These boys have been turning me into an emotional pile of goo lately.

I finally got to catch up with Bon Voyage last Saturday and all the sentimental and brotherly sweetness got me shook, man. So many precious moments that I feel like framing and hanging on my wall - the boys losing their stuff, losing their youngest baby brother (twice?), the staff hiding their stuff, Taehyung in general (Tae + sheep = my death), Hoseok calling Namjoon while Joonie was at the embassy because he got worried, their experience while on the ferry and while cruising. I nearly cried when Namjoon had to leave, I mean, even the staff were sad about it omg. Ah, can't forget the value of watching my darlings wake up; I was swooning upon seeing Hoseok resting his arm across Jungkook's tummy and afterwards Seokjin was cuddling Jungkook before he fell asleep, and how ditzy and blur Jungkook was when he just woke up - SUPER CUTE. And I couldn't help but think that if Namjoon was there, he'd be sleeping beside Taehyung. My Vmon hearteu.

Oh, Jimin always being late - me as hell, bruh.

Bon Voyage reminds me so much of American Hustle Life and it makes me so, so emo. Has it really been two years? TWO YEARS??? I was still an immature 14-year-old when I was attempting to watch AHL's first episode while on vacation with the poor wi-fi the hotel I stayed at offered. The kidnapping prank is still legendary - even the boys can't let go of it OTL. Really, two years?!

Well, /glances at calendar/ it's been well over two years that I started stanning Bangtan. July 29th is the official date and I can recall clearly how I was drawn into them, my my. How much they mean to me. Although I haven't been with them since their debut, I started off as a fan by watching their 2013 stuff so those early eras are glued onto my heart as well as later eras. I feel like I'm growing up with them - they've changed and matured so much, same goes for me. They've taught me many things and for that, I'm really thankful.

I really hope someday I'll be able to meet them. I can't hug them or even highfive them, but at least I hope I'll be able to say my thanks for all they've done for me without them even realising. They're a big part of my adolescence memories - I can imagine myself, in 20 years, blasting songs from Skool Luv Affair while picking my kid up from school, hehe. Oh, yes, I'll definitely turn my children into ARMYs even if by then Bangtan has disbanded.

(That's something I don't want to think about...)

On a lighter note, my man, Min freakin' Yoongi has finally released the burning mixtape we've - I've - been waiting for. After 39 years of waiting!!! (My friends were confused at this lmao)

I was so shocked when I checked my phone a minute after 11 p.m. where I am to see a tweet from Big Hit about 'Agust D'. I instantly checked it and was down for some intense fangirling. Everything, the song, the MV, HIM was absolute perfection. Yoongi looked fantastic and his rapping was on point, of course. I loved the badass concept of the MV and well, the style really fits Yoongi.

Since I feel so guilty that I slept on RM last year (shoot me), I was sure to instantly listen to all the tracks on his mixtape and so far, I love Give It To Me and So Far Away most. Really, I'm so happy about this mixtape. I mean, yeah, it isn't his first but I guess it brings more meaning since it's an anticipated post-debut thing. He's received so much attention, which is great, and I hope the rest of the boys are supporting him as well. (Namjoon looked especially proud of him, sob)

I'm an OT7 stan (slightly leaning more towards Hobi) but I've got my biases in different aspects. In terms of rapping, Yoongi's my favourite Bangtan rapper, after I fell in love with his speed and rhythm in Cypher Pt. 2. So to have 10 tracks of his voice spitting fire, I'm really happy. He's both badass and inspiring. GAAAAH. I love love love love love.

I've been having one of my down weeks lately but with God's permission, these boys have assisted in uplifting my spirit. I'm still aching a little here and there, but besides getting closer to God and my family and busying myself with writing, Bangtan's making me smile like they always have.

I'm blessed.

P/S: Since I barely mentioned my darlin' Jimin...

(ok Tae and Jin too but jUST LET ME)