help me die
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❝so help me die❞
〈help〉
Would you still love me if I changed?
Would you still love me if I gained 30 kg?
Would you still love me if my grades dropped and I did nothing but stay home and cry every day?
If the answer is no, maybe I don't deserve to be in this world. So help me die.
This story is told in four installments. In each a character, a life, will be introduced, and the last piece will complete the puzzle in a tragic plot twist.
Would you still love me if I gained 30 kg?
Would you still love me if my grades dropped and I did nothing but stay home and cry every day?
If the answer is no, maybe I don't deserve to be in this world. So help me die.
This story is told in four installments. In each a character, a life, will be introduced, and the last piece will complete the puzzle in a tragic plot twist.
〈me〉
 sehun sehun
Would you still love me if I changed? Meet Oh Sehun, a perfect boy with a perfect life. He's tall, handsome, and rich. However, soon everything changes. One day, his mother chooses to leave his father, taking Sehun with her. She also cuts off all connection to his father. Sehun and his mother, previously in the league of angels, fall hard to the ground. The bills start piling up, and adding to it are the drinking bills. Sehun changes as well; during the summer of graduating high school, he tries his first cigarette, gets laid for the first time, and even runs away from home after a drinking bout causes his mother to blame everything on Sehun. However, before Sehun was wild, Sehun was perfect. So he ends up going on a full scholarship to one of the top colleges, where he meets his roommate and finds out that maybe there is a reason for everything that happens. Would you still love me if I changed? The answer is no. |
 minseok
Would you still love me I gained 30 kg? Meet Kim Minseok, a small college sophomore with a life that is unnoticed by most people in the world. He is content, however. He gets good grades and gets along well with his classmates, especially the new student from China, whom he ends up dating. However, that year things get hectic. His younger sister, Sohee, gets pregnant, his father falls into a coma, and Minseok is getting attention from potential bosses. To deal with the stress, Minseok eats. He never thought of it as a problem, until his boyfriend breaks up with him. This adds to the weight on Minseok's head, and he snaps. He stops eating altogether and loses weight rapidly, until he gains a new roommate in his junior year, a freshman who has seen to much in life. And maybe, just maybe, Minseok will find himself while helping the young teenager. Would you still love me if I gained 30kg? The answer is no. |
 luhan luhan
Would you still love me if my grades dropped and I stayed home and cried every day? Meet Luhan, a sophomore in college with an inperfect life and a minor in the Korean language. One day, he is offered a chance to study in Korea, and the next week he is in a school with people who spoke a language he only heard in class. However, he is saved by his cute seatmate, who is surprisingly also a sophomore and also gay. Luhan answers his quickly growing feelings and asks him out. For half a year, it's bliss; then Luhan starts noticing Minseok's distracted eyes and fluttering fingers. And one day, his boyfriend steps into their usual coffee shop, but it's not him, it's a 90kg version, a version that doesn't answer Luhan's calls and always forgets dates. And Luhan's heart breaks when he breaks up with him. Luhan's grades start going down, and even his father calls to ask what is wrong. Will the arrival of a new person and the threat of death cause Luhan to try again for love? Would you still love me if I fell? The answer is no. |
〈die〉
Thank you for reading! There will be four chapters, unless I write more than expected, which might happen. Keep loving Xiuhunhan!
I also have two other fics; a Xiuharem story called The Bright Green Caterpillar and the Flock of Beautiful Butterflies and a simple oneshot collection called What Are You?
I also have two other fics; a Xiuharem story called The Bright Green Caterpillar and the Flock of Beautiful Butterflies and a simple oneshot collection called What Are You?
Foreword
Because Luhan will always be in my heart, and in Minseok's heart.
Layout credit to original owner. Not my layout, however much I wish I could make one like that TT_TT
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