Kibum couldn't stand all this anymore.
He was heartbroken. 
What had Jonghyun done? 
No...he wasn't the same anymore. 
Key wished he would have listened to his mind in first place. 

His phone vibrated again.

"Where are you?"

Doesn't he get it?
Doesn't he see how he was feeling?
And those messages - coming after hours.
Why didn't he call him by now?
Why didn't he ask if everything was alright?
Did he even really care?

Words came to Kibum's mind.

"I get bored easily."

Well he was telling the truth there.

"Maybe I should have listened and go on?" whispered Kibum to himself.

The boy was sitting at a lake somewhere.
It was already 2:34AM.

"I am really this boring? Did you tell the truth Kim Jonghyun? Did you tell the truth when you said you love me..?", Kibum went on talking all to himself.

He couldn't even cry even if he wanted to.
His heart was frozen.
He knew words could hurt but he was so sure he wouldn't get hurt again.
At least not like that.

"Why don't you call me pabo...", he sounded so desperate.

This was all he wanted.
To see if Jonghyun really cared. 

"It's really not like I enjoy ignoring your messages...I miss you like damn extremely much, it hurts..", Key said a bit sobbing. "But then you broke your promise..I told you that it won't happen. You didn't believe me. And now? You don't even know what this all is about.." he added.

Key was holding his chest.

"Oh no.." he breathed in agony.

His heartache problems were back.
In this moment his phone rang.
He tried to answer as fast as he could with his pain.

"J-Jonghy- AH!" Kibum screamed.

The one on the other end got scared.

"Kibum?? Yah what is this?!"

Key was still holding on his chest where his heart was. His phone somewhere beside him.

"KIBUM ARE YOU OKAY??! SHOULD I CALL THE AMBULANCE??!" it was droning out of Kibum's phone. He tried to get his phone again.

"N-no don't call them...I am so glad you finally called..", he tried to calm down and  get away his pain.

"What are you talking about? Are you sure you're really okay? Where are you right now?" the other person answered in worry. Just now Key recognized that this wasn't Jonghyun. He must have misheard the voice over his pain.

"Amber...ah I am sorry I...was..I..yes I am okay and I am...outside.."