Staring into the same grey winter sky . It looked so different 5 years ago . Now it just looks depressing .

 I sighed continuing my walk to the entrance of the airport  . I haven't been back for 5 years. Honestly I've missed home. 

It was tough forgetting him . Did it work ? No . Has he forgotten me ? Probably . 

Now I have someone I care about as much as I did to him . 
Someone who has brightened my whole world . Changed my whole life for the better . But now that I think about it last time he changed me too...

I spotted Mr Kim our chauffeur. He helped me place my luggage into the car trunk . I stepped into the familiar backseat . 

" it's nice to see you're back after sending you to the airport 5 years ago . " 

"It's nice to be back "

Omma and Appa founded one of the largest cooperations in Korea . For now ,my older brother has has been handling most of it . I can't run away forever . For now I'm back to help .  I might leave again , who knows .  Honestly ,I've missed everyone . 

"Ahgassi . We're here " 

Thanking him I took my luggage and left .

.....

I enter the penthouse . It's been empty for 5 years. It's still the same way I left it . Omma sent some cleaners so there was barely any dust . 

I opened the door to my bedroom . It no longer felt like mine . Too long . I've been away for too long . 

I sat on my king sized bed sinking into the silk sheets . All my past memories became fresh again .

Ringing of my front door brought me out of my reverie .

Opening the door , I heard a deep 

" My sisters finally back ."

I felt two arms wrap around me. My sprits lifted instantly 

"Hoonie! "

I exclaimed giving him a tight hug . My brother Ji hoon lived in one of the other buildings my parents owned . We sat on the leather sofa 

" how's Omma and appa ? "
I asked him .

"They're fine . We're having dinner together on Tuesday ."

"Oh okay ."

" How have you been ? "

"It's been okay . The flight from America was really draining . I came alone .... Hyun is  coming tomorrow "

There was a short silence . 

" Big Bang is having a concert at our stadium today . "

Ji hoon said awkwardly.
 
I felt myself stiffen. 

"Why are you telling me that ."

I whispered .

" I know you miss him ... Does he know you're back ? "

I shook my head avoiding Ji Hoon's eyes . 

"You can't avoid him forever . You know . He will find out one way or another ..."

" well I'm not planning on telling him. " I mumbled .

" keeping it from him isn't a solution."

Sighing I ran my fingers through my long hair .

" What about their concert ? "
I asked .

" I got you a pass . Since Omma and appa own the place you can practically walk anywhere even if you don't have it . Think about it Yejin. He's been miserable since you've left ."

" Newspaper articles of him with random girls contradicts your statement . " 

" See you've been reading about him .  Have you ever thought of why he does that ? It's because of you ..." 

"How's grandma and grandpa ? " I asked trying to change the subject . 

" Yejin. Stop rejecting the idea . Try . Think about it ..... I have to go I have a meeting . See you soon dongsaeng . " 
He said leaving the VIP pass on the table .I heard the door close . I continued staring at the pass. 

The names of the five members printed on it . TOP, G-Dragon ,V.I , D-lite and..... Taeyang ....

I still wonder why he chose that name from time to time . Taeyang . It means sun . Maybe because he brought light to my life before I left . Like how the sun brings life to the morning . 

I contemplated weather to go or not .sighing I looked at the clock . 5p.m