I love you.

Those three words mean a lot to some people, but to me, these three words mean nothing. Anyone can say they love you, and not mean it. I've been hurt so many times because of these three ridiculous words and the people who have said these words to me. 

One day I will find the person who will make me feel as though those words will mean so much more... like they are the world to me. I will find him soon... I hope... I don't want to be left alone and lonely forever. 

I don't know what to do sometimes. How will i know if the person I am with will keep me happy? How will i know that they are the special one? The fluttering of my heart means nothing anymore. My heart has failed me so many times before, I don't think I can trust it any more. 

I'm with someone now... He's really special to me. I hope that he can prove to me that he is the one, and not fickle like every other guy, who has tried to court me... I hope , if he really does feel something for me, that he will fight for me, no matter what. Even if I am diffiicult, he will try to keep me with him. I just hope he will fight and not lose interest just because I am having a little trouble... I won't make it easy for him to win me over, it will be difficult, but if he is the one, he will fight hard to keep me...

This man's name?

His name is... 

Yong JunHyung