So I’ve been attending a camp that involves students from other schools (each school has about more or less 8 students participating on average) and well, I managed to develop a stupid crush on a boy in my group of 11 people.

I swear he’s the most attractive person out of all 1 participants and having gotten to know a bit of his personality... GAH. He’s so chill and cool and really casual, doesn’t give two hoots about anything and is so damn cuuuteeee. The way he talks to me, the way he looks at me, it’s got me feeling some kind of way and ACCKKKK. Each time we make eye contact I feel like I’m gonna explode.

So tomorrow’s the last day. Lord, I’m gonna miss him. I have his number but I don’t have the guts to text him. And I’m hoping that I’ll have a picture with him, one-on-one. Oh em geez I’ll be on the floor if that happens.

He’s so best friend material that I don’t mind if I won’t end up with him (he obviously wouldn’t look at me as anything more than a new bro), I just wanna be friends with him. Ack. I’m so sad.