Yuan fen-because sometimes we are bound to meet but we are not destined to stay together.

I used to think our meeting was the best thing could have ever happened to me. For years you were the mountain to climb and – at the same time- the warm blanket that wrapped me during my lonely nights. But we grew up. We grew up in different paths and before I could realize how much our goals were getting different, how my source of happinness was for you instead a misfortune, you disappeared from my sight. How could I cope with that?

You left without a word, not an even an insult. Let alone a goodbye.

I hated you. To the point that even hearing your name was a blasphemy to my years. I was young. I couldn't understand your reasons and maybe even now I can't. I hated you so much but probably more than anything else I hated myself. For having relying on you too much and, secretly, for having miss the chance to notice how unwell you were doing, before it happened.

Love can make you blind they say.

In the end, I moved on. I had to.

But I wonder, sometimes I wonder...after all those years.

Meeting you as if it were our first.

Those bygone years.

Author's note:

It's funny. I couldn't write a Taoris fanfic back then when exo was ot12. But now, I feel the need to write one. For the ones who know my fanfics, I'm going to be even more "psycological/sentimental" than other times. I feel very close to what the characters will display and maybe this will be my most heartfelt fiction.

I know this is still a sensitive topic and I'll try to be as delicate as possible, but readers be ready this is going to be ANGST! Also this fanfic basically will condensate all my exo and taoris feelings. ^_^

I'I'm really, busy, but I'll try to have time for all my fanfics. Thank you