NOTE: Please listen to this song while reading Kyuhyun's POV : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F7gp0p6e-BU

~*~*~*~*~Angela POV~*~*~*~*~

After 2 days

“Okay. Class that is all for the day, you better pass your homework on Tuesday next week. Class dismissed.” Professor Jung said.

I got all my things, went out of the classroom, and go home since this is my last class for today and my best friends are busy with their class. As I am walking towards the parking lot, I saw a throng of students gathered around the quadrangle of the school.

Why are they all in here?

I went there and asked a student “What’s going on?”

“Look.” She pointed at the quadrangle. I looked at saw Kyuhyun and a cute girl standing face to face; his teammates are on his right

“Excuse me.” I said as I shove some students out of the way, ignoring all the complaints. After a few seconds of shoving the students, I was in front row of the crowd, seeing the scene so clearly.

“What do you want?” he coldly asked the girl

“I-i-i-I w-w-w-want-t-ted t-to g-g-g-giv-v-v-ve t-t-this t-t-to y-y-you.”  The girl stuttered and gave something to Kyu, but he just looked at the chocolate cupcakes inside the beautifully handmade box. I saw a glint of hatred in his eyes the moment he saw the cupcakes, but behind those hatred I saw loneliness? Pain?

Whoa, what is wrong? It looks yhummie to me, probably he doesn’t like chocolate cupcakes, but why his eyes lonely?

 “I don’t want anything from you and stop bothering me, you’re pissing me off!” he irritably said

“I Love you, Cho Kyuhyun!” the girl said out loud to him with determined face, then there are loads of gasps and hissing sounds as the girl said those three words to Kyuhyun.

Whoa! That girl is insane! Wow! Just WOW!!!

Siwon, Eunhyuk and Dongahe, was shocked at the sudden confession of the girl, Eunhyuk immediately looked at Kyuhyun, his face worried. Kyuhyun was caught of guard by the audacity of the girl, he blinked for a few seconds, and his face was in shock. After a few seconds his facial expression changed, his face darkened, he gritted his teeth and glared at the girl.

He slowly went to the girl “LEAVE. ME. ALONE. I don’t want to see your face ever again. If you don’t, I make necessary actions to kick you out of this school, got it?” he snarled at the girl, and turned to Siwon

 “I’ll be waiting for you in the locker rooms; you better get rid of her.” He said and glared at the girl again and walked out

“YAH!” the girl yelled as she watched Kyuhyun out

“You’re just wasting your time.” Siwon said and looked at the girl

“I just want him to give this to him and for him to know what I truly feel! That’s all” she cried at him

“Didn’t you see his reaction? He doesn’t give a damn about that.” he pointed out

“Why is he like this?” the girl asked

“It’s not for you to know that, it’s a very private matter. Stop your foolishness with Kyu.” Eunhyuk irritably said to the girl

“But I love him!” the girl fought back

“But he despises you and your species.” Siwon emphasizes the last two words

Well Sam unnie’s exception to our species, she’s the only girl that can freely talk to Kyuhyun

“You better kill your feelings to him, he’s not yet over with what happened to his----“ Donghae said but he was cut off by Siwon

 “Hae, shut up! You go to the locker rooms and you start the warm up exercises. Tell Coach Lee Sooman that I’ll be there after a few minutes.” Siwon ordered Donghae

Huh? What is Donghae saying? O.o

“Arasso” he sighed and motioned Hyukkie to go with him

“Siwon, I hope that you could put some sense in her, or else Kyuhun’s gonna go bezerk” Eunhyuk advised Siwon

Siwon nodded at him, Eunhyuk looked at the girl again-who is quietly crying-and nodded back to Siwon, and went out along with Donghae

“Siwon-ah, just be fast we’ll wait for you!!” Donghae yelled at Siwon

“ARASSO!!!” Siwon yelled back at him, the turned to the girl his face serious

“Look miss, I don’t care of you love him, stop following Kyu. You are bothering him.“ he said quietly

“Oppa, I love him!” the girl cried

“Just a friendly advice, you better find someone else that you can bother. He really meant that he’ll gonna kick you out of this school and HE HATES YOU!” Siwon implied at her

“I wanted him to change his attitude.” She cried

“I know that he’s a challenge for you, but you have to stop. It’s up to him to change not you.” Siwon said

The girl starts crying hard and her friends come to her to comfort her.

Siwon has a point but, why is he like that to girls? Why is he a woman hater? What happened?

