat followed her, begging for food. after she gave her some the won't stop following her. as she got inside the gate the security asked her if it was her cat cause no stray cat is allowed in. the cat was looking at her so she said yes and decided to keep her.

trivia:
love foods and guys
wander around a lot
was 3 months old when tita adopted her
siamese/tabby mix
 

blue moon members
team mate/"close friends"

Being the only one who doesn't live together with the other members should make her not as close as the other members with each other but it's not the case. If not, it’s actually advantageous as it helps lessen the risk of slipping out her real personality.

She gets close to the members just like how she make others adore her and perceive her as someone close to them even when she’s not really is.

Even before she know which person would be debuting with her. with her calculated first impressions she can easily observe everyone. She put being close to each member as a priority as it would affect how the public perceive her. She’d take a mental note of everything about them. Her big brain does good for this.

Later, she can put any information she got to use. Not only she can use those information to get close to them, it beneficial when they became guests in a show or have interview as she could keep chiming in (more screen time) and she also could plant both in the members and the audience mind that she’s really close with them. It would flatter the members that she remembers little details about them, showing that she cares more about them than she actually is. in the public eyes She’d be the humble star that quietly took great care and prioritize her members.

Just like how she act with other people, around the members she’s cheerful, bubbly and very involved. When they’re together you can always see that she’s in the center of it, looking so carefree, laughing and telling interesting stories. She really listen to everyone, letting out stupid comments and questions which unintendedly hilarious, she laugh to every jokes even when no one think it’s funny. The members often make fun of her by telling her fake information as she’s really gullible.

she went to play with the members at their dorm often to make sure she stay in the loop. she sometimes bring food or random expensive gift her dad told her to give to the members as a thank you for taking care of her. when they ask to play in her apt, she alwas avoiding answering, by saying things like she love hanging out in the dorm or offer to take them out for a walk or eating out. but never really mean it. this was because she didn't want them to find out that she's neighbor with bts.

one day when they drop by uninvited, she almost got caught but thankfully able to hide the secret. then again they dropped by uninvited the second time, that time she almost got caught hanging out with v but she told them that he was just dropping by to take her cat to babysit it for her (this was after her being friends with v is known). this cause v to have to wander around alone with her cat (which is very happy about that) for hours waiting for her members to leave so he can go home. this causes her to owe v a favor he will really take advantage of. as well as got the members thinking there was something more between her and v.

so after that, in order to keep them from dropping by unexpectedly, she invited them to play at her place at times after confirming bts is not home, like when they're on tour or out the city or something.

she act like she really adore the members, like a little sister looking up to her older sisters. She use a lot of skin ship with her members to manipulate their brain that they’re close enough for skin ship. It help boost their closeness even more.This is also how she’s when they’re on a show, making her the center of attention. Even though she looks like she’s always having so much fun, she can never let her guard down.

She never make a mistake and give the members a reason to not like her. She’s so manipulative that she can even make those who resent her out of jealousy feel guilty about resenting her. As they say, kill them with “kindness”.

She always make sure her contributions get noticed but wanted to seem humble. She need people who will speak positively about her and her accomplishments. And who else is better to do this than her own members? This does not mean uncontrolled bragging about everything she do. It does mean sharing wins openly, and sharing credit with the members. Tell success stories and celebrate accomplishments. On a show, she’d lead with saying that she’s jealous with one of the member achievement/talent, then before she knows it other members would tell tita’s every achievements and talents and many compliments.

She aso “confide” in them, telling them things about herself and her relationships so they could do the same to her. The lack of real relationship in her life make it easier to share stories with others. While she doesn’t really care about those stories she tell, she got real good stories from the members that’s really important to them in return. And as she relies on a lack of clarity, she often left out details in her stories, focuses on subtly put in self promotion of how good of a person she is. Her stories are emotionally heavy but she tell it in a way that make her look stronger and kind-hearted as well for them to took her side.

Her favorite thing to tell is her love story as it became a way to find out the people they have a crush on. She’d say how the person she like never like her back (while she don’t actually ever like anyone) and that she’s never been in a relationship (fact, but she never say how she date around, obviously). she’d say that nowadays she focuses on her dream and making friends and that she doesn’t like anyone. When the other person tell her about people who they have crushes on, she fish out details about the person itself. She’d then use it to gain interest from those guys (or girls). Innocently saying she doesn’t know that they’d fall for her.

