I push her and i run outside the house. I ignore her who keeps calling my name.

I'm not for her. I'm just a jerk. There's no way to change that, she deserves better.

What should I do now?

I walk aimlessly. Keep walking, until a truck come to my direction. I ain't bother to move, this is better. And it happens. I'm staring to the night-sky, there is no star tonight. People gather around me, and then i see her, breaks through the crowd. She cries again, this time is the loudest. I touch her face for the last time, and then i die. 

That's what i thought. Because everything is dark.

I hear a voice.

It says,

"You deserve a second chance young lady..."