All the day, Jiyong’s mood was like a hurricane. Since the moment he stepped his foot into this building, then the moment he met the little girl outside the elevator… he couldn’t control his emotion anymore

On the meeting, YG announced the comeback plan for their artists. But Jiyong’s attention wasn’t on the CEO. His attention was focused on the woman sat across him. The woman who looked more mature and cold

How about you?

Are you really fine?

Guess, our break up is setting

I should forget you, but it’s not easy

The woman who looked so classy in his Chanel outfit

The woman who held his whole heart

The woman who was once his lover

The woman who was the mother of his only daughter

Chaerin

Jiyong’s heart felt so ache as he looked at her, moreover when he looked at the diamond ring on her finger

He knew he made a mistake. A very big mistake

But God knew how much he wanted to fix anything. He would do anything to take them back in his life

But this time, seemed like the dragon had to lose

The meeting was done and everyone started to leave the meeting room. Chaerin left the room without a single glance for Jiyong, and it just made the Romeo’s heart bleeding even more

But Jiyong couldn’t just give up. He had something to fight for. So he stood up and ran immediately to the woman he was still in love with

“Chaerin, wait” Jiyong called, rushed into Chaerin who seemed like she didn’t care

“Chaerin, please…” Jiyong grabbed her hand

“What are you doing?” Chaerin snatched her hand from Jiyong’s grip and gave him a deadly glare

“Chae, let’s talk… we need to talk….” Jiyong pleaded

“There’s nothing to talk” Chaerin said coldly and about to walked, but Jiyong grabbed her arm again

“Chaerin, please….” The great GDragon was pleading again

“What do you want, Jiyong?” Chaerin asked in annoyance

Jiyong, he was a little surprised by the way Chaerin addressed her

‘Jiyong…., no more Oppa?’ He questioned in his heart

“Tell me what you want. I have many important things to do” Chaerin said coldly

‘Am I not important at all, Chaerin-ah?’ another question flashed in his head but he had no time to contemplated

“Let me see her…” Jiyong said straightforwardly and just earned another sharp glare from Chaerin

“What’s for?” Chaerin asked shortly, but enough to add another punch in Jiyong’s heart

“I need to see her, Chae…”

“You don’t even want her” Chaerin cut Jiyong’s words and glared straightly into his eyes.

Jiyong gasped for air as he felt his lungs being squeezed more. “I was wrong… I told you I’m sorry, right?” he looked back with his hurtful look

“Your sorry didn’t change anything, Jiyong. Why do you need to see her? She doesn’t even know you, though” Chaerin said, shot Jiyong right in his heart

“She already has a good life without you. So, please, don’t ruin her life” Chaerin said before she walked away, left Jiyong completely broken

She is leaving, and I can’t do anything

Love is leaving, like a fool, I’m blankly standing here

Jiyong couldn’t hold his pain any longer. He just looked into the woman he loved walked away and left him.

I’m looking at her, getting farther away

She becomes a small dot and then disappears

Then he went to his car and decided to get some ride

Will I feel better if I meet someone?

I remember the old times.., I remember you

He need to calmed himself before he had to meet people and started working

Working?

Damn! He couldn’t even breathe properly for now

As he rode his lambo in high speed, he let those memory flew back to his brain. He remembered when two and half year ago, Chaerin told him that she was pregnant.

That time, Chaerin was just debuting her album in U.S while Jiyong finished Bigbang’s MADE world tour.

He was panic. Both of them didn’t expect this to be happen. A baby? On their state now? Seriously?

And when Chaerin told her that she was pregnant, the only respond from Jiyong was: Chae…, I’m not ready

Jiyong told the truth, that he wasn’t ready. But he didn’t meant anything… he didn’t think about abortion or any bad things

It was just a spontaneous respond from his confused brain

But Chaerin took it wrong

Before she told Jiyong about her pregnancy, she was already being…., paranoid. That Jiyong didn’t want the baby…, that Jiyong wouldn’t be happy with this. Their on-off and secret relationship just added her insecurity

And when she heard Jiyong’s response, her insecure heart made its own conclusion

She concluded that Jiyong didn’t want it, that Jiyong never really love her. So, she decided to move on without Jiyong. She cut any ties with Jiyong

Even when the next day Jiyong was begging for her forgiveness, she kept ignoring him

When the media found out about her pregnancy and made a big fuss in Korea, Chaerin didn’t even care. She kept her baby. And the fact that Jiyong didn’t do anything just strengthen Chaerin’s opinion, that Jiyong didn’t really care of them

Then Jiyong was enlisted, and he couldn’t contact Chaerin anymore. Truthfully, he regretted his stupid response that time. He didn’t meant to be irresponsible. Did he love Chaerin? Of course!

He loved her more than anything in the world. Chaerin was his heart that keeping him alive

Even though he didn’t expect it would be this soon, but having baby with Chaerin wasn’t that bad at all. It was true that he didn’t ready, but he wouldn’t mind to try, together with Chaerin…

If you,

If you,

If it’s not too late

Can’t we get back together?

But again, his stupid response just destroyed anything. He hurt Chaerin

Chaerin was hurt too deep until she closed every door in her life from Jiyong

She built a very high and strong wall until Jiyong couldn’t find a way to went in

And Jiyong…, he could only stare the two loves of his life from afar, without being able to touch them

Durin