“I am so sorry to say those words but that’s the truth. I’ll go now.” He said and went out.

Then all of the students are dispersing and went out of the quadrangle and talking nasty about Kyuhyun and the stupidity of the girl

“I told you to stop your stupidity, he hates girls!” one of her friends told her

“But you know that I like him, I wanted to change his attitude.” She cried

“But you heard what Siwon oppa said right? He’s a WOMAN HATER!!!” one of her friend exclaimed

I went out of the throng, I am curious about what Donghae said a while ago

“You better kill your feelings to him, he’s not yet over with what happened to his----“

What is it? What happened to his past? Hmmmnnn, what is the reason why he’s a woman hater?

Then I also remembered the glint of hatred in his eyes the moment he saw the chocolate cupcakes, but I saw that there’s loneliness and pain in his eyes.

Why he hated those? Is it also a part of it? Or he just doesn’t want a chocolate cup cake?

I went to my car and went home, while thinking about what I saw and heard

Cho Kyuhyun, what is your secret? You’re intriguing me…  >:/

~*~*~*~Kyuhyun POV~*~*~*~

I was walking towards our locker room, thinking of what happened earlier. I am really pissed off with that girl, she’s always stalking and bothering me, she reminded me of someone and what had happened before and I hated it............

Really hated it………..

Why do I have to deal with that kind of woman? Why do I have to encounter such things again? Why do I have to deal with this all over again? I am sick and tired of it, I don’t want to remember what happened in the past…….

PERIOD……………..

I reached our locker room, I saw that there was no one in there, I sighed and sat on the bench inside to assuage my feelings. After a few minutes, I opened my locker to get my soccer shoes, but as I rummaged in my locker, I saw her picture. I felt that someone stabbed a knife in my heart and twisted it a million times the moment I saw the stolen shot of a girl that is happily eating an ice cream, I took it out and looked at the beautiful face. I sighed in deeply as I felt that familiar pain that is slowly engulfing my whole body, I closed my eyes trying to suppress the tears that were forming in. I blinked for a few seconds to clear my vision, and looked again at the beautiful picture in my hands.

“Why are you still bothering me?” I asked the picture like a crazy person thinking that it would answer me back

“Why did I have to meet you?” I paused for a few seconds and looked at the pretty face

“Why are you still in here?” my voice cracked, my eyes watering and I pointed at my chest

“Do you now how much it hurts?” a tear dropped on my face, I clenched my right hand onto my chest and pound against it, I felt that my heart is being squeezed in so tight that I can’t barely breathe as I looked at the picture in my hands and remembering what had happened before

“It’s killing me.” I answered myself after a few seconds and bit my lower lip, my tears are falling fast

“I hate you.” I am crying now

“I wanted you out of my system.” I just let my tears fall freely

“But……. I …….. Can’t…” I broke down and kneeled

I felt that it just happened yesterday; I felt that the wound in my heart was sliced open again and someone squeezed a lime on it. I am suffocating with the pain that I am experiencing right now. I thought that I did get immune with the pain, but I was wrong, whenever I see any picture of her or anything that’s reminded me of her I would still feel it, that’s why I am trying to avoid it as much as possible so that I wouldn’t be able to feel this again, but it hurts even more as the time passes by.

“Why did you have to do that to me?” I asked again while looking at those huge, smiling emerald eyes

“What did I do?” I touched the picture

“Why did you have to hurt me so bad?” I whispered and cried hard

“Kyuhyun?” a very familiar soft voice said, I turned around not bothering to wipe my tear streaked face

“Sam?” I put the picture on the bench; I stood up, went to her, hugged her tight and cried hard

“What happened?” she asked softly and my back

“I just remembered the past, it’s haunting me” I sobbed hard and buried my face at the crook of her neck, she let me cry my hearts out while saying comforting words to me and my back like she was trying to ease the pain that I was experiencing. Sam’s always there for me whenever I am like this, she always comforts me,  she’s always there by my side whenever I needed someone to talk to and she’s my angel. After a few minutes of crying, I breathe in deeply. I felt light, but there is still pain, but it was a lot better than before

“I am so sorry for wetting your shirt Sam” I apologized and released her

“It’s okay Kyu. You’re still not yet over with it?” she wiped my face

“Probably” I answered back

“It’s already been 4 years Kyuhyun, you should move on.” She looked at my eyes

“I wanted to, but I can’t… the pain is still right here.” my eyes began to water again and pointed at my chest

“What can I do to ease your pain? I can’t stand seeing you like this, you deserve to be happy.” She looked sadly at me

“I am happy with just my friends, umma, appa, Ahra noona, Hyukkie and you, which are enough for me.” I smiled at her while wiping my eyes and the last trace of tears on my face

She sighed “Kyu, we are right here by your side all the time, but I think that it’s time for you to find someone that can erase your pain and for you to feel being loved.”

