"Sir , Do  You Call me?" My butlet i mean me and tao's butler said to me as i look thru his eyes and stand infront of him "by any chance has Tao get out from his room?" i asked worriedly . ever since our parents died Tao was always not in the mood for anything , he always locked himself in his room

"Well apperently sir . he has come out from his room an---" i cut him and quickly asked "where is he?" , "he is in the seashore Sir" my butler said as i stormed out of the room and quickly ran where Tao is . i was finding Tao when i hear some *sniffles* annd i look where that sound came from . i saw tao's back .. he's been crying .. his body was trembling i walk to him and just sat next to him

"The weather is agreeing with you Tao-tao" i said as i looked at the gloomy sky . i sense tao was shocked that i was here with him . and he slowly looked at me "gege" that's the only word that escaped his lips . i looked at him and see that his eyes were puffy and red and you can clearly see his eyebug . his face was a mess . i looked at him then slowly smiled "i'm here Tao-tao . i'm your Gege . you can come to me anytime you want"

as i say that words Tao quickly hug me and cry louder . louder and louder . i hug him back as i strocked his back "Tao don't worry i know that our parents will be with us every inch of our lives now . and i'm sure that they will not be happy if they see you in a mess like this . i know Tao that it is hard . but " i stop and slowly broke the hug and slowly stare at tao . as i brushed his tears away with my thumb "i promised you that . i will take care of you . whenever and whereevr you are . we're brothers Tao" i said that to him and slowly he bring his pink on me "promise Gege?" his voice was still trembling and i smiled at him and do the 'pink promise' to him "promise"

Tao stopped crying and we just sit there . on the sand . my hand were on his shoulder and he lean on me . we watched the sunset together . there was no sound . no voice . no crying .no everything . just me and Tao and the sound of the sea . after the sunset i looked at Tao and found that he is sleepiing . so i gently carry him bridal style and walkk at our home .

"Luhan" i called our butler as i open the dooor to our mansion while tao was still in my arms . Luhan immediatly go to me and see Tao "Sir is Sir Tao alright?" he said as i saw his worried eyes . i smile "he is just sleeping don't worry , just bring tao something to eat and some towels in case he wakes up . i will just bring him in his room" i said "Ne Sir Kris" luhan said to me and bow then go to the kitchen . i go to tao's room and gently  put him in his bed . 

i looked at his face . peacefull sleeping tao . "Let's make this work out Tao-tao" i said as i kissed his forehead "goodnight tao" . i was going to go out when i see that he's room was a messi pick up the shattered glasses on the floor , the clothes that lie down messyly on the floor . while i was cleaning his room i saw a picture frame . but the glass was shattered . i saw our parents . with me and tao smiling widely .. loike we don't care about the world . it's just like we are only here . i smiled sadly as i remember the memories . "appa , eomma , why did you leave us like this? why so sudden? what should i do appa, eomma?" i think and get the picture then replaced it with a new frame and put the picture on Tao's table

while i was cleaning someone knocked at the door and Luhan apppeared with his hands we're holding the food that i asked him a while ago . "sir" he said to me and i quickly approached him and took the food in his hands . i put the food on Tao's table and looked at Luhan "Luhan can you please clean this mess" i pointed at the mess that i didn't yet clean "well i clean the other , but try not to be loud , Tao might wake up , and i don't want that to happen , he needs to rest" i said as Luhan say yes and i go out of tao's room . and go to the library . i sit there and just closed my eyes . this room . this room always gave me peace that i need . my appa and me always go here . 

i looked at the big Family picture of us . in the picture my eomma was carrying little Tao while appa had me in his . our smiled we're calm and just natural and i smiled just to see that . and i looked at the table and look at me and Tao picture . tao and me playing when we we're little . 'oh those we're the days' i think as i closed my eyes

*a few hours later*

i was reading some kind of book that in our library , until i heard a knocked and Tao appeared in the door . he come in the library and had his blankets wrapped around him . i go to him and smiled and ruffled his hair "Tao-tao should be sleeping now . it's still 2am in the morning Tao" i said as i looked at him . he looked at me then pout "but gege . i want to sleep with you tonight . i want to cuddled with you tonight" tao said as he whinned and i laughed and closed the book and bring it back to where it belong and go back to tao and hold his hands . take him to his room where i and Tao lay in his bed . 

Tao cuddled with me "comfy gege" he said as he burried his head in my chest . i laughed and just hug him ."just sleep Tao . you need some rest" . i said as i hummed a song .. a few minutes later i heard Tao was breathing heavy and look that he is sleeping i smiled . and slowly drifted me to sleep too