Past

It had now been 3 years since Victoria and Changmin had been married, both forced into an arranged marriage in order for both of there parents companies to collide. 

But it was only a married couple in front of the cameras when those were shut.. Just like a split second all of that was gone, you could say it was acting and no feelings. But after time there would always be one person who falls inlove and that person happened to be Victoria, but everyday she regretted it more than anything. He paid no attention to her and it got worse when he took over his dads company and got a new secratary and that was no other than Yoona, they slowly got into a physical and passionate relationship. Day after day he wouldnt come home and would be with her, did he hide it from me? Nope he would always bring her back even whilst i was there... I tried my best to overlook it knowing how much he had helped my parents companies its not like he treated me bad i mean he respected me... But that was it.

I was just business to him.

It was a normal Saturday night, i had told the maids to go back and rest whilst i sat watching TV waiting for the knocks to come and him to come in drunk or he wouldnt come home...

Knock knock

I opened the door as his best friend Yunho stood at the door holding his arm as he was all over the place

Yunho: He got drunk.. again, i told him to stop but he just carried on

I took ahold of his arm and let him lean his body weight onto me

Victoria: Did he get in a fight with her again

Yunho: ...Yeah

Victoria: Okay, thanks for dropping him off, do you wanna come in?

Yunho: No thanks i have someone waiting for me

I smiled knowing what he meant

I closed the door after he had left and pulled him upto his room like a typical Saturday night

I gently lay him onto the bed...

As i was about to leave the room i noticed i had dropped his phone onto the floor

I picked it up and accidently slid it... There they were on his home screen, doing the one thing i wanted to do the most with him... Embracing eachother in the sunset both of there faces were blocked out but i knew who it was. I guess if others saw this they would presume it was me and him who were doing this... I wish

I went back to my bedroom after preparing breakfast for him in the next morning, i guess i really was nothing in his eyes...

Morning

As usual he woke up and entered the kitchen with his messed up hair, just the sight of him made my heart beat like crazy 

I quickly turned my face to hide my blushing,

Changmin: What happened... Last night?

I turned to him avoiding to much eye contact 

Victoria: Yunho brought you home after you got too drunk... The rest i dont know 

Changmin: Ah okay, also you dont need to come to my opening of my new organistation

Victoria: You should know i cant do that, if i do that rumours will start and will effect your new organisation. I'll come but just wont stay for the after party if you despratley dont want me to be there 

Changmin: Okay, thanks. Im gonna skip breakfast today i have to meet someone 

Victoria: Okay just dont get caught 

Changmin: I wont.. i never do

Changmins pov 

I walked to the nearby caffe where she was waiting for me, if im honest i dont love Yoona and maybe i would be able to love Victoria if i gave her the chance, but if i do that means im giving into my parents. Maybe if it was not due to my parents i would really fall inlove with her. But i cant let that ever happen.

Yoona: Hey!

Changmin: Keep it down people are looking 

Yoona: Fine, come on 

As usual we walked to the kareoke place where we got a room for ourselves so that there was no one there to see 

As soon as we had closed the door she ran to me and hugged me leaning in for a kiss 

I kissed her back as she had 

After we just talked about the arrangments for our trip to Jeju.. I still had to yet talk to Victoria about it... We were going to head off tonight after the party hence why i didnt want Victoria to be there. It would only make the situation more awkward...

After a few hours i went back and saw a whole group of ladies all by Victoria's room

I walked in as they all turned to look at me and greeted me, i knew what was going on Victoria was preparing for the event 

She turned back and looked at me, there she stood there making my heart flutter more than a thousands times. It was something i had never felt before just the sight of her barefaced in her elegant gown took my breath away. 

Changmin: I just came to tell you the opening is tonight...

Victoria: Okay ill come down in an hour 

I left the room as quick as i could, how could i feel this way! I cant feel this way! Is this really what it felt to love someone?... It was nice 

Wait what am i saying!! 

An hour later, Victoria came down

Changmin looked up and as usual she took his breath away, his heart beat fastened and he felt as though there was nothing in this world other than just her

He stood up and tried to hide his emotion as he told her to come, they both got into the car

Changmin couldnt stop looking at her, he didnt realise till this day how beautiful she had gone in a couple of years she definatley would be too wow for words.

Victoria turned and looked at him oddly

and then it happened...

Something he had never felt before with any other girl

He leaned in and kissed her tender lips

She widened her eyes in shock

He held onto her waist and brought her closer as he deepened there kiss, it was like a never ending moment replaying again and again

The car stopped as they both pulled away at the sound of the drivers voice

Driver: Were here

They quickly looked away awkwardly as she quickly put on more lipstick

They both got out of the car as immediatley the cameras started flashing in there faces

He went over to her side and held her waist as there bodyguards pushed through the public

It was just like everytime... But this time it was different, everything was just different

They went in and as usual met people and introduced themselves  

But they just kept thinking of the kiss...

It had been two hours since this had started, the after party was about to start 

Vics pov 

I got up and was about to leave when i saw both of them together 

Giggling as if nothing had happened... I guess it was only me who found the kiss majical.

