I miss you Jungkook, I mss the way you would tell me that my yelling sounded like I was crying and yelling,

I miss the way you would hold onto me when I felt hatred and angred.

But for you Jungkook, I will live on, I will find new hope and maybe love,

but always remember you will remain in my heart until they day I die. 

I was only 19 when the love of my life died, and on his death bed he said to me,

"My lovable Choi Eun Hwa, you have to promise me that you will move on, live on the only way for me to live happy up there, is for you to live happy down here."

"No! Jungkook you promised me that you would never leave me alone by myself, you said that where ever the needle goes the thread follows. Jungkook you are my needle! Don't die on me. Please."

"PROMISE ME! Eun Hwa, this is my last and only wish. For you to live happily! For you to start a new life. And for you to forget me.