POV Xiumin

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I sighed and stood up. I bowed and apologized to everyone around the table and walked toward the living room to get my phone. I sang along with the ringing. I picked up my phone and looked at the name displayed on the screen. I frowned as it was an unknown number. I refused the call and turned my phone down. I shivered as I remembered what happened earlier in the day. Was Sulli really serious? I shrugged, anyway that wasn't my problem right now. I put my phone back on the table and walked toward the kitchen.

The chef Jongdae had told us that we would be free tomorrow morning but we had to meet at the mall at eleven o'clock. Tao complained. We hadn't really our morning free. Well, for me I didn't really care. I would just be able to sleep more.  I apologized once more as I sat back. I smiled at Luhan. He smiled cheerfully back at me. That surprised me.  I had only saw him shyly smiling. So seeing him smiling that brightly was really surprising.  It wasn't that bad anyway. His face was shining. He looked really ... beautiful? I couldn't even put a word to describe him.

Kyungsoo looked at me. He was silently asking me who was on the phone. I shrugged to make him understand that I didn't know who it was. He raised an eyebrow. He knew that I wasn't telling him everything. He didn't insist and finished his place. I didn't want to tell my suspicion in front of everyone. That would make them worry. Well, the chef and Luhan didn't know about Sulli but my friends did. They also knew how crazy she was and that would worry them. I nodded to myself. I would tell them once we would be in our room.  I looked at my plate. I widened my eyes as I realized that I had finished my plate already. I ate all the food already?...

Tao tried to get more information about what we would do tomorrow. The chef Jongdae didn't say a thing and ignored him. It hurt Tao in his pride and he sulked. I rolled my eyes. Now he'll sulk the whole evening.  He was just like that. Once he starts to sulk, there's no end to it. I held a laugh. He would immediately stop sulking once I would told him about the phone call.  Tao just couldn't bear Sulli. I think that it was because of her brother. They once fought in the corridors. From what he had told us, Baekhyun kept on insulting him of buying the teachers and spread some rumors about him and a male teacher. Tao never hid the fact he was gay.

Luhan was the first to stood up. We then all followed him, putting one by one our plates in the sink. Jongdae smiled at us and walked to his room. I shivered a bit. That smiled gave me a strange feeling. As if he told us that we would die tomorrow... I sighed and walked toward the living room. When I turned away to go to my room I found myself facing Luhan. He looked as surprised as me. I laughed a bit and messed his hair gently. I frowned as I felt him tensing up. Did I do something wrong? I suddenly remembered the first time we met at the convenient store. I quickly took away my hands and apologized to him. He seemed confuse but bowed and walked in the living room.

I tilted my head. Wow, that was awkward. I shrugged and walked toward my room. I knew I wasn't going to sleep early. Indeed, since had our morning "free" and since I knew my boys, we were going to stay until late to talk. We were that kind of boys. Of course we like to play video games or watch movies and hang out. But most of the time we just talk. The topics can be various. It can go from food to girls. Especially girls.. I pushed the door and walked in. I rolled my eyes as Tao asked me some help. D.O was strangling him.

-"You must have deserved it" I said before laying on my bed

-"Ya !!! You traitor bastard !" he shouted while trying to get away from Kyungsoo

I couldn't help but smiling. They were always bickering like this. Most of the time, it was Tao who teased our friend. The both of them are just a pain. But well, we liked them like this. I turned my phone on and put on the side.  After a few seconds, it started to strongly vibrate. I quickly picked up, thinking something was wrong. My friends who also heard it vibrating looked at me. I told them I didn't know what was happening. It finally stopped vibrating. I unlocked it and widened my eyes. I clenched my teeth. Was she really serious? I mean, that was just too much..

-"What's wrong?" asked Kyungsoo.

Tao came next to me and took my phone away from me. I was so stunned that I couldn't react at all. He let out a little surprised noise.

-"Wow... 130 messages, 78 missed call... "

Kyungsoo and Lay opened their mouth. We knew that she was crazy but we couldn't imagine that she would go that far. This was just too much. I took back my phone and deleted everything. The next second I felt a bit guilty. My parents may have texted me or phoned me. I sighed. I doubted about that. I laid back on the bed. What was I going to do about this? This was beginning to be quite dangerous if I let things go like that. Well, I'll report her to the police if she does that again. I rolled on the side and looked at Tao.

-"By the way, your boyfriend is coming soon isn't he?" I asked him

His face immediately shined. He smiled brightly and nodded fast. I couldn't help but smiling again. This boy was just so cute when it came to his boyfriend. Even if he still refused to let us know the identity of his boyfriend. I didn't really care about his identity to be honest. Just the smile on Tao's face let me know that he is a good boy. That was enough for me.  Tao sat on his bed and started to talk about his perfect boyfriend. Lay deeply sighed and looked at me desperately. I bowed my head to apologize. Once Tao starts to talk about his boyfriend, there's no end to it.

