Jungkooks pov

even though it hurts I have to be happy for Jimin hyung right but it hurts so bad I- I- wish that a mircle will happen will anyone noticed if I go missing? is this worth it what if everybody I love, loves someone else? who will love me? who should I live for? should I even live?

I looked up outside the window and saw rain but Taehyung and Jimin is outside and they are dry I touched my face, tears I actually cried for someone

than I heard knocking I wiped my tears fast and hard and went up to the door and I saw Jin

"Jungkook so you saw it too?"

I nodded I couldnt help it I broke down infront of Jin

"WHO WILL LOVE ME?"I cried

"Jungkook you have me I will love you"

I looked up and saw Jins face I never noticed his details on his face before I know he is handsome but not this handsome

And I felt my body moving by itself and what I have done shocked me and Jin

I kissed Jin