VI.

Insentient Senses.

"Hi, and hello." 

Is what Kris first says to him, and it brings a ridiculous smile onto his face. He's imagined what his voice would sound like, but it wasn't nearly as close to as charming. He's also imagined how this situation would all pan out -- but he still hasn't figured out how to let Kris know that he doesn't speak, or more so, that he can't speak. 

He swallows his nervous heart back down his throat and watches as Kris takes a seat next to him, admiring his crooked smile and his kinda-messy hair. He seems to be patiently waiting for his answer, and it's then that Chanyeol realizes he needs to respond, somehow. He quickly pulls out his notepad to scribble a few words, pushing it over to the other who looks intrigued before he reads it. 

Hi, did you bring an umbrella? It's supposed to rain soon. 

Kris smiles again, and Chanyeol's heart does a few jumps from just that, as he watches Kris decides to speak through scribbles as well. 

No, but I can wait it out here until it stops. Thank you for letting me know, Chanyeol. 

The notepad gets pushed back to his side, and he peers over, unable to help the smile on his face that won't fade. He wonders if he looks like a complete idiot, and just hopes his attempts to hide his excitement at their small conversation is working somewhat. 

You can borrow mine! I won't leave till late today when the rain actually stops so... you can return it the next time you're here maybe? 

You're so convinced I will be a good person and return your umbrella. 

You seem like a good person. If not I'll make sure Minseok hyung makes your coffee extra bitter!!! 

At the last note, Kris barks out into a laugh, and Chanyeol observes the way his eyes crinkle on the side. 

I shivered in fear just now, did you see? But... alright. Only because it'll give me another excuse to be able to speak to you. 

At that note, it is Chanyeol's heart that crinkles along the sides, folding and unfolding, again and again at each and every word that Kris scribes onto the notepad between them. Chanyeol thinks he could get used to this, in the way his heart just doesn't stop at whatever it is it's doing. For a moment, their eyes meet. Chanyeol just blinks a couple of times, and so does Kris. Then Chanyeol finds himself smiling absentmindedly, and finds Kris doing the same. There's something warm there, which Chanyeol cannot pinpoint.

Could I ask a question, Kris? 

What is it? 

What kind of music are you alwas listening to, with those headphones you always have in?

The question seems to throw Kris off guard, with Chanyeol observing the way his brows furrow in thought. It takes him a while to think, it seems, before he carefully, one word at a time, jots down the next response. Before Chanyeol is able to read it, Kris moves a little closer, soon close enough to have their shoulders touch. Then his hand comes over to his ear, where he gently pushes an earbud in, with Chanyeol expectant of classical music, or jazz, or something fitting to Kris. 

Except there's no classical, jazz that comes to his ear -- in fact, there is no music at all. He listens to nothing, as he watches Kris finally push the notepad back over to him. 

A kind of song only I can listen to. I can't hear.

It is now Chanyeol that finds himself at a loss for words, struggling to give a proper response. He turns and finds Kris' eyes on his again, except -- at a much closer distance than before. His eyes are quick to fall onto the notepad again, scribbling to give himself a distraction from their close proximity. 

I can hear it, it's a song of my style. Maybe I'll play it one day on stage. Thank you for sharing the song with me.

Kris gives one more smile, and he thinks it's the most genuine one yet.

Can I ask a question too, then?

Of course! What is it? 

Why is it you never sing?

Chanyeol's lips press into a thin line, before his teeth nip at the lower lip at the question.

I can't sing. I can't sing because I can't speak. 

When he meet Kris' eyes this time, they are gazing at his own with ones of understanding. For the first time, it is not pity nor sympathy he earns from another, but rather, pure empathy and comfort. It's a kind of warmth again, which overtakes him even on a chilly day such as this one. 

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blacksmile
#1
Thos story definitely deserves more attention than it has. At first I was hesitant because of the short chapters (I usually read a really long one because I'll be sad if the fanfic leaves me hanging too soon) but I'm glad I push myself to read this and before I know it, I embrace this story with all smiles and giggles. It's sweet and sad at the same time, giving me the bittersweet feeling I rarely appreciate. I wonder how this story will evolve. Excited to read more from you ❤️
Cassie92 #2
Chapter 7: I need more... T_T
KrisyeolWorld
#3
Chapter 7: I cannot help the fluttery feelings in my heart while reading this!
ohmyhongki
#4
Chapter 7: You're doing this to hurt me aren't you?
Yukiko_93Yam
#5
Chapter 7: This was so beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing it here with us.❤❤ I'm really happy to read your writing again, I missed you.
skhesifan
#6
Chapter 7: Nnoooooooooooo!
Why did it end?

My feelings were floating over the clouds and literally couldn't stop crying -I really dunno why XD- plus, I couldn't stop smiling that my cheeks really hurt! And every while then I will take a deep breath just to tame my racing heart!

Okeyyyy, this one was of the cutest thing I've ever read, so fluffy T^T

And the way they confessed about their problems it felt like oh-my-god-I'm-dying!

I really loved it, A LOT
melmoon1102 #7
Chapter 7: So beautiful my heart is aching ❤️❤️❤️
ratuuu
#8
Chapter 7: So sweet!!! Oh my god I'm dying from diabetes here!!! Their interaction are so heartwarming n meaningful!!
blackluna
#9
Chapter 7: I love how this is somewhat bittersweet with a bit more sweetness to it since they understand each other and seem to care about one another even though they hardly know each other. <3
cassidyann34 #10
Chapter 7: I love them . I hope they are able to cope with each other