After only five minutes, Kyungsoo grabbed a pillow and hit Tao's head with it. I was quite impressed. I didn't think that he would have waited so long before attacking him. I laughed along with Lay. The maknae sulked a bit. He quickly stop sulking when we started to make suggestions about what was awaiting us tomorrow.  Lay said that we might go to a slaughterhouse. I winced in disgust. Please not that. I couldn't stand to sight of blood. Moreover, even if I was a cook, I couldn't stand the way cows and the other animals were killed in slaughterhouses. I was always laughed at when I told that. But I liked to know that the meat I cook comes from a happy animal. My position was quite hard to understand.. even for me.

The conversation then came on Luhan. Lay told us that there were a rumor saying that he was extremely shy. One day he went in Sunny's agency and he kept on looking down. When someone bumped on him he moved away and looked really scared. Hopefully his manager was there. This quite reminded me when I first met him. Why would he be that afraid of someone else touch? That started to bother me. But I didn't want to talk about my doubt with my friends. Not that I wasn't trusting them, but I wasn't sure. Maybe he is just extremely shy and not afraid. I noticed that Lay seemed a bit down.

-"What's wrong?" Tao asked

He must have noticed that too. Our Chinese friend smiled a bit.

-"I just miss her." he said, nearly whispering

I had forgotten that he was in relationship with Sunny. She was in one of the most famous band in Korea. She was often busy. Especially these days. Apparently they were preparing a comeback. However they had to work harder since one of the members left. I also knew that he was jealous of a super junior member who was really close to Sunny. Even though she kept on reassuring him, he still felt jealous. When Lay gets jealous, he is hard to deal with. He usually stop talking. That's quite worse than sulking. I have always wondered what would happen if the two of them ever meet. I had only saw Lay angry once. And no one wants to see him angry...

We tried our best to cheer him up. After all, she was just crazy about him.

-"He's true you know" added Tao

-"I'm afraid of the next" whispered Kyungsoo

-"Do you remember that time when we were sleeping at your house and she suddenly came? She threw us outside just to be with you. I think she is addicted to your d..." the maknae continued

-"Tao !" We all shouted as one voice.

We looked at each other and burst out laughing. This boy was just amazing. How could he say something like that so naturally? As if it was a normal thing to say. I shook my head. Sometimes I really couldn't understand him. There was something I was curious about. Since I knew Kyungsoo, he had never mentioned a girl he had gone out with or even liked. I was sure he had loved someone. I was a bit hurt that he didn't want to tell me about her, but that was his right.

After a few hours of talking, we finally decided to go to sleep. I took my phone to look at the time, but put it back where it was. I had turned it off because she started to harass me again. I wanted to go to the police station but I didn't want to create any problem. Even if she was the one who created the most problems for me. I sighed and laid on my bed before covering my body with a blanket. I closed my eyes and fell slowly asleep.

The feeling of someone poking me woke me up. I found myself in front of a Jongdae a bit mad. I sat up quickly. I shouldn't have. My head felt dizzy. It took me a few second to feel normal again. I turned my head toward the Chef. I then realized that I was the only one in the room. I frowned a bit. Where were my friends? And what time was it? I had no idea. The strict stare of the chef made me feel ill-at-ease. I looked down a bit. That was quite awkward.

-"You have ten minutes to get ready" He said before walking away.

I widened my eyes. Ten minutes? But that was impossible ! I took away the blanket and quickly looked at my belongings. I picked up a black shirt and blue jeans. I quickly changed my underwear and dressed up. I rushed out of the door and ran toward the living room. Only Luhan and Suho were there. The actor told me that they already left. I sighed and ran toward the main door. I wore some shoes and ran outside without forgetting to close the door.  I kept on looking at my feet not to fall in the stairs.

Once outside, I noticed the car. I ran toward it and got in. All of my friends were already here. I glared at each of them. Why didn't they wake me up? The avoided my eyes. I sighed, anyway what was done was done. The chef started the car and drove away. I looked through the window, trying to guess where we were going. It was when I recognized the way that I remembered we were going to the mall. But what for? That was a pure mystery.  The chef parked the car. We all got out and looked around, searching for a hint.

-"Follow me" he said

We didn't ask anything and followed him. He led us in the mall. It was 11:30. My tummy growled a bit. I didn't have the time to eat at all. I was really hungry. Tao gave me a sorry look. I smiled at him. I must admit that when I sleep it's hard to wake me up. We arrived in front of a sort of big and huge blue box on which there was written "Lunch for everyone". I frowned. Wait we wouldn't...

-"You'll prepare lunch for every people who ask for it. Moreover, a lot of people know that I'm here.. That would make you busy wouldn't it?" Jongdae said.

