it was a mess again and see that tao is in his bed laying 

i quickly go to him "Tao?" i asked but he doesn't move . i shake him "Tao?" i said once again fortunately he look at me 'tao cry again' i said to myself as i smiled sadly at tao and put my hands on his cheeks and wipe his tears away "why are you crying Tao?" i asked as Tao hugged me tightly and burried his face on my neck "gege" he said as he cry .

"Tao don't cry . i hate to see you like this tao" i said as i rubbed his back "ottoke? what should i do now? come on kris think ! what would make tao smile" Kris thinks and think until "Tao i will bring you somewhere arraesso?" i asked as tao look at me "i don't like gege . i want to stay here . i don't want to go anywhere but here" tao said as he once again lay on his bed

but i being the good gege pull tao on the bed "come on now tao . i can't go on like this . you need air" i said and tao justgive up and stand up "arraesso gege but not too long i want here in my room" "ne arraesso" i said as i smile then i exit tao's room for him to get dress i go to luhan "yes sir?" luhan quickly said to me as he saw me going thru him "prepare the driver luhan . me and tao will go somewhere" i said to luhan and he quickly bow to me and said yes then drifted away

i go infront of tao's room "tao i will be in the library when you are finish go to me arraesso?" i said as i heard tao saying yes . i go to the library then sitting at the chair "appa, eomma what do you think? will it work? if tao will go there?" i ask myself as i closed my eyes "help me appa and eomma . i can't stand seeing tao like this"

"gege" i heard tao said in a low voice . i looked at him and smiled . "there you go tao . all fresh up" i said and show him my big bright smile and i saw him smile a little but that our moment was distracted when luhan knocked on the door "Sir kris the driver is here" luhan said as i get tao's hand and take him to the car while we are on the car i said to luhan that we will go home late and he said ok then the driver starts the car then go

"gege where are we going?" tao said as he looked on the streets "you'll see" i said . well on our way to destination was quiet . no sounds will be heard excepts the sound of the car . finally we reached our destination and me and tao go out of the car "amusement park?" tao looked at me with questioning look and i smied at him then ruffled his hair "i know you want to go here . you even said that to eomma and appa way back then but they are to busy with their work for them to take you here" i said again then take his hand 

as we go in the amusement park i bought tao a all ride ticket same with me . i give tao his ticket then look at him "what do you want to do first?" i said as tao look at the rides with amusement in his eyes "that gege . i want to ride that" tao said as i looked at where his finger is pointing "a roller coaster" you sure tao? i suddenly question him and he nodded and smiled at me "but --" i was cut off when tao take my hand and run in the roller coaster's entrance

"ticket sir?" the man asked us and we showed him our ticket then we go in , tao sit infront so i got nothing to choose but to sit infront too . "tao as i was saying --" i again was cut off when the man said that the roller coaster will start now . right now tao was shouting and smiling as the roller coaster goes up and up . i gulped hard this is not gonna turn out great 

as the roller coaster ended me and tao was now in the exit of the roller coaster "gege that was great ! i love that hyung" tao said as he smiled at me 'there he goes his bright smile . ah how i miss that smile with his bright eyes' as the fun goes on with us . the day ended and the sun is about to set i look at tao "gege i want to see that sunset" tao said and looked at me with smile in his face

"is that it? arraesso" i said as i smiled at him then go to the car and tell driver that we are heading on the beach which was the sun is about to set . the driver obey and drive .

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"woah gege look at that" tao said as i look at the sun . bright going down .. "let's sit tao" i said to tao as we sit on the sand and we just see the sunset . and after that tao stand up and run to the water i quickly stand up and shout to him as i run over him "tao! don't go there . the water is cold you will get a sick if you continue that" i said as i feel that the water is touching my feet . i look at my feet and look at tao but he was gone . i look around but no sign of tao "tao?"i ask but nothing "TAO!" i shout his name again and again but nothing . i look at my right "gege!" i heard tao said and i quickly look infront of me 

and tao splash me some water and laughed . i was shocked by the cold water and look at tao who was laughing tao get my hand and pull us in the water . "tao let's go back it's cold in here" i said as the water is about in our belly button now "but gege . let's just stay here" tao said as the water was waving and waving . when the water had this big wave i quickly push tao by my back so i was the one that is hitting by the water

"gege!" tao said as the water splashed to us after that i looked at tao and see that his eyes are shining bright with his big bright smile "woah gege that was amazing let's try it gain" tao said as he smiles at me "no tao . we're wet and freezing let's go out of here" i said as i drag tao outside of the sea and headed to our car . the drive on our way back to the mansion is silently none of us speak i look at tao nd saw that he was freezing and trembling . i look arounnd and saw that i have a blazer in there . 

i get it and put it to tao "gege" tao said to me "your freezing tao" i said as i hug him also tao just leaned back at me then slowly i heard him breathing heavily and look to find him asleep in my arms . once we get back to the mansion i quickly put tao in his bed and change his clother and ask luhan to build a little fire on tao's chimney and luhan did what i said and i go to my room and have a bath then change to a warmer clother and go to the libray

i go to the library and sits and looked at our family picture 'appa , eomma today i made tao smile . i made him laughed and i saw his bright eyes and his big smile again' i said to myself as i smile "well we weill call it a day" i said as i go out of the library room and go to my room and sleep