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Jiyong sat up and looked at his surroundings. He could hardly believe it, it was his room. He wondered if his dream or whatever it was had finally ended. He ran to his mirror and checked his hair but he hadn't had it this colour for a while. He kicked the wall angrily and went to his computer to check the date. It was two weeks after Daesung's accident. Jiyong froze, he honestly didn't think he could deal with this again. They had all tried to move on but in the end they had just tried to forget it, but everyone felt guilty when they heard Daesung cry in the middle of the night and they couldn't even say anything because no one even wanted to mention the accident. Jiyong then remembered what he had said last night, well last night for him but a few months for the others. He hadn't been strong enough to help Daesung last time which had resulted in a boy who felt lonely, guilty and suicidal but now that Jiyong knew the consequences he hoped that he could help Daesung before he was so used to feeling miserable that it became second nature for him. Thinking of last night also made Jiyong remember just how drunk he had been, he smiled grimly. It wasn't even his fault, he had just woken up in that body and at that moment that body was extremely drunk. He hoped he hadn't been too embarrassing. He coul