I kept on looking at the huge box. How could we do that? We had never done that before. I rubbed the back of my neck and sighed deeply. I looked at my friends. They were all desperately looking at the box. I took a deep breath.

-"Let's do our best ! Anyway, we don't really have a choice" I said while smiling at them.

They looked at each other and nodded.

-"I'm in" Kyungsoo answered

-"Me too me too !" Tao said while jumping around

Lay just lifted his arm and smiled at me. I turned toward Jongdae and nodded. He smiled at us and opened the box.

POV Suho

-"Do you think they'll be alright?" Asked Luhan

I bit my lower lip and smiled while saying that of course they'll be fine. He nodded and smiled cheerfully. I clenched my teeth. I had known him for several years and it was the first time I was seeing him smiling like this for someone else than his brother. I had this bad feeling about Xiumin. I didn't really know why but I didn't like him. I parked the car. Luhan had a photo shoot with Heechul. Even he noticed a difference. Luhan only knew Xiumin for three or four days and he already opened up to everyone.  He rushed out of the car with Mr Bunny and ran toward the stylists. I frowned. He was a bit too hyper. I walked toward the building. To be honest, he had been like this since yesterday. I didn't know what happened but that put him in a good mood. I sighed. I knew I should be pleased about that but something seemed wrong.

-"Hey manager !"

I waved at Heechul. I smiled at him. I quite liked him. He was weird but it was fine, he was easy to deal with. He walked toward me with some papers in his hand. He showed them to me. I read them once again. He sent me these papers a few days ago. These papers were in fact a contract. For each shoot, Heechul had to give us a contract. My role was to check that everything was alright with the contract. Even though I could trust this photographer, I always double checked the contract. To be sure that I missed nothing. I handed him back the paper and nodded at him. He smiled and turned around to tell everyone to get prepared.

This shooting was to promote a new energy drink. When we received the contract, Luhan accepted it, although he doesn't like energy drinks. I still didn't know why he wanted to do this contract in particular. Normally he would always complain and refuse the contract. However, he didn't hesitate to do this one. I thought it might be because of that Xiumin but he accepted before meeting him. Maybe I should ask him? No I better not ask him. If he doesn't say it on his own, it's useless. But how can he know that I want to know about this if I don't ask him? I messed my hair and sighed deeply.  Some exclamations brought me back from my thoughts.

I lifted my head up. Luhan entered. He was only wearing a black slim. I crossed my arms on my chest and looked at him, emotionless. Some of the stylists were fan-girling over him. I rolled my eyes. So pathetic. I laughed a bit at their stupidity. Why would they chuckle and scream like that? Don't they know they are ridiculous? I shook my head. I really didn't understand the fans. I kept on looking at him, changing poses following Heechul's recommendations. I stepped toward the photographer to see the photos on the computer. I nodded in satisfaction. They were all good. Heechul shoot the last picture. I smiled at Luhan. He smiled proudly back at me. He then disappeared in the lodges to change himself.

I moved toward the main door and waited in front of it. I glanced at my watch and frowned. Luhan should have done changing himself by now. I was about to go check on him when Heechul called me out. He explained that Luhan was talking to some stylists. I sighed and nodded. What was going on with him today? As I felt a strong stare on me, I lifted my head. The photographer was looking at me. I raised an eyebrow.

-"You know, you should stop denying your feelings" He said before I could talk

-"What feelings?" I asked

-"You're in love with him aren't you?" He asked too.

-"Who is in love with who?"

I startled a bit. I didn't notice Luhan coming. I shook my head and told him that we should go. He didn't insist and walked toward the car. I glanced a last time at Heechul and followed him. I quickly walked toward the car and unlocked it. I opened the door for Luhan and sat at the driver's place. I took a deep breath and started the car. The actor asked me if something was wrong. I cheerfully smiled and shook my head. He smiled back and started to talk to me about the photo shoot or something. I don't really know, I wasn't listening to him. What Heechul said kept on resonating in my head.

I clenched my fingers on the wheel. What did he know ? He knew nothing and still he dared to talk. I tried my hardest not to let anything appear on my face. I didn't want to make Luhan worry. I felt somehow sorry not to have listened to him. However, my mind was really disturbed. I almost missed his apartment. I parked the car in front ot it. There were the usual fans. I got used to see them. There were almost the same faces every time. It was quite creepy. I mean, we see them every day although we don't even know their name...

I got out of the car and opened the door for him. When he put a feet on the ground, the fans started to shout. He hugged Mr Bunny and looked down. I know I shouldn't have been but his reaction made me happy. He was eventually acting like he used to. We both headed to his apartment.  It was midday. We were both hungry and decided to eat. I opened the door and we walked in. He went into his room and I stepped toward the kitchen. I sighed in relief. Everything came back to normal. I took a ban and put some chicken wings in. I wasn't really a cook but I liked to cook. Moreover, Luhan had always complimented me for my meals.

