I WILL NOT TELL YOU THE ENDING.

YOU WILL BE THE ONE TO FIND THE ANSWER

TO THIS RIDDLE.

I was the first to see him. He was there, sitting at the right side of the room. He wasn't supposed to sit there, it was my place. Like a tribal event, I already marked that place. But upon looking at him, standing upright, him wearing our school uniform, seems like a mocking joke towards me. He moved his head and our eyes met. I was taken aback. Gazing at his black eyes made me realize something.

He is real. 

He is really there. 

Anger wraps around me. He cannot be there. I cannot bear to spend a moment, much more a year with his presence.  I have spent five years forgetting him, and now he can't come back to my world like nothing ever happened.  Between us. All of the sacrifices I have made seemed like nothing right now. He will wreck me once again. All my life I have been wishing for him to die or to disappear in the abyss of the Earth. Yet I can't ignore this thought lurking at the back of my mind.

KIM NAMJOON IS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME.

KIM NAMJOON IS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME.