"He text me yesterday,.. He just asked about minho," dara said.

he...

Till when 'he' will come to me like a ghost everytime dara tell me about him or when i saw him at SNS...

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"Middle school.." i mumbled. this time, i already middle school student. I just hope that i can get a friends. I'm lonely. yes i am. Even when i took test in here, one of favorite middle school in Seoul, even when i'm with 2 male friends from my elementary school. Really like lost kid in the lost world. But in middle school, i meet Chaerin, dara and bom. We always laugh and doing something like crazy. actually, i'm the crazier. Gong minji who not talk alot but once i want to, i will explode like a bomb. and i don't know how we can be friend with our personality. We are different at ech other but it's who make us last long.

stranger...

beside chaerin, dara and bom, i don't know who is my classmate. Maybe i just knew their name but don't know which is, or i knew here she or he is but i don't know their name. I'm not a person who will approached 1st but i'm the person who chit chat with each other 1st then know their name by my self or by her / his friends. Day by day, slowly i knew half of my friend and became friend with them including that guy.

That guy who named Taemin. I don't know if he could be so crazy too. Slowly i know what he likes. He likes playing guitar, soccer and he really love AC Milan, a soccer clup from Italia. 1st grade, we just like this. know each other. we became a friend.

still friend....

2nd grade. Me and taemin still a friend who sometimes playing together. Although me and him like that but we are not that close. He was like my other male friends who always making fun of me, bully me. Till he bored at his seatmate and asked me to sit with him.

"C'mon, sit with me, i don't wanna to sit beside her again." Yes, his seat mate was a girl.

me, who always choosed as someone who close to male students in the class be his last option. I don't want to sit beside him but he always disturb me nomatter what, when and where. My seat mate also didn't wanna to sit with his seatmate because of her personality. finally, i sigh and move my things to his side. Seem like i dig my own grave.

First day after moving, he act like i'm is his own. He made my friend go away from my seat.

"Susshhh, go away, you are blocking my view!" i said sorry to my friend and hit taemin's shoulder. "Ackk..."

"Yah, it's not like all my friends made a way to your sight! How can i go with my other friends if you always act like this?" but he ignore my words and continue to act like usual.

But, after some days, me and taemin became closer, We don't know why but maybe we have similiar personality. And who say student in middle school never involved in the bet? Taemin did too maybe most of male students do that too. And he always makes me to pay. This bastard.

After we know how we are, we become like a different person. We always argue or fighting each other. We are friend but we are partner in crime too. Slowly and i don't know when, he become openly to me. I know few of my class mate like him. And he always tell about it.

And we become best friend.

He and his best friend always stick on me till i can't breath. They always makes me wanna to hit them because they always making fun at me and sometimes they make me so angry.  

"Oh, come on, why can you help me this once?" Taemin still asking my help to pay rent a studio for his band.

"I don't have money anymore. You made me waste my money last week because you lose in your bet. If only your team could win, i can help you." yes, last week he lose again. Not only that but he lose my ring. My favorite ring.

"Minji, please!" why he can't leave me alone in peace till i finish this electro's task? But he keep asking me. 'I can't take it anymore.' i turn my head and glare at him but he still give me a grin which show his teeths and a puppy eyes.

"Do you not undertand that i do not have money anymore?" he shake his head. I feel like i wanna murder him right now. "Arggghh!!" i hit my table and get out from my class. I need to calm my head in canteen. Ughh, he makes me waste my energy too.

"Whats the problem this time?" Chaerin asked me with ice cream in her hand.

"He want me to help him. Again." dara, bom and chaerin sat around of me.

"for?"

"Rent a studio." their eyes widened. "Wahh.. you not giving him your money, aren't you?" bom asked with suspicious eyes.

"Of course not. He used my money for the bet last week."

"What?!"

"He lost, so do i. If only he could win, i'll get double." and with that, we take our time will break end.

when me, chaerin, dara and bom enter the class, all of their eyes on us. "Why they looked at us like that?" i wisphered to chaerin.

"I don't know. Just pretend like it's ok."

"can i sit with you?" i asked after spot my empty seat.

"Just go but if he make a move, just kick him like usual." actually, i'm not feeling like wanna sit over there. aishh, my luck.

After i sit and continue to finish my work, i heard taemin and onew say somethings. "C'mon, apologise now."

"But..."

"Now...."

slowly, Taemin spoke up. "Ehm, minji-ah, i'm sorry.." i still keep my mouth in silent. "please minji ah, i'm sorry. You make me scared when you are stay still like that. Just hit me or kick me if you want but say something." I hit his shoulder hardly without telling him first. "Buggggg..." I feel all of my classmate eyes on my table right now. "Thats and now shut yout mouth." He keep touching his shoulder to make his pain go away but he grin. Happy that i'm not mad at him now. After that, he always think twice before make me angry.

I am still his best friend...

we are close. Really close till my friend who like him jealous. I know that she is jealous, i know it clearly, but i cant stay