Alarm rang.

Another morning, another day. As usual I shut the alarm and waited for the second ringing.

Alarm rang.

OK 5 min had past. Let's get up. I went in the kitchen slowly, the boiler and went back in my room."What am I going to wear today ?" Each day struggle. I chose my outfit of the day. And when the boiler had stop I went back to take my breakfast.

Breakfast is my waking machine. I'm never really wake up if I miss my morning tea.

Breakfast finished I went to the bathroom ! Shower, make up smile in the mirror, okay done.

Only 40min as always.

Let's go to work !

My car broke days before and I had to use the subway to go to work. The first station is at 20 min form where I live. So here I was walking on the side road calmly.

It was a warm and sunny day. The wind was cool and like a nice cuddle on my cheeks.

I was trying to walk on the line traced on he floor like a gymnast on her beam. The people around me were all looking down and walking fast. They always looks like they are running away from a danger. While here I was playing looking up at sky smiling because life is wonderful. I took a look at my wrist to look at my watch which wasn't here. Forgot it on my nightstand. I looked then, at this big clock on the building from the other side of the road. I was on time but not a minute to loose. I then started to walk a bit faster, and bump in someone. I said sorry helped and the woman to stand up,while she was mumbling with anger. Then I turned back to walk and I stopped. A man was there staring at me with his deep black eyes, a man who wasn't here one second before. He was tall, elegant, but looked like he was from another time, another era.His hair were black and mid-length. He was just some step further in front of me staring at me, staring inside me, with a sad expression.I looked his eyes and everything disappeared. There was only him and me in the middle of nowhere.

My whole body couldn't move anymore, my heart started to beat faster and faster. My breathe went deeper. I started to shake and tears felt from my eyes. Crying ? Why was I crying ?

The man walked the distance between us and came closer. He wiped my tears from my cheeks with his always sad smile.

My heart was beating crazily, I was able to feel it on my neck and hear it in my ears. My throat was blocked like if I had a bow inside. I knew him. My whole body was screaming that I knew him. But my brain couldn't remember him. Why ?

The man was holding my head with his hand staring inside my eyes. He was crying too. And his smile started to change and expressed something new.

I first thought that it was sadness but his eyes were not saying sorry. They were saying thank you, they were saying goodbye. Goodbye ?

His feet could now touch mine and his face was now near from mine. His nose could touch mine. Our breathes were blending.

My heart ! My heart was blowing up in my chest. I could now feel in on my lips. I was sweating too. Some drop were running on my nape and back, I could feel it.

The man caressed my lips with his thumb slowly and softly.

He then closed his eyes and kissed me.I wanted him to stop, I was fighting against. And when I finally escaped from him, he kissed me back, wrapping up his arm around my waist, grabbing me harder than the first time. I was fighting,hitting him. I even bit his lips but couldn't escape. I decided to gave up. I closed my eyes waiting for it to finish.

His lips were warm, soft, with a strawberry like flavor. When he understood I wasn't fighting anymore he unwrapped his arm from my waist and lay only is hand on. I began to like it. I wanted more, I kissed him back. Putting my hand on his chest grabbing his shirt. I stood on my toes to reach him better.More more more I wanted more. Like if I wanted to aspirate all his energy, like if I wanted to eat him. "Don't go, never leave",were what my mind was full of. And then a name came on my mind, my brain was beginning to remembered. "Henri, Henri, Henri !" was screaming in my head.

He backed up, looked at me with a tiny smile. He said "Thank you" and ... disappeared.

He totally disappeared like if he was made of smoke. The town came back with his noises and smells. The mumbling and angry people came back too. The sun dazzled me even if it was not that shinning. I had returned to reality. My body recovered his senses and I could move again. I ran, ran, went backtrack till I had no more breathe but no trace of him anywhere. He left. I then remembered what his eyes were saying. Goodbye.

Goodbye.

I fell on my knees here in the middle of the street out of breathe, broken. I looked at the clock. The time! My train ! The needles moved, one second, only one second had passed.

I needed to go, to get my mind back, to go back to reality. So I took my usual walk all dizzy, with a racing heart and crying. But somehow happy.

How ? Why ? I don't know.

Who ? I don't know either.

I loved him. I know that in some other time I loved him. I know that in some other time he was my everything.

How ? I don't know. It just a feeling.

A feeling that he is my soulmate, a feeling that I'll meet him again one day.