Her favorite person to “confide” in is Woolim as she has big reputation and influence. she spotted her the first day she became a trainee and decided that she would be beneficial for her. Tita could gather information about the other members (or trainees before being put in group). She’d find problems to solve and volunteer to help Woolim with anything concerning the group. By being close to her, she can further boost people trust and her influence. Also, because she’s her biggest rival in popularity and talent, being close to her can ease her in keeping tracks of what Woolim’s currently doing and improvements. She doesn’t want to lose to her.

There’s always a reason for her to get close to anyone, everything is to get her further to the top. She basically just keeping tracks of everyone in the group and stick around those who she think will benefit her the most at the time, and move around, jumping between one beneficial member to other beneficial member.

As time goes and she get closer to the members, she started to really care about them because unlike her, they’re truly passionate and sincere about their dream, love and friendships.  And they do care about her and treat her like she’s a family. she never ended up showing her real personality because she think they'd feel really betrayed. instead she started to atone for things she did wrong to them and really treat them fairly without any hidden intention or manipulation. sincerely considering them as friends and family.

bts members
b/D : their real birthdate
rL   : neighbours/friends
Occ: idols
FC   : themselves

bts lives right next to tita. even though they're rarely home they became friends with tita because of v. she called the members oppa except v. tita often share foods with them and in return they often bring her gifts and take her with them when they're eating out. they hung out a lot but tita only has her wall down when she's with v. their friendships are not known to the public nor people know that they're neighbor. later people know they're friends after tita casted in the same drama as v. the fact that they're neighbor is still hidden. before their friendship known tita always posed as one of their staff when they go out together.

she's the closest to maknae line, which are  jungkook, v and jimin.

  

tita hang out a lot with the maknae line and because of v she sometimes accidently let out her real personality, but both jungkook and jimin doesn't seem to mind. they also became somewhat mentors for tita. they teach her a lot of things. from idol stuff like dancing and singing, to some lewd jokes lol. when they're together it's so loud and everything just become really funny even when it doesn't really make any sense.

trivia:
even when they're neighbor they never go inside tita's apt and vice versa except that one time when tita chased after her cat and trespassed to their balcony.
she's not as girly and less pretentious around bts members.
 they sometimes babysit her cat as her cat likes to climb over to their balcony when they're home and tita's not.
they sometimes borrow her bodyguard/car to avoid fans or when they're rebelling.
 she got introduced to many celebrities through them.

 

kim minkyung
01/12/1995
step-sister
high schooler (later a member of a rival group)

her name, her faceclaim and the group she's in can be matched with the blue moon's rival group from other company.

she's the youngest out of tita's three step sisters. because she's the closest age with her, she's often is in the same school/class, went to the same academies or summer camps, and such as tita. she's had the most chance to ruin things for her. and she took those chances hard.

She basically hate tita and everything she does. this is all based on jealousy and superiority complex. because she can't win fairly against her, she did it the dirty way.  the sisters never acknowledge her as sibling and kept it as a secret.

and when she became an idol, she kept trying to bring tita down  in an unhealthy, cunning way that she is. not only tita, but she's also often have dispustes with other people.

in the end, she never change for the better, but tita did. the sister eventually pay for everything she did.

 

kim jaesuk (Jason)
07/03/1972
father
ceo of an import/export company
cheerful, kind, workaholic, clueless
fc: jang dong gun

He raised tita by himself after he split up with his wife. he loves his daughter but wasn't around much. he tried to always set aside some time for her in the weekends. the weekends was always the highlight of tita's week. he himself tried to got over his broken heart by working really hard. he was really in love with tita's mother. he wanted her to be happy so he let her leave. during the time she rarely home, he took care of tita.

On tita's 11th birthday, he couldn't be home yet he found her to be fine. that's when he realized how much of a good girl she is, how she was the one taking care of him when it's supposed to be the other way around. so after three years of divorce he got married again to other woman cause he felt sorry and he wanted tita to have a real family. he didn't know how his new wife and step daughters treat tita.

tita loves his father as well. she wanted him to be happy so she never act up. and she never told him about how her step mom and sisters treat her.

