Jessica's Pov

Woken up by my alarm, instead of sleepiness, I feel a familiar emptiness in my heart, a tear escaped my eyes thinking about Taeyeon,

I miss her so much, if only I hadn't been so harsh to her, we might be lovers now....

Flashback

Taeyeon's Pov 

Finally after so many years, I gained up the courage to confess to her, I knocked on her door, she opened it with a calm face, my heart

skipped a beat seeing her beautiful face, i stared at her blankly.

'What do you want?' here comes Jessica's cold answer, but I am not going to give up there, I demand to confess today.

'umm..I have something important to tell' Her expression remained calm which makes me more nervous. 

'What is it you wanna talk? If you could just spill it and stop wasting my time' I got hurt a little by her comment, but i still gain up the couage to confess.

'um.. I..I..w..ant..to..t.e..ll..you..that...Ifellinlovewithyou'damn my mouth for stuttering and speaking too fast at the same time.

'What are you saying, I cannot catch you'Oh my lord Kim Taeyeon will you just confess nicely.

Regain my courage I said again' I said I fell in love with you'

'WTF You WHAT?!' that's her answer? Does that mean I am rejected? I ran back to my room before she sees me cry....

Flashback ended

Jessica's Pov

I sighed thinking back the sad memories, saying Wtf in her confession wasn't the worst part, but why the hell did I choose to give her harsh comments, saying I'm disgusted by her, she must hate me a lot , STUPID ME! But one day, I am going to make you to be mine. I am going to do anything for you to fall for me again 

Author's Word

I am thinking whether i should make it before or after Jessica's departure, but i am scared that i might breakdown writing Jessica not being a SNSD member anymore. Leave me some comments guys!