I smiled at that thought. My smile faded away when I remembered Heechul's words. How could he have notice anything? I try my best not to get noticed.  I thought I was doing a good job. Always putting an emotionless face when I was with him... So how could he notice something? I shook my head. I shouldn't think about that. Moreover, he may have talked about someone else? I laughed at myself. That was impossible. He was indeed talking about Luhan. I sighed deeply. I guess I will just act like nothing happened.

I finished to prepare the meal and called the actor. His little face showed up. I internally smiled. He looked so cute. We took place around the table and started to eat. We talked about the drama he was going to play in. He told me that he got along with the female co actor. I nodded while listening to him. She seemed to be really sweet and kind. No wonder the both of them got along. Unfortunately, the conversation soon came to Xiumin and his friends. I had to keep on smiling and pretend that everything was alright. Why did he talk about him all of the sudden? He had nothing special anyway.

After a few minutes of torture, he finally stopped talking about him. I stood up and put our plates in the sink. I glanced at the clock. I had to drop him at the agency at two pm. It would be soon the time to go. Luhan had to practice his singing. Even if his voice was already amazing. I remembered the first time I heard his voice. I was stunned. My heart beat so fast that I thought it would explode. There were so many things that I didn't know about him yet. But I didn't really care. I knew I would discover them little by little. And I was fine with just that. Just being able to stand by his side was enough for me. Well, at least I tried to convince myself.

I called him when it was the time for us to go. He happily walked toward me while hugging his Mr.Bunny. He really looked like a child like this. I opened the door and we walked out. The fan yelled again as I pushed the door. They were all the same again. I shook my head. How can some people be that desperate? I really couldn't get it. I got in the car with Luhan and drove away. On the way to the agency, he started to sing one of the songs he had to learn. I the radio to listen to him. If I wasn't driving, I would have closed my eyes and dream. His voice had the power to make people. I was surprised that nobody had ever noticed his voice. Well, not that surprised. He is so shy that he would hardly talk to anyone and he had no reason to sing to me or to Jongdae.

I parked the car next to the agency. We got out of the car. I stayed still a few seconds, enjoying the silence. I started to walk toward the building, followed by the actor. From the corner of my eyes I saw something strange. I stopped and turned my head toward the thing that bothered me. A girl in school uniform was staring at us. It wasn't something unusual. However, her stare had something different from the usual fans. I shivered a bit.

-"Hyung.. is something wrong?" asked Luhan

I turned my head to look at him and realized that I stopped walking suddenly. I nodded at him and walked again. I glanced back to where the girl was. She was gone. I tilted my head. Did I see a ghost? I rolled my eyes. What are you thinking Suho? I pushed the main door. We walked in. I greeted some of the staff members. I felt someone grabbing the back of my shirt. A discreet smile appeared on my face. I liked when he did things like this. I loved to be the one who he can rely on. I just wanted to protect him. No matter what.

We soon arrived to the right room. I knocked on the door. After having hear the "come in" I pushed the door and walked in with Luhan. Yesung was there, sitting on a chair with a sort of jar in a hand and a spoon in his other hand. I was afraid to ask him what he was eating. Apparently, Luhan felt the same way since he didn't say a word at all. Yesung smiled widely at us. He put the jar and the spoon on the table and walked toward Luhan.

-"Let's get started !"

Luhan smiled and nodded. They then began to warm up his voice. I sat down at the table while looking at them. I tried my best to ignore the jar. I eventually gave up and picked it up. There was a sort of black jam inside. It was the first time I saw something like this. I lifted the jar up to my nose to smell it. It didn't really smell anything special. I put one finger in the jar and put some jam on it. I liked the jam on my finger. I immediately regretted it. I struggled to swallow it. Gosh that taste horrible. I couldn't help but wincing in disgust. I put the jar away. Really. Who on earth was eating avocado's jam?

I focused again on them. Luhan had a serious face. He was really working hard. He was really handsome when he had that face. I crossed my arms on my chest and took my emotionless face. With him looking like that, I knew that people might found out if I wasn't careful. Yesung praised him for a high note. Luhan smile brightly at him. My heart skipped a beat. I felt something getting hard in my pants. That wasn't good. I had to go away.

I slowly stood up and told them that I had to go to the restroom. They nodded. I walked out of the room as calmly as possible. Once out, I rushed in the restroom. Fortunately, I was alone. I went in one of the toilets and closed the door. I sat on the toilet seat. I ed my pants. My hard thing popped out. I looked at it and bit my lips. With one hand, I pleasured myself. I closed my eyes, imagining his hands instead of mind. I quickened the movement as I felt near. I arced my back and bit my tongue not to let any sound coming out. I looked at my hand, full of the sticky white liquid. I held my tears.

-"What the hell am I doing?"