 

shin leah (leila)
06/10/1972
birth mother
pianist/songwriter
free spirited and ambitious
fc: ko so young

She's a popular pianist and song writer in the U.S.. she's a free spirit and feel suffocated being tied down. She used to date around and make troubles and that wasn't a good look for her family who was known both in korea and US for owning the biggest importer/exporter company between the two country. The father finally decided to get her married and so she got married to tita's father.

she wasn't a good wife. She would stay out late a lot and came home drunk. but when she got pregnant she's finally home a lot. those nine months was the most peaceful time of their marriage. tita inherited her talents from her mother and wanted to be a pianist just like her so she would play the piano with her.

being a mother, her music changes and it didn't agree with her career. tita's little mistakes or tantrum always set her mother off. then her mother started to go back to her old lifestyle.

the peak was when she ran away with a guy at one drunken night when tita was 10 and when tita asked her why she was leaving she told tita that she hates her and that all of this was her fault. this cause tita to despise her and want to have nothing to do with her. yet in tita's heart she believe that what her mother said was true that's why she feels really sorry for her father. and her mother is also the cause of why she always pretend to be a perfect girl.

she later would be back in korea, working as a songwriter for one of korean entertainment company, single.

 

other artists who people see as close to tita:

  
    sehun                  exo                baekhyun

  
 jackson got7      park bogum        henry lau   

 
   joy red velvet   super junior   

1997 liners

  
eunwoo astro  bambam got7  yugyeom got7 

    jaehyun nct     dk seventeen   lisa blackpink 

  
      june ikon        younghoon    eunha gfriend
the boyz

 
 
 

 

 
03
stage

   

Stage name: tita
Plotline: one (backup: six)
Position: main vocal, lead dancer (backup: lead vocal, lead dancer)

Twins: 
- sing: shannon william (hyolyn sistar)
- dance: mina twice (tzuyu twice)
rap: yuna itzy (minjoo iz*one)
- acting: bae suzy (kim yoo jung)

Trainee years: 2 years
Trainee life: she looks like she trained relaxly at the company. and people thought she basically excels in almost everything and has no difficulties. but she actually trained hard at home where she has her own training room. she likes it when people think she's really good without even trying. and she was determined to make it to rub her success even more on her sisters' face.

she's friendly with everyone she met during her training whether its fellow trainee, the staffs, artists or any other outsiders involved. she wasn't stealing anyone's love interest during this time, she was enjoying new attentions she got. with her "personalities", many took interest in her, she slowly build "friendships", whether it's girls or boys, she's climbing up from fellow trainee to sunbaes, and from sm family to other artist from other company. she's making friends and stealing hearts left and right.

she's basically the pretty, happy-go-lucky girl who's friends with everyone and make the atmosphere brighter when she's around. she brings food often too. the staffs love her.

when one of her trainee/artist friend was in commercial or drama or anything else involving broadcast she would tag along, dress prettily, giving out drinks or snacks in the name of the person who brought her along, asking about stuffs she pretended to be interested in, complimented them and just befriends people. people loves her, she would just be the center of attention and sometimes even overshine the person who brought her in the first place. but the person wouldn't be able to get mad because those people would thank them for the snack/drink as they complimented tita. this is how her networks are rapidly growing which was why she was able to land some commercials and drama so early.

pre-debut:
Web Drama Love Cells
role: nebi (네비)
Aired: July 3 - July 21, 2016
Aired On: Monday-Friday
Network: Naver TV Cast
Episodes: 15
Duration: 7 min./ep

dream high
role: go hye mi
Aired: jan 3, 2017 - feb 28, 2017
aired on: Mondays and Tuesdays
episodes: 16 (+1 special)

- Web Drama Love Cells 2
role: nebi (네비)
Aired: Sep 14, 2017 - Oct 1, 2017
Aired On: Mondays and Tuesdays
Network: Naver TV Cast
Episodes: 12
Duration: 10 min./ep


Scandals/headlines:
none i can think of, feel free to add anything in

 
 
 
04
lover
 
01
kim taehyung
 
02
Dec 30, 1995
 
03
idol (bts)

personality: 

He's mostly someone who's funny, cheerful, lively and silly. a total dork.

