I Wish Hell Will Burn Us Mad and Deep
Description
"It was a mistake, wasn't it?
It had to be.
Every touch I once left on your body
Every mark you made on every inch of mine;
It was truly a sin.
For us the sinners hiding beneath the artificial happiness
Pretending to be the ones who were deeply in love we didn't even deserve.
We were cursed, darling. Every single second we had spent was so much cursed.
At that time, I wanted to ask you
"Are you ready to be burnt with no one else beside you,
not even me, just you and your guilt
at the deepest of hell
because darling it would come
it had to."
Foreword
Title: I Wish Hell Will Burn Us Mad and Deep
Pairing: Seungyoon x Taehyun
Rating: R
Genre: angst, romance (can forbidden love be counted as a genre?)
Brilliant career as a professional lecturer for law major in such a very young age.
A genius who had finished his magister degree with full of honors.
Humble, lovable personalities that everyone couldn't but be fond of.
Perfect facial features; skin was perfectly untouched with flaws nor pimples. Lean body beautifully sculptured; long legs were covered by sleek, the highest quality of fabric
On his side, a beautiful wife whose the face and the heart are equally beautiful.
Perfect.
Kang Seungyoon was perfect.
Sometimes I wondered was he even real or purely just a product of my imagination.
Yet,no. I doubted he was mere a fictional character my mind created, though, as everyone in my class seemed barely to stop talking about his perfection.
Surely, I had heard his name several times during my first year in college.
Yet never I had a class lectured by him, it was just the rumors fastly spread so there seemed to be none who never hear the name, by the rumors those meant how smart and yet at the same time good looking the person was.
My classmates would never let a day go by without praising him, once or twice and I personally would just be rolling my eyes at every word.
I gave no ,or probably I only attempted to.
A year later, during one fine day at June, I found myself in the lowest state of my self-esteem.
Truly, I didnt enroll in this major just to regret it one day.
One day, to be exact the day when I had my eyes laid upon Kang Seungyoon for the very first time.
Do you want me to tell it more?
His smile. The one that I believed was specially made for melting down your common sense in rather majestic way.
"Son of ,"
I quietly whispered as a reply to his heart-warming smile that ninety-percent I was sure it referred to me after he politely asked to read a passage on our module.
I hardly realized what had been released from my mouth until I saw his expression changed with puzzled one, head was tilting to the side.
So cute.
It was too much I didn't even bother the looks of the entire classmates were giving to me and slowly red crept up my cheeks as his expression changed again.
He then chuckled and everyone in the room soon followed.
It wasn't so embarassing to be a class' clown for a day.
But what mattered to me the most that time was only the sound of his chuckle and the way his eyes formed crescent and his rather pinkish cheeks and his perfect jet black hair and his sturdy neck and his skinny legs, everything.
I didn't know what had gotten into me but I would sure later find out;
both this feeling and all the sins within.
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