You stood there in the side walk, walking aimlessly. Vision blurry, shaking hands and feet, weak legs, throbbing head, painful heart, drenched from the rain and tears that streamed down your face. You didn't know why you were crying, you just were. Just a while ago you were laughing yor heart out with your friends and the other Seventeen members. The next thing you knew was Junghan looking worried and confused at you before you felt the tears that slowly rolled down your cheek. Your eyes widened in realisation as you felt your heart pouding fast. You couldn't breathe--it was as if something heavy was pressed against your chest and lungs, making it hard for you to breathe and make your heart ache in pain. You ran as fast as you could outside the building, not even saying a word to them as you did so. You didn't mind the rain outside too. You were too focused on the thoughts that ran in your head. It was too much, you wanted to breakdown. It must be the stress from training, the expectations, and school things that made you feel like this.

The next thing you know was your face was against someone's chest as his arms wrapped around you as he softly runs his hands down your hair. You tried to get away from the person, but he only held you tighter. "Shh, it's alright," The voice had said, and you knew it belonged to Junghan. And that was the breaking point. You sobbed loudly agasint his chest as he only listened, not saying anything. You poured everything you had as you