but he often think of himself as a hindrance to the other members. he has always feel the need to work and try harder than anyone in anything, even friendships. to the point of getting health problem. another reason for him to feel like he's just bringing the team down. in his mind, he's never the best at anything, just average. nothing just ever good enough. he never shows this though.

love story:

one. while Tita was enjoying a warm cup of chocolate on her balcony her cat chose to ruin the moment and climbed to next door's balcony. It was cold, she was alone and she was really worried of her cat. And then she thought, 3 months into living in the apartement, Tita has never seen anyone on that balcony nor seeing anyone coming out of the apartement next door. Thinking that the place might be empty, she climbed on her railing and walk along the wall's thin edges. The hard part was getting over the wall separating the two balcony. She has experience with climbing as she often escape from her room on the second floor when her sisters used to lock her in. But this height kinda scare her. Her place was on the 3rd floor the highest floor of the building. She thank god that the apartment was not sky high.

When she finally on her neighbour's balcony, she called her cat's name angrily which is Taetae as V opened the glass door leading to the balcony to get the cat. V was really surprised, he took the cat in and closed the door thinking she was a sasaeng. while she actually doesn't even recognized him.

Tita is knocking on the glass door politely and telling him sorry for climbing in and explaining that she lives next door and that she just wanted to get her cat. V's calling RM asking on what he should do. And he's telling him to call security. Meanwhile Tita was really cold outside. She hates the cold. She gets more irritated by the seconds.

V was about to call the security when he notice the name tag on the cat's collar and thought maybe she wasn't lying. How else could she got pass all the securities, be climbing so high and wearing thin clothes at that too, it's like autumn. So he opened the door and backed up pretty far. Tita was focused on the cat and ran toward him but V dodged her thinking she was going to attack him and accidentally got her tripped over his foot and falling down on the floor. At this point, Tita's patience was out of the door. She got angry at him, saying things out of character and showing her true self, calling him ert and all.

She took the cat angrily out of V's hand and walked to the front door of the apartment and bumped into jungkook and jimin who was coming home. she let out a sigh secretly and then like magic, smiled, bowed politely and then walked to her door and got into her place, leaving jungkook and jimin looking at her, speechless. After she closed her door. They look at each other and then look at V who was standing alone inside. They grinned knowingly and cheering loudly, teasing him.

two. tita was on one of her private moment with her cat on the common balcony space of the apt floor. telling her cat on how she would get back at someone. V suddenly plopped next to her and responded to her with some silly revenge plan he said is better. tita got mad at him and called him ert as usual and leave. then this happened often and tita would not leave and argue with him instead. this was the beginning of how the common balcony space became their place to hang out.

three. other things that make them closer to each other was that:
tita's cat loves guys, especially V. so the cat would often runs away next door. tita's forced to interact with V who's mostly the one home alone due to his health issue during that year. even the people/media thought taetae was his cat.
V loves to eat and Tita cooks. whenever he was alone or when Jin's refuse to cook, she would often share her food because of V's loud remarks from his balcony.
their love for movies. they watch movies together on their floor's common balcony space. never on theater.

Tita considers V as someone really special.

V is the only person who know her real self. The only time her walls come down was when it was just the two of them. She always told him to go away and that she hates him but she meant the opposites. It strikes her as strange for someone to know her real personality and well, still stays.

They always meet and hang out on their apartement floor's common balcony. They would sit and talk about everything, eat together and watch movies. At times they're really loud, they would argue like it's the end of the world or laugh nonstop like maniacs and other times it was just silence. They just enjoy each others' company. They would wait for each other and would brings each other food. 

Tita would often get angry at him for the things other people did to her. she hits him on the shoulder often. V would always responds with something along the line of, "ah, apa! waeeeee? i didn't do anything!" And his expression when he said that would always make her laugh.

she would also finds herself going from really angry to laughing and then crying over the ridiculous things V said to her. like how he would make fun of someone who makes her upset or telling her the things she should do them.

all the talks with V really help her getting over any anger or grudge that otherwise would stay a long time and drive her to do bad things.

no one else knows about their close friendship except bts members. though with other bts members she would still put her mask back on. later she would slowly let her real emotion comes through. being with V gives her hope that maybe there are other people who would accept her the way she is.

V considers Tita as someone really special.