“I don’t want to; I am fine with all of you. I don’t wanna get hurt, I had enough.” I whispered to her and looked down

She sighed “Kyu, getting hurt is a part of being a human; you have to feel it for you to learn something.” She said and cupped my face for me to look at her beautiful hazel eyes

“I know that and I’ve learn my lesson.” I tightened my jaw

“But being rude with girls is not the answer.”

“Girls are just the same, they make you fall in love with them and then what? Hurt you? Leave you afterwards? I don’t trust girls anymore, she caused me pain and shattered me into pieces, and I don’t want to feel that anymore, I had enough.” I said and looked at her

“Kyu, not all girls ---“

“I don’t want to talk about it anymore Sam, please?” I pleaded her, she just sighed and nodded

“Okay, I’ll let it rest, I am sorry.” She apologized; I went to her and hugged her again

“You don’t have to apologize to me, you did nothing wrong” I said

“Don’t worry, I’m gonna be fine. I’ll get by arasso?” I released her form our hug and looked at her eyes, I smiled at her

“Arasso.” She smiled, “You better wash your face already before someone might think that I kicked you’re a**” she joked, then we heard a footsteps coming in the locker room

“Kyuhyu----Sam? What are you doing here?” Donghae looked at her

“Oh, uhmm, I wanted to talk to Kyuhyun” she said and smiled

“Yah, Dong---oouff” I heard Hyukkie and we heard a loud *thud*

“Hyukkie!” Donghae immediately went to Hyukkie and helped him get up; Hyukkie glared at Donghae and smacked his head

“WAE?!” Donghae complained while massaging his pained head, his brows furrowed

“Why are you standing at the doorstep? You’re blocking the way!” Eunhyuk complained and turned to me, his face softened as he looked at me

“You’re still keeping that picture?” he asked as he turned to look at the bench, I looked back to see that picture again, I felt that my heart is shattered into pieces again, Eunhyuk went to the bench and got the picture

“Stop thinking about her, Kyuhyun, move on.” He softly said after he looked at the picture

“Let’s not talk about Alex please?” I sighed, I walked towards him and snatched the photo out of his hands and placed it back in my locker, I turned around to see the three of them are looking sadly at me

I sighed “Don’t look at me like that, I am fine okay?” I tried to smile at them

“You sure?” Donghae asked his face worried

“Where is Siwon?” I asked avoiding his question

“He’s still there, getting rid of the girl.” Hyukkie answered

“YAH!! You better change already!” Coach Sooman boomed

We jumped at his voice and looked at Coach Sooman whose snickering at us and went inside

“COACH!!! Why did you do that? You want us to die?” Donghae complained at him while holding his chest, but coach Sooman smiled sheepishly at him and turned to Sam

“Hi, Sam.” he greeted Sam who bowed at him

“I’ll come back later before your practice starts, I’ll have to finish something in the student council office.” Sam said and smiled

“Arasso, thank you Sam, love yah” I smiled at her. she mouthed ‘I love you too’ to me and smiled

“You’ll wait for us?” Hyukkie asked her, she nodded

“Arasso, I’ll go now.” She bowed at us and looked at Hyukkie

“You take care of Kyu okay? I’ll be back, tell that to Teukie please?” Sam waved at us after Eunhyuk nodded at her

“Where is Siwon? He’s supposed to be here” Coach Sooman said and looked at me with a question in his face

“Oh, he’s still in the quadrangle coach,” he said and explained everything

“Ara, you better change already and let’s start practicing, the neophytes are almost done” he went outside and peeked through the door

“Hurry up!!” he yelled and went out

I am thankful to our coach that he was kind enough not to ask me why my eyes looked like I cried. I am also thankful of my two best friends Hyukkie and Donghae for being tactful enough not to say anything to our coach.

“You better put yourself together okay? We need you.” he smiled at me and pats my back

“Thanks.” I smiled back

“You better wash your face so that they won’t bombard you with questions okay?” Donghae said referring to Leeteuk hyung and Heechul hyung, I breathe in deeply and smiled

“Arasso” I said and went out of the room