No One’s P.O.V

Key went to work, then went to the hospital, sat there until the nurse sent him home, went home, slept. The next day everything started all over again. Two months passed like this. He just sat there and held Jonghyun’s hand. Everyone started worrying about him. He barely talked to someone. They tried to distract him with so many things, but none of them worked. They knew, the only thing that could make him happy again was Jonghyun. But Jonghyun wouldn’t wake up from his ‘sleep’. No it wasn’t a sleep, he wouldn’t even move an inch, just lying there and breathing. Quiet and slow breaths was  the only thing Key heard from Jonghyun in a while. He was breathing. He was living. He was still there. Key could still feel his warmth.

Taemin’s P.O.V

I hate seeing Key-hyung in a state like this. When we asked him to go out with us, he said he had to stay with Jonghyun-hyung. He was slowly going insane. I was scared. Scared I might lose Key-hyung like I’ve lost Minho. I know it’s selfish, but I hate Jonghyun-hyung for not waking up. I want to see the two of them smiling again. Being happy. Laugh. But all I could see was a depressed Key-hyung, a lifeless body of Jonghyun-hyung and people worrying about the two.

“Key-hyung let’s grab some black bean noodles~” I want to distract him. But I already knew it won’t work.

“I’m not hungry.” He never was. He probably lost a lot of weight.

“But Keeeeey-hyungiee~“ I said in a cute way, slightly screaming.

“Psht Taemin.”

“But…”

“I said no. Grab some noodles with Onew.”

“Key-hyung…”

“Taemin please be quiet. I can’t hear him breathing, if you’re screaming like this.”

I can’t take this anymore.

“There’s no need in sitting here the whole day, it won’t make him wake up. You’re going insane here.”

I never shouted at him before.

“You’re a bad donsaeng Taemin. You’re not worrying about Jonghyun-hyung.”

He did go insane.

“What are you talking about? I am worried about Jonghyun-hyung as well, but I don’t think it’s necessary to sit here all the time until the nurse sends you home!”

“You don’t know what you’re talking about. You’re just a kid.”

Tears trailing down my cheeks. Key-hyung changed. I don’t want him to change in that way.

“Even if I am, I know what I’m talking about! Everyone thinks that way, they are just too scared to tell you this. They are scared you could do something to you. Scared you can’t take the truth. We all want to see your smile again.”

“I don’t get the point. I can do everything I want to. You know I can only be happy, if Jonghyun is by my side. AND HE OBVIOUSLY ISN’T!!!” He shouted the last part. I thought he would cry. But he hadn’t.

“Key-hyung I’m sorry…”

In that moment the lifesaving machines started beeping a way too fast and too loud as they used to beep.

“Where am I?” A shaking voice said. I couldn’t believe my ears. The sheets on Jonghyun’s bed moved. I lifted my head to see whether I should believe my ears again.

“J-Jongie?” Finally Key was crying again.

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Oh My God I'm such a horrible and lazy  author v.v

I haven't updated the whole weekend....I don't even have a comprehensible reason for not updating 

I realized that I'm not the type to write super long chapters...so I think the chapters will be that short in the future 

But I will update more often...I try to update every second day(like monday,thursday and so on) friday,saturaday,sunday MAZELTOV~~~

Let me know if you want to know what happened to Minho...what a crappy sentence

Onew disappeared since the third chapter...don't worry he'll be in the next chapter again^ ^ I hope so

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