During 2017, V has less schedules than the other members because of health reason. And meeting her during those time was really unexpected. and even though he has lots of friends, it's just different with her. she's unusual, yet really charming. he found himself missing her and think about all of their conversations. he wants to be with her at all times. the fact that he's the only one seeing her real side makes him feel special.

with her, he felt needed and useful, and that's something that's been missing from his life lately. with her he has never feel the need to try hard, it seems like everything he says and does are always right. being with her makes him feel so light, like a huge weight just being lifted off his shoulder. she makes him feel like maybe he's finally enough.

as Tita started to open up to other people V is happy, but secretly afraid that one day she might not need him anymore and would leave him behind.

ending

even when everyone who know their closeness really believe that they're more than just friends. the people involved in it was just enjoying each other company and want nothing more.

that is until the day when they both finally agreed that they want each other to be theirs only:

tita and v was casted for the same drama for the fourth time. they play the supporting role as one of the inner circle friends of the main characters. just nearing the end of the drama shoot, the director send a script for new scenes based on the viewers reaction.

the viewers love the chemistry between tita and park bogum who also play as one of the friends, so they added more scene exploring their relationship. just after receiving the script, when tita got home to her apartment, she saw park bogum waiting in front of the bts apartment door. he was waiting for v to practice some new scene they got but he can't reach him. and so tita asked him to practice their scene while waiting for v. tita also left a voice message for v to let him know that.

v was wrapping up a shoot with bts and check his phone to let bogum know he'lll be a bit late. he then listened to the voice message from tita. curious as to what scene they got he checked the script. it was a kiss scene. without thinking, he just ran out of the shooting location and took a taxi home like it was the end of the world. he doesn't even change clothes and wiped his makeup yet.

arriving at the apartment all ran out of breath, he sees tita sitting alone in the patio of their apartment floor, reading the script. he walked to her and sat next to her. she told him that he was late and park bogum has other promise. all v's thinking about was whether she kissed park bogum or not. but he can't bring himself to even ask.

then tita said that she doesn't think she can do the kiss scene, she can't even do it while rehearsing earlier. v ask her why. and without looking at him, she shyly say that it would be her first kiss. then she continued, she thought it shouldn't be for a pretend situation cause she only got to have it once. it's supposed to be in the perfect place, on the right time and with someone special.

v didn't say anyything. tita looked at his mismatched shoes and was about to ask him, but v interupted her. he looked at her and said to her that he agreed, 'it should be in the perfect place' as he looked at the night view of the city sparkling in front of them, tita follow his gaze. 'the right time' as he looked up to the bright moonlight and stars, tita once again follow his gaze. 'and with someone special'. tita looked at v who was now looking at her with a serious look on his face. at this point she started to understand what he's trying to say and it scare her. she then laughed and she asked him what he was doing. as she about to hit him as she usually does, v catch her hand and asked her, 'tell me, am i not someone special to you?"

after a silence that feels like forever, tita said 'you are, you're someone spe~' she can't finish her sentence because v went in to kiss her.

and that's was how they became more than friends. they agreed to kept their relationship a secret but people around them found out anyway because of v's not-so-subtle affection toward her.



status:close friends/neighbor

trivia: 
they both have never been in relationship before.
tita's nickname for v is byeonTAE (ert tae). Tita called him this, mostly when no one's around, otherwise she didn't address him at all. She initially call him this because of their first meeting. But even after much interactions later, she still use it by incorporating his name into it. the other members thought V did something horrible to Tita.

"Taetae? More like ByeonTAE. The only one who deserves cute nickname like taetae is my cat."

