I cant believe how I blogged before about people finding love interest online and then 1 month later, I became av victim.

First of all, it was never my intention to find someone who attracts me online. No, no, no!

So here it goes, one freaking boring day on December. My friends were all laughing through our group chat in facebook. So I asked them what's up? They were all laughing because apparently, they used omegle and chatted with some weirdos, they said it was fun and that I should try it, to kill time, since they know I get bored easily.

So out of curiosity, I did, and that was a wrong choice. I just used my school as a tag, and I got connected to a stranger (not anymore, I know him now) and what supposed to be a prank turned serious, instead of some weirdo and people that my friends were ranging about, I got connected to a person who wanted to talk about life, view on schools and cultures. And I have to admit, Im also into that, sharing opinions about the norms in the society. So we talked for hours, I mean chatted and since he was persistent in asking my name before I leave him, I gave him my viber instead. And there this bull feeling started. Texts, messages, until he finally found me on facebook but he cant add me cause we have no mutual friends. (Thank God, so I didnt have to block him now.)

I hate it, now I can relate to those girls having drama on how a guy treats you special with no label. It's . It's a pain in the . You dont know where to put yourself. You dont know where your place in his life. And it frustrates me how we went  to all excited to know you, sweet giggles, giddy feeling to suddenly one day we are not talking anymore, no we didnt have any argument. He just stopped contacting me.

And here I am, a victim to his actions, words, conversations. I hate it. Its been almost 2 months since we last talked but guess what? Im still thinking about him, checking if he's online, wondering if he will drop a hi or whatever.

It , im trying my best to forget him. Just as how fast we clicked, the same speed we separated. This is insane. Any advice to forget him? Not think about him? Dont worry blocked him on viber, but really idk what for? Why block him when he's not even contacting me anymore? Ugh, I feel more crazy now.