Is been more then three months of eating by myself each time wishing So Min would be home in time for dinner.  I have not counted how many nights I be eating alone.  I started to feel depress and unable to comminicate with her.

I started to feel lonely and depress.  But luckily I got my friends who I can lean.  They all said that So Min is a career focus women and I just had to be patient with her. 

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So Min

I cannot believe the amount of work there is to do.  Is never ending.   I missed my husband so much but I cannot leave early as we are currently in the middle of getting things ready for a fashion show.

I try my best leaving as early as possible but never home until 11pm and leave very early in the morning.  Hyun Joong no longer waits for me at night, his already in bed by the time I get home.  Somehow, I feel very gulity to leave him alone and hardly joins him for breakfast or dinner.  But I know if I want to make a name out in the fashion industry, I had to work like this for a while.  Sometimes I think about the reason why I married Hyun Joong so early in my career...........

Is been a long time since I got an afternoon off.  I decided to suprise Hyun Joong him with a special candle light dinner.  I prepare foods that both of us enjoy and a bottle of red wine.  Everything was all done and am waiting for him to be home.  I wait and waited but his still not home.  I keep wondering where is he.  I didn't know that I fallen asleep until I heard the door open.

To my suprise, Hyun Joong didn't said anything but left me in the dining room. 

What happening to us......................