I Wish Hell Will Burn Us Mad and Deep

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"It was a mistake, wasn't it?

It had to be.

Every touch I once left on your body

Every mark you made on every inch of mine;

It was truly a sin.

For us the sinners hiding beneath the artificial happiness

Pretending to be the ones who were deeply in love we didn't even deserve.

We were cursed, darling. Every single second we had spent was so much cursed.

At that time, I wanted to ask you

"Are you ready to be burnt with no one else beside you,

not even me, just you and your guilt

at the deepest of hell

because darling it would come

it had to."

Foreword

Title: I Wish Hell Will Burn Us Mad and Deep

Pairing: Seungyoon x Taehyun

Rating: R

Genre: angst, romance (can forbidden love be counted as a genre?)


 

Brilliant career as a professional lecturer for law major in such a very young age.

A genius who had finished his magister degree with full of honors.

Humble, lovable personalities that everyone couldn't but be fond of.

Perfect facial features; skin was perfectly untouched with flaws nor pimples. Lean body beautifully sculptured; long legs were covered by sleek, the highest quality of fabric

On his side, a beautiful wife whose the face and the heart are equally beautiful.

Perfect.

Kang Seungyoon was perfect. 

Sometimes I wondered was he even real or purely just a product of my imagination.

Yet,no. I doubted he was mere a fictional character my mind created, though, as everyone in my class seemed barely to stop talking about his perfection.

Surely, I had heard his name several times during my first year in college.

Yet never I had a class lectured by him, it was just the rumors fastly spread so there seemed to be none who never hear the name,  by the rumors those meant how smart and yet at the same time good looking the person was.

My classmates would never let a day go by without praising him, once or twice and I personally would just be rolling my eyes at every word.

I gave no ,or probably I only attempted to.

 

A year later, during one fine day at June, I  found myself in the lowest state of my self-esteem.

Truly, I didnt enroll in this major just to regret it one day.

One day, to be exact the day when I had my eyes laid upon Kang Seungyoon for the very first time.

Do you want me to tell it more?

His smile. The one that I believed was specially made for melting down  your common sense in rather majestic way.

"Son of ,"

I quietly whispered as a reply to his heart-warming smile that ninety-percent I was sure it referred to me after he politely asked to read a passage on our module.

I hardly realized what had been released from my mouth until I saw his expression changed with puzzled one, head was tilting to the side.

So cute.

It was too much I didn't even bother the looks of the entire classmates were giving to me and slowly red crept up my cheeks as his expression changed again.

He then chuckled and everyone in  the room soon followed.

It wasn't so embarassing to be a class' clown for a day.

But what mattered to me the most that time was only the sound of his chuckle and the way his eyes formed crescent and his rather pinkish cheeks and his perfect jet black hair and his sturdy neck and his skinny legs, everything.

I didn't know what had gotten into me but I would sure later find out;

both this feeling and all the sins within.

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Dchang #1
Chapter 1: Really like your story, please update soon!!:-)
viole261 #2
Chapter 1: lovely convo.. i like this hide and seek game..i meant taehyun hide his deep feeling toward yoon, meanwhile Yoon straight asking him without hesitation because maybe he just wanna small talked while waiting in rain to stopped..idk...we need next chapter, update soon pls.. i like the story..thanks
gummybaer
#3
Chapter 1: HI HI HI HIIIII~~~ I should say that im truly in love with your fics. God i rly like it !!! I mean Seungyoon as a lecturer (yes i always praise his studious looks and he would be dead gorgeous as one) so purefeeect. And his personality is so casual yet still at the edge as a teacher. He's caring, tender and gentle and of course mature. When Taehyun's character is so young, blunt and his thought you wrote it rly rly rly well !!! The conflict between him & inner side like wanting to know Seungyoon more while managing his curiousity is so damn cuuuteee. But in the end he surrender and following Seungyoon. KYAAAAHH I WANNA KNOW MORE pls pls pls update soon ajun authornim <3
milachun
#4
Chapter 1: Omfg i really was waiting for the first chap ! And i really like it, ahhh Taehyun cant resist Seungyoon (but, who can?) hahah and Seungyoon is so cute, so lovely... Idk i have some many feels inside, i'm so curious. Please keep writing, i will wait for your next chap :)
bogoshipeoyo #5
Chapter 1: this fic is indeed interesting. taehyun slowly having feelings over seungyoon yet he tries his best to hide it. on the other hand, seungyoon seems attracted to taehyun as well. and the ending makes me want to know what's going to happen next. please update soon. thank you! \(^o^)/
kokky92 #6
Chapter 1: I liked this chapter a lot! Taehyun defintely can't resist Seungyoon and the more they talk, the more he sets his guard down and is engulfed by Seungyoon's charm and the effect he has on him. But, I have to say that even if we read from Taehyun's pov, I think also Seungyoon is somehow charmed by Taehyun, like he's genuine attracted by him (as a person? maybe even for his beauty, we don't know)... I think the attraction is there, between them.
I just noticed a few typos and that's my only complain (??), I like how you're developing the story, really *^* and i want to read more! <33
nxmdxvx #7
and..... you might like to consider updating this soon, Ajeng ;__; I like the idea of Taehyun being crazy over Yoon! <3
laviosa666 #8
Ksy has a beautiful wife? Wow wow wow..
Pls update soon authornim ^^