first of all...

i'm in love with this song...><

 

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Things that never worked will never work. Those aren't a perfectionist dreamer's words, merely truth of many.

To feel happy, excited, nervous, regretful, wistful, I couldn't decide.

But one thing for sure, tonight, I think of so many thoughts of the kind i like to think of, but always knew, aren't good for me in any way.

The good times. The possibilities. The dreamlike life.

Maybe I had to blame my old days that were always like the main character's scenes straight out of a drama, despite never looking like one.

To start again. To come back. To live in rewind mode, I know they won't work.

I know it will only end up in another round of hurt.

But my heart desires for it...adventure.

Only by taking chance to take the stage and showing yourself to get shoot, to get hurt, yet again, for the same reason...only will you find a new adventure.

A new, same old adventure.

One I haven't felt for so long.

Somehow, i crave for an adventure, akin to my hopeless youth.

Is it okay to go this path again, despite knowing...?

What will happen tomorrow?

Will the adventure make it all feel better, or will it just make reality worse?

Which way should I go?

So many questions, I don't want to sleep tonight.

My heart is restless.

 

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to the extent that i did a drabble for it...and just post it here.

Although the drabble is more or less my real thoughts...

maybe i've been so used to my countdown drabbles that i feel like writing another one despite my collection already complete....

okay...anyway...

this song is so exciting n cool...it's making me restless...

this is one of the reasons i love nine muses n rainbow...both groups have cooooool songs that aren't the title songs n both are cool sassy n have a more matured feel...well, Nine Muses title songs are often fairly good to very good...but Rainbow's title songs are often hit or miss but their nontitle songs...are about as cool as Nine Muses although both have slightly different style...in that respect, Rainbow is more akin to ZE:A...which often has blah title songs but awezome nontitle songs...

i think i missed this song bcuz eversince the recent few releases from them...i only checked out the title songs....back then...i would check out all songs knowing they always have more gems....

anyway....this song is making me wanna write new fic again....omg....stop it you...go update your 7458976596 abandoned ones.....T^T////

i've always wanted to write fic with Hyuna(Moon) as the main character...i can't count anymore all the ideas i end up not writing...for the lack of confidence...i guess her force is too great...

maybe someday...

maybe for now i should try to update fic that has her in even if not as main...hmm...

aaaahhhh...

here, have a live perf...