V would always randomly pop up around Tita.
they have never been in each other's apartement except that one time when Tita trespassed from the balcony chasing after her cat.
when they're outside and it's cold, v sometimes lend her jacket to tita, but tita then would take it home and never return them. this happen several times. she would wear it out and when he asked it back she would refuse to do so. since then v swore to never lend her his jacket anymore, but he sometimes forgot.
on v's birthday tita gives him a jacket and when he lent it to her, she gives it back. that's why he wears it often, and gladly let her borrow it.
taehyung is scared of ghost and tita like to .
they speak unformally with each other, Tita started this because she was angry and wanted to upset him as he's older than her.
they didn't remember how they go from not getting along to a really close friends.
since they don't really meet each other or get the chance to know each other outside, they thought it's best to pretend like they're not close, saying they know each other because they're neighbors might be a bit too much, this also applies to other bts members.
whenever they met or passed each other outside briefly like maybe an event, tita would smile and bow politely but she would secretly step on his foot. he didn't know why she always did this, even when they're finally friends. tita actually also doesn't know why she does that. she's strangely violent towards V and V only, she's not strong in any way though, so she never really hurt him.
V often mistakenly thought Tita is calling or talk to him while she actually interacting with her cat beacuse they have the same name.
later when she and v got caster in the same drama, they finally can be friends in the open and casually interact with each other, not too crazy in public though. bts also publicly will be friends wih her.
V is kind of possesive, he would purposely show his closeness with tita whenever other guys who's romantically close to tita is around.
their common skinships are head pats, arm around shoulders, head resting on shoulder, playful shoulder punching or real punching (when tita's angry) and sometimes sleeping with head on one's laps and hugs.
⚝ v talk a lot, sometimes to make him shut up tita would shove some foods in his mouth.
v play a big role in her song writing because before his request she never wrote any of her songs down. when V, knowing how she makes songs, asked her to write a song for him or rather about him as an apology forr something that she did to him. it was hard because she never really think about how she feels about him. so she made up the song in pieces and she wrote the melodies and the lyrics down. when she finally finished she never gave it to him cause she was embarassed at how the lyrics turned out. so V asked her to write down the songs she would make in the future and let him see and hear those songs instead. she refused at first then after long debate she finally agrees to just write down her songs in the future and let him hear it. because it would be less embarassing.
as they got closer the songs tita made without realizing it, would be more bright and a lot was about him and their time together.

 
05
interview

           please introduce yourself.    

"hello i'm blue moon's tita, my light beam will steal your heart!"

how do you feel about blue moon's concept?

"i think the concept is really insteresting. i like to think of it as connecting stars to make a constellation. you can observe each of us shine beautifully. and then when we're all connected as a group we will give a bigger purpose and shine brighter, bringing the best of each other. hehe. i hope everyone is as excited as i am!"

what made you want to become an idol?

"i love the attention. haha, just kidding.  okay, so when i was younger, i went to a music festival with my dad. it was a cloudy day and the sky was a bit dark. the stage was really big and there were a lot of people waiting for the show to begin. as the music start and the lights . it became really bright and colorful. the girls performing on stage were shining even brighter. everyone around me was chanting uniformly with big smile on their faces. it was really beautiful. i remember thinking, one day i want to be the one standing on that stage, shining beautifully and bringing smile to people's faces. hehe. even now being a part of blue moon still feels like a dream to me."

      who is your biggest inspiration?     

"my dad, without a doubt. he works really hard and used to raise me all by himself when i was younger. he's the reason i am able to make it this far. he's really supportive of everything i do. he was always the only one who managed to make me smile when i'm sad and give me strength when i almost gave up, which was really often, haha. and he still is." 

tita paused a bit trying not to cry as she said, "he is the brightest star in my life."

"hi dad! your bunny-boo is finally having her dream come true! i love you."

what do you hope blue moon accomplishes over your career?

"i hope for blue moon to bring happiness and courage for those working hard in chasing their dream. our music to be companion and inspiration for those who feels lost and alone in the world. to be a reminder that chances will come for those who believe and keep trying, even the ones that only come once in a blue moon."

 
06
END

username: misumienai13
alias: tita
activity: 8/10

comments:
- even though i'm a bit late in finding this fic, i was really on fire filling up my app. i hope you like my app cause i really love the idea of this story!! <3
- on the connection section, the part where i put in artists who people see as close to my character, i was just stating some people i'd like my character to be associated with or casually mentioned. but her front is super friendly, she basically would befriend everyone so you can just put anyone to be "friends" with her. the important ones for her are bts hehe, esp. maknae line.
scene requests:
- lots of rivalries and love stories
- for blue moon to have a rival group from other company
- blue moon as a guest in a show
password:
rarity
- bloom
(bloo sounds like blue and m stand for moon, basically just abbrev. for blue moon but it also have the meaning of blossoming like flower which is beautiful)

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