I closed my eyes, spred my arms out,

with my head faced up the blue sky.

Let the wind slapped my face tenderly.

'God, let me have this feeling. The feeling of being loved by someone I've been longing for.'

I smelt the sunflower's around me,

so comforting while I kept my praying.

'Is it too undelighted to asking for?

Please, not only now.

I want .. God.. I want him forever.'

I opened my eyes just by the time the familiar voice's airing.

"Coming up!"

And with one heavy exhaled, I turned around and smiled conditionally.

***

Have you ever fallen for someone at the first sight?

Yes, do you..?

Have you ever fallen for someone so deep that you even almost can't live without her/him?

Oh yes, you do?!

How's that feel?

What? You call that true love?!

In my case, I don't believe true love.

I never taught to putting on such a faith at so-called true love. At any kind of love, neither it be a true love nor monkey love or whatsoever they used to call for the kids love.

For me, love is all about 'The Double F' thing.

FAKE and FLIRT

Oh hhaha, what a bull, rite?

So now, if you try to ask me : 'Do I BELIEVE a true love?'

Then you got the point, don't you?

It was 'NO, I DON'T.'

But if someone ask me : 'Has it ever happened to me?

Well, with all my ego dropped down, I'll answer..

'Uhm..maybe?'

or.. errrgh. okay! I'll say to be honest :

'Yes, it has. And the worst thing is.. it's happening to me, NOW!'

hhh, what a tragedic.

Confusing, yeah?

But it was my story then~

***

well, it's my first time writing fanfic in english, so I'm so sorry for the bad grammar.

i know my english is PRETTY !!