What to wear ? Hmm , this or this . Arghh , I can't choose , jeans or skirt . Come on , Halla . It just an invitation for a thank you dinner not a grand dinner . Ok ! I already decide it . Jeans , yeah ! Finally , jeans + white shirt + red flannel . Perfect ! You should become the popular fashion disaster . This totally not on point but whatever , they are already like my other family . Then , somebody knock the door .

'Halla-yah , make sure you take your medicine first . No one will take care of you there . If your secret's out , don't blame appa ' 

'Ok , appa ' , medicine , medicine , where are you ? Actually , there are secret that I have been keep off from my friends . Just dad and me , even Jin oppa doesn't know about it . I asked appa to keep the secret from oppa since he will be more worried if he know it . I got heart disease but I still keep myself strong because I don't want them to worry . There were times when the secret almost reveal , mostly during gym's class . I cannot be too active , cause I will faint after that . So , to prevent that , I must take medicine everyday .

'Are you ok to be alone ? I'm worried '

 'It's okay . It just me and them . There will be no other people . At least if they are preparing surprise , then you should have to be worried . Don't worry okay . I have to go now . Bye ' , I'm walking out the door with bad feeling . Actually , I'm scared too . This is my first dinner alone with YoonGi's family . At least , if appa was there I can be covered but not tonight . I think I have to concern in every action I do .

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'Welcome , Halla ' , Mrs Min invite me to enter the house . But I was shocked when seeing all of my friends and their relative are there . What should I do ? I have stranger anxiety . This is not wh