Hi Im gonne be blogging or more like making letters through my blogs. Its my letters to Joshua or as I call him Josh. No he is not the seventeen member. He is not in any kpop group. He is my real life, ex, not a boyfriend but a lover we went dating and all but didnt had the label of being boyfriends or girlfriends. No its not friends only type or friendzone. We really had feelings for each other and confessed to each other. We just opted to date and put the label after he graduates from college since its his last semester in college. We were exclusively dating, we were lovers. But, happened and it really left me broken. So Im trying to let my feelings go through writing.

I know the letters will sound sad and painful. But I need to let my thoughts out. To keep him anonymous I will never mentiom his full name :)

And if you have no interest you can just opt to skip my blogs/letters. I dont think I will write everyday, I think only when Im drowning in sadness and in our memories I will write the letters. 

One lesson learned from "us": We clicked too fast and break too fast.