He saw me looking and stopped talking she realized and shot me a dirty glare. 

I quickly turned away and went to the car... 

Why did he have to do that? Now i cant think of anyone but him... Why did he do that?...

Maybe it was wrong to have this fake hope built up inside of me but i just couldnt help but feeling it, hoping that he maybe had finally noticed me 

As i got back i recieved a text from him 

From Changmin 

I wont be back tonight, ill be back later tomorrow so dont wait up for me... I have alot to talk with you about..

The last bit scared me abit, what was it he needed to talk with me.. Once again the stupid hope built up. Maybe it was finally the time we would talk about our relationship positively

I replied 

Changmins pov

I had so much to talk with her about, i wanted to just rush back now and go to her but i guess i should stay here with Yoona afterall i still promised her 

After a while i got a reply 

From Victoria 

Okay, i also have a lot to talk to you about... And whatever your doing dont get caught... Please

Those words she says to me everytime i am out with Yoona, i never knew it meant so much to her but now i finally realise..

We reached Jeju Island, as we got outside i hid my face 

Yoona: Iv booked a resort for us, so we can walk where we want without the paparazzi's 

Changmin: Are you sure it is safe?

Yoona: Definate i have had the guards out there for days it is almost impossible for them to see us 

As we reached there we got out of the car and entered 

We both got changed into out warm and comfy clothes as we walked out and about outside 

I kept looking from side to side making sure there was no one 

Yoona grabbed my hand and held it tight 

Yoona: Oppa! All you have done since we have got here is be careful there is no paparazzi when i have already told you there is none! Cant you trust me Oppa?

Changmin looked at her as she leaned in and kissed me on the lips 

Changmin: I guess she was right, she wouldnt lie about this...

"Girls will do anything to clarify there property..."

Doorbell 

Ring ring 

Victoria woke up after the constant calls and bells

Who would be here at this time it was only 6am 

She looked out and saw a huge load of paparazzi outside her house 

What was going on?

She opened the door as her bestfriend Luna came rushing in 

Luna: Omg!!! Unni are you okay?

Victoria: Yeah... Of course why wouldnt i be? Why is there so much paparazzi outside? Whats going on?

Luna: Oh... You havent seen it?

Victoria: Seen what?

Luna: It was released an hour ago and the media are going crazy! Here

She passed her phone to Victoria as she looked at the artcile that was on the phone 

Breaking news!

Changmin head of The Kims company was spotted holding hands and kissing his manager!

There have been images of proof, the citezens are currently going crazy due to the fact Changmin is married with Victoria Song and have been married for 3 years now. There reps have yet to comment but this is a universal controversy and we all want answers.

STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES

Victoria looked at the article in shock 

"Dont get caught" "Dont get caught" "Dont get caught" 

She had said that over a thousand times and yet he still played her like a toy! To think i had actually garnered hope for a man like that, My heart felt like it had been shattered into a thousand pieces over and over again. Never ending just as everything had finally seemed to look up, he did that! 

I dropped to the ground as tears streamed down my face 

Drip drop 

Again 

and 

Again 

Just like that... Just like that he did that to me... I guess it was true that true love never exsisted 

I kept crying and crying hoping that just like my tears that drifted away this too would leave... Quickly 

Luna held me in her arms telling me it was okay 

But i knew it definatley was not okay

He had broken our trust our everything, now my parents would suffer...

I looked at my phone i had over 50 misscalls from him... 

And 74 messages

But i would never look 

I'm done 

This is over

Were over

After a few hours Luna left 

I once again heard the doorbell knowing who it would be 

I went and opened the door as i saw him stood there 

Changmin: Lets go inside and talk about this all... Please Vic

Victoria: Come in 

He looked around and started at the backs of packing at the end of the room 

Changmin: What is that?

Victoria: Im leaving to America

Changmin: America?! How long?

Victoria: That is none of your business, im gonna release my statement later today saying that we are currently seperated and wont seek a divorce due to the companies sake... Im going to be leaving for America to pursue my modelling dream and will return when i think im ready to come back... 

Changmin: Vic, please just listen. I'm sorry i never meant for this to happen i thought it was saf-

Victoria: Stop it, if im honest with you. Yes i loved you i use to always imagine how it would be with us and the idea that one day just maybe one day you would fall inlove with me as deeply as i had fallen inlove with you and that was what kept me going with this marriage. But everyday you proved me wrong, when we... kissed i felt like we finally had a hope but... you crushed it... Every single bit of it and i dont want to live a life where im afraid there is going to be a leak every single day! I want to live my life not shadow your life. Apolagize as much as you want but were over that tiny bit of love is over... I warned you more than once. You have broken my trust Changmin and thrown away my love...

I quickly grabbed my bags and left...

Forever...

HEY GUISS!!

I know this was a terrible chapter but the real stuff starts after this, i just needed to clear up everything. Thankyou guys for reading this and please anticipate many many more chapters full of alot more drama. But if whilst i am doing this it gets revealed who they are actually dating then im sorry but i will stop doing this as it has happened to many times. I will try and get this finished before then! Thankyouu