STRENGTH : 4 out of 10
AGILITY : 6 out of 10
SPEED : 5 out of 10
INTELLIGENCE : 9 out of 10

WHAT IS THEIR WEAKNESS :
her greatest weakness is her lack of sympathy or concern as she usually doesn't care about others. this trait makes her seem psychotic, sometimes being told that she may have been highly intellectual, but she didn't have a heart, this leads many to be suspicious of her.

WHAT IS THEIR STRENGTH :
her strength is that she's in control of herself during times when everyone is in the verge of a breakdown, due also to her lack of emotions. her strength is also her weakness.

TIMELINE :
haewon was born and raised into a wealthy family. she got what she wanted as long as she achieved something great. everyone believed she was the pride of the family, except that she wasn't. her father didn't really acknowledge her and her mother, more or less, hated her. she was still young when she realized her family wasn’t like the normal ones, she was like a marionette, forced to act the way she should. from the food she eats to the smile she portrays in the eyes of the public, all of them were scripted and rehearsed, to create the perfect family for the people who adored and idolized them. for as long as she lived, every step she made was scrutinized and criticized. as she grew older, her need to escape also grew, she was intelligent and had used it to her advantage, she followed every step they wanted her to make, obliged to every whim, every command, pretending to be a happy toy, joyous to be held and controlled. there were certain times she would break from her facade, wanting to express her hostility in any way, other people became her targets, and the skills she acquired were used. because the more she obliged, the more she attained knowledge, and the more she attained knowledge, the more she could feel her sweet freedom. oxford university was her key to escape the world she grew to hate. she was set to be sent on her first year in university. she was supposed to leave, she never intended to come back.

PAST RECORDS :
haewon had two past records and none of them were near minor. honestly, if they'd had interrogated her instead of her parents, she might as well have been placed in juvenile prison for probably laughing in their face and telling them she did those things all because they became unfortunate targets of her experiments and she wanted to add a little spice to her life. 

one of them was hacking into police database two years prior, it was a supposed experiment and she didn't really have an agenda, she just wanted to browse maybe a few hours or so. as expected, the police took it the wrong way, but since her family talked them out of it and they convinced them it was just an accident--- which was partially true since she didn't think they'd punish her that bad that she had to go to juvy, she only received nearly two months of community service.

the second one was only six months prior, sending a virus to the school's system, rendering it useless as it shut down everything until she removed it. honestly, the school had just been an unfortunate target since she couldn't find any other subjects in mind. she wasn't sure how she escaped scot-free, well, except for the fact all authoritative figures in the school premises continuously presented their animosity, as the virus actually managed to delete some files that were most probably important. but she thinks maybe her parents did something, they always did. that didn't change the fact everyone seemed to think she was some kind of monster.

but maybe she was actually one.

PERSONALITY : 
she was half-human. dedicated, sincere, hardworking, intellectual.
​hot-tempered, blunt, egotistical, insensitive. she was half-monster. 

EXPAND :
to a spectator’s eye, haewon was an imagery of an intellectual rich girl whose wealth and recognition unfortunately got to her head. with sharp eyes, elegant posture, and the audible clack of the shoes she’s wearing as she walks, she had the aura of power and confidence, never faltering under anyone’s gaze. to the usual eye, she could’ve been perfect, but her attitude had to be in the way.

it begins with her ego, she’s not afraid to flaunt out her achievements and tell everyone just how better she is than any one of them. the fact that she does this often leaves people frowning at her, unimpressed. oh! you passed the exam for the uni you wanted to get into? well, oxford offered me a full-scale scholarship. along with this was the fact that she didn’t care about others, not even sparing them sympathy. your dog died? um, okay, what do you want me to do about it? you sprained your ankle so you couldn’t attend the day we needed to make the school project? is it my fault you were too dumb that it led you to injure yourself? geez, if you wanted to fail so badly, don’t bring us into it, too. this is the reason why everybody was most likely against her, because she’s done nothing to prove to them that she also had her human side. with her flaws, she was most likely perceived a monster, as well. she wouldn’t even deny it herself, this is han haewon, this is the person my parents shaped me to be, be thankful to them.

despite her flaws defining her most of the time, she also had her redeeming factors that only a few knew. even then, they first sputter in disbelief and wallow in discomfort before they realize it was actually han haewon in front of them. the first one was the fact she was dedicated and hardworking, a few who have worked with her once were witnesses. when they usually meet up for school projects, she would already be there working before the designated time of meeting, and even after then, when they’re packing up to leave, she remains unfazed, mumbling a farewell and a wish for safety (although they weren’t sure because it was quite inaudible to begin with) as she continues with what she was working with. despite her usual animosity that renders people abashed, she is also a sincere person whose intentions are never fake, she would never turn her back on the people who truly trust her, although this is normally overlooked and she is always doubted by the people surrounding her.

every single aspect of haewon has its reason, her unfaltering gaze and confidence is to hide her pain, her ego and insensitivity is a cry for help from being choked by the wires holding her in place, like a puppet to her parents. although having reason, she can’t deny that not everything she did was right, she most certainly knows she’s wrong more times than she’s right. but i’ve already started, i’m already ruined, why stop now? there’s definitely more to haewon than what meets the eye, but will anyone ever see past her flaws? when she can’t even see past them, too.

TRIVIA :

how's love supposed to help anyway? haewon's first love and heartbreak was min jaehyung, a childhood friend who drifted away. she dislikes talking about him because the thought of him makes her remember that she had been happy once in her life and that she could probably never attain that kind of happiness again.

get me the out of here. although unobvious, she has her fears too. she is terrified of amusement parks and having to be forced to go to one can cause a panic attack.

if i wanted to go, i might as well have gone with a bang. sometimes, as morbid and as twisted as it was, haewon liked to challenge people with a game of russian roulette, although no one ever really complies. when they ask her why she wants to play the twisted game of chance, she says it was the real game in the real world, and if she'd go, she'd leave with a bang. besides, she wasn't afraid of death.

my hands weren't made for brawls, these were made for manipulation. despite not having enough strength for hand-to-hand combat, she had extensive knowledge over hacking and picking locks, skills she acquired over the years due to curiosity. she also knew her ways around knives and guns, having been involved in a very powerful family made it a necessity to have basic knowledge over weapons but that didn't mean she was skilled, she still needed further training. but she wasn't in any way fit for physical combat using hands and feet.

why does hell feel so cold? haewon is very sensitive to cold temperature, this is why she's often seen wearing long-sleeved clothes. she also has a strange liking for fire, claiming it kept her warm and made her feel alive, thus, leading her to always carry a lighter in her pocket. many people thinks she's probably a minor pyromaniac as fire seems to give her unexplainable comfort.

when coherent words fail to give light, just say '' and we're alright. she has quite a foul mouth despite her background, due also to her temper, she can showcase colorful words without restraint.

i'm the one going to oxford, not you. so shut your trap before i shut it for you. no one's aware that she'd lost admission to oxford days after the murder, she was accused for homicide after all, it wasn't very good for the uni's reputation if they took in a student like her. but she likes pretending to gloat about it when she's belittling others when in fact, her eyes hurt from having to suppress her tears because she just lost everything in a blink of an eye and her heart can't stop hurting from having something taken away from her right under her feet.